I feel like I have a different reason every day. And when one problem resolves, another problem slides into its place as my new reason.
Today, I had another reason. But I was scared that everyone would accuse me of just wanting attention, because I say something different every day. So I didn’t say anything about it.
Just plain emotional pain. Depression that has its source in some pretty horrific trauma, but now that I’ve overcome all of that, has acquired a life of its own. Pain and sadness and dread that overwhelms me every single day, even though my life is actually largely ok.
I agree. It took a series of events for me to hit this low, but then again I think it’s been an ongoing battle with depression for a couple of years now.
You get just a slice of happiness cake and then some asshole slaps it out if your hands and everything goes to shit because you’re reminded over and over how terrible things really are.
Then a few come on sp and vent their frustrations and some feel a little bit better.
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Yes I agree.
I do hope so.
I feel like I have a different reason every day. And when one problem resolves, another problem slides into its place as my new reason.
Today, I had another reason. But I was scared that everyone would accuse me of just wanting attention, because I say something different every day. So I didn’t say anything about it.
There is never one reason for anything in my life, so there is no one reason for this either.
Life would be simple for me if my life boiled down to one reason.
Just plain emotional pain. Depression that has its source in some pretty horrific trauma, but now that I’ve overcome all of that, has acquired a life of its own. Pain and sadness and dread that overwhelms me every single day, even though my life is actually largely ok.
I agree with this completely.
I agree. It took a series of events for me to hit this low, but then again I think it’s been an ongoing battle with depression for a couple of years now.
You get just a slice of happiness cake and then some asshole slaps it out if your hands and everything goes to shit because you’re reminded over and over how terrible things really are.
Then a few come on sp and vent their frustrations and some feel a little bit better.