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its me, im new

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I came across this website tonight as I was drowning in my tears looking for a way out of this hell hole. not sure what im doing here, but this feels right. I need somewhere to write my thoughts and I need someone to listen. so here it is, my name is hannah (as you can see by my username which I didn’t know I couldn’t change.) I am not okay. I am depressed. and today I realized this when I was asked if I was okay and I cried before I could even say “im fine” as I would usually say. I have no one to talk to, no friends, no family. constant thoughts of suicide, even if I wouldn’t act on them they seem to be affecting my everyday life. ive lost all motivation for school, nothing interests me. I have flash thoughts of ways I can die as I get in the car to drive. even at my happiest times theres that thought in the back of my mind that this wont last, and im right. anyways I don’t want to make this super long, but this is me.

goodnight.

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Once 4/9/2019 - 12:28 am

Many here have similar “constant thoughts of suicide.” There’s no easy answer to anything that ails you, or us. Welcome.

darkwillow 4/9/2019 - 1:24 am

Hello Hannah. I also dont have anyone to talk to. I guess that’s normal here.. if you ever get lonely, my email is devinbelver@yahoo if you ever want to talk to someone

Klownisak 4/9/2019 - 3:38 am

Welcome to SP, Hannah.
So sorry you felt bad enough to end up here.

a1957 4/9/2019 - 9:56 pm

About the only people who understand us are us ‘cides and the shrinks. Sorry you are hurting. Around here we know about hurting.

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