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Kinda Weird

by thewolf56
written by thewolf56

It’s weird

 

There is absolutely no reason for me to be sad. I live a blessed live. I was born into a great family. I have a great girlfriend. I’m a very talented individual and excel in most categories. I don’t have any friends other than her but that’s okay because I work all hours of the week instead and I enjoy the work I do. Just anytime I get home, anytime any negative thing happens to me, I put a barrel in my mouth. I started doing it when I was about 8 years old. I would have a bad day at school and I […]

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Dear Ex,

by omghella
written by omghella

*gets on soap-box*

We were in love and I dropped you like a hot tamale. I didn’t even give you a good reason. I just left. And you don’t even appear to fucking care. Do you still like me? Do you hate me? You roll your eyes when you see me hugging my new friend in the hallway, but you still like my photos on Instagram. You find every excuse to text me but you passive aggressively tweet that you hate me… and then you delete it because you feel bad and text me that you’re sorry and want my forgiveness. Do you want my attention […]

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Actual Heartache

by EyeOfHorus
written by EyeOfHorus

I wake up with the notion that maybe you still love me. I know it’s not true. It’s been weeks, no, months, actually, I don’t even remember, it’s felt like a lifetime. Everyday without you in my life is an eternity spent in the company of misery. You were the bow to my strings, the stars to my night sky. Without you, I’m nothing. Without anything, what reason is there to stay? I remember your scars, the pattern of your iris, the smell of your hair. I remember holding you under the bright lights, crying, promising nothing could ever drive us apart. I remember the […]

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I Feel Like Dreaming While I’m Awake, But Awake and Comfortable While Asleep… What is This?

by SumTimesIWonder
written by SumTimesIWonder

I re-read this comment I made while replying to The Last Snorlax on another post, and suddenly realized how much sense it made. And just like that, Sala Samobójców (aka. Suicide Room, 2011) came to mind, not sure why. Can you help me reason this? I mean the lyrics and theme don’t really match my below thought, yet somehow… it jives.

It’s like a constant period of hibernation for me sometimes… You sleep and while you do, you can actually “feel” how good it is. Then waking up. Functioning. Eating. Transportation. It all feels secondary. Like a dream of reality while the real you waits to […]

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Do You Ever Go to Bed, Sleep For Hours, and Wake Up as If You’d Only Blinked?

by SumTimesIWonder
written by SumTimesIWonder

It’s strange sometimes. How you can go to bed with a thought, a feeling, a sensation of sorts, and then you fall asleep for a few hours, 9 hours, or more… Yet as soon as you open your eyes it instantly is all there. The same thought, feeling, sensation, as if you only blinked while in the middle of a thought.  That’s how I went to bed last night. And it’s how I woke up today. The looping paragraph of the lyrics resounding in my mind:

“‘Cause with all the changes you’ve been through, it seems the stranger’s always you…”

Please enjoy “Wicked Little Town” (2001, the […]

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by Nico The Robot
written by Nico The Robot

Nico here.

I’ve grown too lazy to put Day __ so I’m putting numbers only instead. I.. I relapsed and cut myself. It stings but, I missed it. Charming knows but she’s not disappointed in me. At least that’s what she says. The cuts are on my thighs now, since in my culinary class I have to roll up my sleeves. I have friends like me there too, and I notice how some people stare at their arms cause of their scars. I don’t want to go through that.

They’re healing, but I feel like I’m gonna do it again soon. My parents just keep making me […]

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Hello! New-ish here… Do You Ever Wonder?

by SumTimesIWonder
written by SumTimesIWonder

Actually, I’ve been a lurker for the longest time. On and off. Never posted before though. I don’t think I’ve ever been actually the text book definition of suicidal, but I wonder about death (and life) a lot. The last time I had been on here was about 2 years ago. So today when I came across this video, I surprised myself to suddenly find that my very first thought was to share it here on TSP.

So HELLO SPians, and here’s to life and death, our favorite oil-and-water odd couple…

Enjoy CREEP (Radiohead, 1992), performed by this raspy and wholehearted former street performer, “Mustard” (aka. Danny […]

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Last Hope Vanished – I was Born, Shaped, and MOLDED by the DARK!!!

by silverComplex
written by silverComplex

I was doing Carbon Monoxide in a sealed tent underground… I was just passing out and I crawled out and realized looking at the sunset… I want to live as much as I want to die… In other words, when life gets fucking hard I want to die as much I want to fucking live!! I fucking screamed and broke down. Every muscle in me was aching was saying what’s the point? Every muscle in my fucking body was telling me to stop. Every in me was telling me to stop and give up. And I said I can fucking do it… I know there is […]

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For those that need someone to talk to….

by HDs
written by HDs

Hello to all,

I don’t pretend to know anyone’s situation or desire to end their life. What I do know is that I have lost many close friends to suicide and that during several low points in my life I have tried to kill myself at least a half a dozen times.  These were not cries for help on my end, and I totally went for it with the most purpose driven determination possible.  One such attempt put me in a coma for several weeks.

