i don’t know.

today, was bound to be a horrible day. i woke up feeling like a failure. thinking about my future. I know I’m young but please don’t bash me about how I’m feeling. I was thinking about me graduating, and how everything’s gonna change. everyone’s going there separate ways, and everybody will be happy, then I think of me, how everything’s gonna just get worse for me.it always seems to be so great for everyone else, but when it comes to me it’s a whole different story. I feel like the universe is out to get me sometimes. And it’s just so overwhelming. I’ll be going to school with the girl who absolutely hates me, and makes me feel worthless, the person I could talk to about how I feel, is going away too, so I guess I’ll be keeping everything to myself, which always ends up bad.I just know I’m gonna feel so alone. I don’t wanna type to much, cause my thoughts are all over the place, and sometimes it’s hard to get them out, so people can understand. Idk what I’m trying to say..idk what I’m gonna do.. I wonder if anyone would care if I just disappeared. W.e