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Family & Friends Effects

The effects of suicide on family and friends.

I think it’s over

by sleeplessinSTL 4/9/2013

written by sleeplessinSTL

I think I’m done. I just can’t do this. I’m not sure yet, but I think I’m going to try and kill myself again. Last time I failed but this time I’ll be sure to end it. I still want to see how a few things go down, but I’m pretty much sure. Not much else can go wrong and it’d take a miracal to make me happy. Everyone thinks I’m this strong person who can’t be touched by earthly problems. But I’m not. I’m just a girl who is so fucked up that it’s hard to comprehend. I already know what I’m going to […]

4/9/2013 3 comments

New, and need help..

by brokensecrets 4/9/2013

written by brokensecrets

Hi, I’m new to this and honestly I just need people to talk to and that actually get it. I’ve been through so much recently and I don’t know if I can take it anymore. My parents, boyfriend, and friends see me struggling and it doesn’t seem like they care. They are always “too busy” for me. I’ve tried committing suicide ever since I was, 13. It’s been different every time I’ve tried. Before my mother found me bleeding in the shower, and etc. I was raped recently too, and the cops STOPPED THE INVESTIGATION. I gave them so much too, and now… I’m so […]

4/9/2013 7 comments

Wish I Could Be

by stargirl 4/9/2013

written by stargirl

Wish I could be
your best friend
your sister
Wish I could hold
your hand
your love
Wish I could forget
all the pain
Wish I could remember
the lost days of my past
days where you stood beside me
and held my hand
while I tried to hang onto sanity.
Which I can’t do anymore.
Not without you.

4/9/2013 1 comment

tired of life, tired of people, tired of me

by jasmine.v 4/8/2013

written by jasmine.v

I really can’t take it. I just want to take a break. I just want to be happy. I don’t want to try and live like this anymore. I tried okay? I tried so hard to focus on life. And I just can’t reach it. Even though I’m young, I’ve never felt this pain ever before. It hurts as bad as hitting by a truck. I want to cry, but all I have is a mask that covers me when I’m badly injured. I told them, I was fine, just felt kinda tired for sleeping too late. But no. I tried everything to end this. […]

4/8/2013 2 comments

Happy Balls

by flatus 4/8/2013

written by flatus

4/8/2013 2 comments

I’m Not You

by sleeplessinSTL 4/7/2013

written by sleeplessinSTL

People tell me who to be all the time, but I’m not them. I don’t act like them, I’m so different, and I love that.

I don’t want to be society’s cookie cutter girl. I’m not a fucking stereptype who can be labeled. I’m me.

And my foster mother hates that. She wants me to be a pink princess. She wants me to marry prince charming. She doesn’t want me to even think about me having a princess charming. I’m bisexual, a tomboy, and messed up. I’m not her. She doesn’t want me to be unique. If I told her that my dream is to be a […]

4/7/2013 1 comment

Did I do this to myself. I feel so much negativity and guilt.

by mes1234 4/7/2013

written by mes1234

I’ve spent the past two days reading and reading about suicide stories and people who are struggling with depression and other psychological diseases. I feel like it’s all my fault. I am the one who has developed severe depression. I am the one who is making my siblings and family suffer with me through my depression. Even though everyone tells me it’s not your fault for feeling the way that I feel, but I still feel so horrible, negative, and guilty. Some people have been raped, abused by loved ones, been through tragic accidents, and some don’t even have a home. Yes, I’ve been through […]

4/7/2013 1 comment

Accept Treatment? I Haven’t Decided Yet.

by CheshireTears 4/6/2013

written by CheshireTears

You’re finally reaching out. It’s like your finally getting a glimpse at how broken I am. You still don’t know about the scars on my wrist or the repulsive urge to kill myself that plagues me nearly every day, but you at least see me better. You see that I’m not sleeping enough, even if you just reprimand me for it instead of asking why I can’t sleep. You even asked me about my OCD today. You told me there is treatment for that. You asked if my patterns/symptomsÂ were getting worse; I almost told the truth, I said they were starting to. You said I […]

4/6/2013 3 comments

numbness of life.

by lostinlife 4/6/2013

written by lostinlife

This is it.

Day in, day out. Staring at the four walls of the room. Depression, Anorexia, they say i have.
Suicidal thoughts.

I’m sat inÂ a mental healthÂ hospital, Tier 4, 7-day resident. I never leave.

I’ve been here for months, and now, months later, life is still the same.

I look at something and think, can i die using that?

I self harm, i cut, i burn, i don’t stop, razors, straighteners, on my skin, i don’t feel the pain.

I have scars, all over my body, each one telling a story, each […]

4/6/2013 1 comment

Hi I need help

by mes1234 4/6/2013

written by mes1234

I’m Meta and I’m in constant emotional and mental pain. But this pain is caused by myself, my mind is just not right. I’ve been depressed ever since I could understand what the word meant. I was born in Indonesia but moved to the states when I was four to go to school here. My whole life I had to deal with culture differences. Â I’ve tried to commit suicide in 8th grade, but in reality I knew it wasn’t going to work, it was a cry for help. I’ve been on anti-depressants for many years, but they haven’t seem to be working.Â Earlier in the year […]

4/6/2013 6 comments

Help Needed

by myhorizonawaits 4/6/2013

written by myhorizonawaits

Hello everyone ! I’m doing this project i call ‘Tell me your story’. I did a facebook page & a blogspot. But I need YOUR help to make this work.I want to provide a way for everyone to interact with each other. This is how it works. You tell me your story, I tell everyone else. You could be known or stay on anon. Itâ€™s all up to you. What matters is that your story will be heard. People will know that you exist. You will leave a trace that you once existed. You will help other not do the same mistakes you did or […]

4/6/2013 0 comment

Boxing

by sleeplessinSTL 4/6/2013

written by sleeplessinSTL

So one of my favorite sports is boxing. It’s pretty unusual for a girl apparently, but I’m a pretty unusual girl. I’ve fallen in love with it. I’ve been boxing since I was small. Almost everyone in my tiny little town did. I guess things are much different in America than I thought.

