This urge is getting stronger yet my family doesn’t understand why I try to fight it. So what if I’m “useless” by not driving, would crashing into a traffic pole be better? Time after time, I’ve proven I would let everyone drown while watching… Friends, family, every single person… If being human means being empathetic than I’m not human. I’m a monster and I’m done repressing it. Not that I was ever good at repressing it… To be honest, I don’t understand why anyone would be sad at my death. Sorry, everyone. I just needed to vent very badly today.
In less psychopathic news, Alan Rickman died. Which role(s) do you think he shined in? I’ll confess I only know him as Professor Snape but I have to say I do love anti-hero, good double agents.
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There is nothing wrong with not driving. I haven’t driven a car in about 2 years. I do have a valid license but I lost my car in a car accident 2 years ago and I have not been able to afford a new one since then. I have a pedal bike and bike around town on it. Yes it does make me a geek to be 43 years of age and to be getting around town on a pedal bike, but I save money and I still have a fairly normal life. It just sucks when I want to go out on a date. LOL.
There is nothing wrong with venting. I can understand your frustration and so forth. This is a good place to “Let it Rip” there is a lot of understanding people here. So carry on. I don’t know who Alan RIckman is I will have to look that one up.
Plenty of people don’t drive, i’m one of them. There’s something called public transportation, and i’m pretty sure it encourages people to not drive in order to stop pollution a bit. I don’t think you’re a monster, if anything, i think the people around you are behaving like monsters, because they’re taking the fact that you don’t drive against you, just because you can’t drive them to where they want to go, lol.
Like PhantomCitizen43 says venting is a good way to deal with stuff, and no one will tell you anything about it here, because mostly all we do is vent, hah. Alan Rickman… no idea he died, i mean, first bowie an now him? i remember him as harry, or the douche husband of love actually. That and the guy that keeps hostage johanna in sweeney todd.
@zet: there was a point in my life I was fairly certain I had psychotic tendencies. I wanted to destroy the world and everyone in it. I totally get it. Fight it Zet, fight the good fight and take the high road. I didn’t have a drivers license until I was 20, in fact I purchased a car to take the drivers test on because I didnt have access to one.
Vent away. Vent long, hard an loud. I’m in the mood to vent right along with you.
BTW I’d miss you if you weren’t here. I like reading your posts and thinking about you. So I’ll throw my self centered card and say don’t do anything awful because:
1) if you were dead I’d miss you and would be sad.
2) pretty sure jails don’t have internet and don’t allow smart phones so there is that as well.
You seem like an okay friendly psycho tbh.
I only saw him in Potter, and was never a big fan of that universe, so don’t really remember him. But just watched an interview where Kate Winslet was touching him and praising his deeeep voice.
That man must have got laid so much. It’s a wonder he even had time to make Harry miserable or whatever.
Oh yeah, he was Hans Gruber in Die Hard 1 as well. Good movie. Good villain. Never realised it was the same guy though.
Dude, he was the bad guy in Prince of Thieves. That is my favourite role for him. Excellent opponent for gentle Kevin Costner.