Feeling alone..

thanks guys, I went through really bad break up before Christmas, I was led to believe we could still work and that we would be happy again. She planned everything just to hurt me. She told me to my face that she has already been sleeping with some other guy like 3 days after the brake up. My life before her wasn’t great either bunch of family problems and stuff. I’ll just stop here before I go on for ever haha. Over the weekend I received an email from someone on here who basically saved my life and that’s no exaggeration. I was ready and had everything almost prepared to end my life. I’ve been trying to get back on my feet but I’ve been putting up with pain for 21 years now.. And with the worse start to a year ever I can’t see it getting any better. This sucks :/