All the guys at my gym are perverts and sexists.Â (It doesn’t help that we wear sports bras and gym shorts.) I walk into the ring and I’m greeted with whistles and comments.

Does anyone do anything about it? Does anyone tell them to knock it off or to grow up?

No. I have to […]

4/6/2013 7 comments

Vicious Cycle

by darksky21 4/5/2013

written by darksky21

I come here tonight to freely express my feelings and thoughts without the fear of being judged and with the hope that someone out there may understand. Okay ….let’s be honest, there’s still a shit load of fear, but I say fuck it.

I’m still having quite a rough time. My depression is weighing heavy in my head. Can barely lift it up. My isolation is at an all time high. The majority of my Â “friends” are occupied anyway. I don’t feel like I have any true friends. But I’m sure my isolation had a big part in that. I just have no drive. I’m afraid […]

4/5/2013 1 comment

Ruining my life

by AemsTheHero 4/4/2013

written by AemsTheHero

My mom is such a fucking *****, I’ve had it up to here!! I can’t stand her shit any fucking more, last week on Thursday, she fucking ruined my plans because one Wednesday she thought I was going to beat up my sister because I complained about her touching my things. She made this HUGE scene on the phone, in the party she was in and at home. She is fucking STUPID, all she fucking does is think lowly of me and I’ve had ENOUGH. So on Thursday, she RUINED my plans because Â she says I MISBEHAVED on Wednesday, so I got SUPER FUCKING PISSED, […]

4/4/2013 4 comments

by why i dont no 4/3/2013

written by why i dont no

head cupt in hands fingers in hear god leving me frend leving me hope leving me kife infront of me

sing me to sleep dont wake me up im all readey gon put on my favret record let me take my last pills im dark and cold

so leve me alon let me go not here aney more dont knoc on my door in the morning cos i whont get up dont bother smeling the blood

2 frends dead the rest runing not geting beter alone so glad to go got no hope my love left got so go i dont need this iÂ a mess im a […]

4/3/2013 1 comment

I don’t know why should I live.

by I Just Hate It 4/3/2013

written by I Just Hate It

Please read and comment. I am 14 years old, and a boy. I don’t think I can take this much longer. Earlier I used to be a school topper(Currently I am in Class X). In class 7th, my rank dropped. From that point on my life has become hell. My mom is of a very high temper. She now keeps abusing me all the time and beating me. She keeps telling all my friends and relatives that I am a failure. She even broke my Lumia 820, which I ordered by my own money(Google Adsense). I don’t think I can take this anymore. I have […]

4/3/2013 0 comment

A smile can hide a thousand tears…

by Smiling_Liar 4/3/2013

written by Smiling_Liar

Ok, so i guess i have to tell you something about me. Well im 14, girl, puertorican. So here’s the story of a messed up girl. She was never normal, never sane. Where should i begin?

Ok, I guess we should start at the very beginning. Ever since i could remember, i always thought of death. How would it feel to take that huge knife in the kitchen and just stab myself in the chest. Yeah, call me crazy. but i did wonder how it would feel to see the blood coming out of me as a waterfall and to slowly feel my soul being taken […]

4/3/2013 0 comment

Silence

by PrincessCupcake 4/2/2013

written by PrincessCupcake

Typical , unoriginal story.

Boy meets girl online.

Boy Â & Girl become best friends after talking for a year.

Girl falls for Boy.

Boy has Girlfriend.

Girl won’t try anything, as long as Boy will remain herÂ best friend.

Girlfriend meets Girl online.

Boy admits his Girlfriend doesn’t like her.

Girlfriend is paranoid, having random tantrums whenever Boy talks to Girl.

Girl wonders why.

Boy admits he never mentioned her before.

Boy reassures Girl they will talk no matter what.

One day, Boy becomes cold towards Girl.
Boy removes any traces of Girl from his life.

Girl cries herself to sleep.
Girl cries herself to sleep.

Girl cries herself to sleep,Â ever-dayÂ , two months straight.
Girl cries herself to sleep, til […]

4/2/2013 7 comments

I can’t believe what I did

by darksky21 4/1/2013

written by darksky21

I just came out to my Dad tonight. I did not plan that at all. Came up totally unexpected. He came to talk to me because he noticed I was depressed and struggling and eventually things led to wanting to come out to him. I was so scared. I knew it was something I needed to do though. It took me so long to get it out. He’s a super conservative Catholic…so you can see why I would be scared shitless. He took it surprisingly calmly. But I don’t feel the relief I wish I had felt. I still feel like he doesn’t fully accept […]

4/1/2013 3 comments

The Greatest Sea Of Nothing

by apollon 4/1/2013

written by apollon

If you’ve ever had a chemistry class’s you should know that at every moment of life there’s and enermOus amount of pressure hurling down on you. It s what keeps the water in place and the oygen in the air I think. But just like the oceans were all under pressure contanst continuous pressure. Thats really how we live forever….

I have a deep love for bots I love the sail bots the old wooden ones . I thong that mastery of ship captains and their crew is the apex of adventure and freedom. I ve always wanted to be and old shi ccatain and feel […]

4/1/2013 0 comment

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