So I can definitely offer advice, empathy, and even sympathy to anyone who may need someone to talk to.  I don’t and […]

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How To Kill Yourself

by xxcora
written by xxcora

*This isn’t a step by step tutorial or anything it’s just statistics and scientific things you may want to know before you end it all.

Lethality: How likely is the method to cause death (where 0% is no chance, and 100% is absolute certainty)
Time: An opinion on the length of time the method will require to produce death
Agony: The amount of physical pain and discomfort you would expect from the use of the particular method (ranked on scale of 0 to 100 where 0 is no pain/discomfort and 100 is the most pain/discomfort possible)

Rank                 Method Name               Lethality (%)           Time (min)     Agony

1                       Shotgun to head                99.0%                      1.7 […]

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The Internet.

by xxcora
written by xxcora

The Internet.

What a strange place.

What a dangerous place.

You can find literally anything on the internet and I mean anything. All it takes is a simple google search and *poof* over thousands of pages pop up on your computer. I’ve been suicidal for quite some time now and have done hours and hours of research on what’s the best way to kill myself, and it’s amazing that it was so simple for me to find not only methods but how, when, even where to do it. Hell, I’m pretty sure I could google “Where to hide a dead body” and I would get at least a few […]

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Approaching Old Vibes

by away
written by away

A few Christmases ago, my mother connected the speakers of the family computer to an iTunes radio station that played Christmas-themed jazz 24/7. This was back when I used to sit at the desktop computer playing games and whatnot all the time, meaning that the music played right beside me. I’ve always enjoyed the genre, so I didn’t mind it.

What I didn’t realise is the atmosphere which that music created. It was depressing, the weather was depressing, my life of being on the computer incessantly was depressing; it was just a sad but unique ambience. I remember the songs distantly rocking in the air around […]

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Does this make sense?

by Lawli
written by Lawli

I’m just doing some creative writing for school, This is the intro, do you think it makes sense? I don’t know, I think it kinda sounds like poetry in a way, not that it matters.

She said the reason she lives is because of her children, he said he live because of his family, they said they have goals. I wonder; If I asked you ‘who do you think I’m talking about’ how many people would yo be thinking off? I bet you can think of a lot of people. That’s because we’re all the same, all of us, exactly the same. Each one of us […]

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Untitled-Poem1

by Syotos-
written by Syotos-

How could you build me up
Just to tear left of me
And one look into your eyes n i saw everything
Everything that is good in the world
All that is light, pure & joyful
Overtime you healed me
Made me better than i ever was
Gave me the sense of belonging & a childlike vibe of peace
My confidence flew past the stars
Insecurites, shortcomings, bad thoughts
Dissipated from my mind
Feeling whole again more so even
Overwhelmed with happiness asking myself is this real
Only to find out ive been playing myself, living in a fantasy world
How could you hurt me […]

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Suicide song

by Enfield1955
written by Enfield1955

I’m sure there must be other people who think about what song they might like to kill themselves to.

Normally I think “Mad World” and other songs like that would be good, but today I was listening to the radio and heard the Hawaiian version of “Somewhere Over the Rainbow”. It was really good and I kinda liked the idea of going out to it.

Anyone else’s thoughts and odd songs that you might want to exit to?

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Halloween! (lil’ bit of positiv)

by ihmm
written by ihmm

I like Halloween, it’s one of those holidays were you don’t really need to be happy. As long as you have candy x3, and if you don’t, just knock on a few doors and Bam! There you go :O. (Or “borrow” a little from the kids who have if ur too old >:D)

Anyway, noone in my family celebrates Halloween unfortunately, as the tradition haven’t caught on to my country yet. But that hasn’t stopped me from buying a buck load of sugery goodness, of course (don’t be silly ;p).

So I wish all, ya’ll a very merry Halloween, and a happy something, something. 🙂

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Another Day of Shit

by Hatemyllllife
written by Hatemyllllife

No family.

No hope.

No future.

Not gonna suddenly get rich.

Or win the lottery.

I just want to get it over with.

I don’t like being alive.

I hate being inferior and inadequate.

I want to go back to the land of the dead, where achievement doesn’t matter.

Your bank account doesn’t matter.

I just want to cash it all in.

I’d blow my brains out if I could.

Right here.

Wherever I’m standing.

Fuck this life.

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Great Night

by ErasedEon
written by ErasedEon

That awkward/conflicting moment when you have a bad day, but a great night in the same 24 hour period. Like…. how is this possible exactly? I’m kinda surprised. How did this happen? I CERTAINLY wasn’t expecting this. I’m feeling kind of content actually… which is weird because this doesn’t usually happen. I just hope things can stay like this. I really hope they do…

I’m sorry… I’m not your hero anymore.

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by idontknowreally
written by idontknowreally

ive been listening to a lot of Hotel Books lately and ive fallen in love with it. the lyrics are so good at explaining how i feel and the passion in his screaming and pain you can hear in his voice really allows me to connect. this artist is really helping me, so i thought maybe it could help some of you

 

Hotel Books – Dreaming Or Sinking (Official Music Video)
https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=-Q2EzlLzWOk

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