At the end of the year, and the end of another shitty week I look at my contacts list on my phone and realise that I can’t call anyone without them feeling put out. They will feel like they are obliged to lend some of their time to some low-life scum like me, and at the end of the transaction they will feel like they regretted spending their time doing so.
I have wasted my opportunities at life… and death. Instead of using what I got to end my pain, I wasted it in small doses ‘recreationally’ and ended up just prolonging the pain… Though I […]