This has got to be the shittiest day of my life. I’m at that point. That point. The point that scares the shit out of me and yet excites me at the fucking time. The point where I could just die right now and I wouldn’t give a fucking shit.
Please, someone just kill me now. I can’t stand this shit anymore.
I’m sitting on my bedroom floor. I’m bleeding out. I can hear people talking in the living room. I’m not calling out for help. I’ll just listening to music and drift off.
I hate my head. It keeps torturing me. Why do I have to go through this? I don’t have to put myself through this. I can just die and it’ll all be over.
I want to die. I want to die. Please… I want to die.
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Ylem13 .
You are not alone my friend, I feel your pain and the position you are in.. I’m at my breaking point where I just don’t care anymore. If you need someone to talk to feel free to email me
I wonder how I’m going to handle this for the next 10 plus years, if I don’t die because of natural causes or some accident, that is. That will be a miracle. It sucks being stuck. Being trapped. I want to die so bad right now, but I can’t die. I have to endure all this shit. All the pain. All the torture I go through every single day. It’s really painful.