I can’t believe what I did

I just came out to my Dad tonight. I did not plan that at all. Came up totally unexpected. He came to talk to me because he noticed I was depressed and struggling and eventually things led to wanting to come out to him. I was so scared. I knew it was something I needed to do though. It took me so long to get it out. He’s a super conservative Catholic…so you can see why I would be scared shitless. He took it surprisingly calmly. But I don’t feel the relief I wish I had felt. I still feel like he doesn’t fully accept me. Yes…he still loves me, but I still feel so hurt by his beliefs. I just feel so weird now. I’m wondering if this is a start in the right direction or not? Is this the beginning of my journey to becoming happy? I would hope so, but I’m still so uncertain. I still can’t believe what happened tonight, I am still processing it. On top of that, I had a conversation with my mom that didn’t go well. I really hurt her feelings and she is very upset. I told her that I thought our relationship was unhealthy and that we were too enmeshed with each other. I told her I wanted more space and privacy. I mean, I understand that she’s worried about me and that she doesn’t want me to hurt myself or commit suicide, but I feel at times that she is more focused on my problems than with her own. I feel like what I said was all wrong. I just don’t know how to properly say how I feel. Yes, another lengthy rant from me. Just some more shit I had to push out. Thanks to whoever takes the time to read this.