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Sorry. II

  May 7th, 2016 by AKidWithAName

I’m honestly sorry anyone’s even attempting to read this load of self-pity.

Am I really just a dog? I can’t be, my family likes dogs. So what does that make me? My brother and sister both talk to me as if I were a dog. My parents stand by and either continue it, or tell me to stop being such a baby about it. I know that at the end of the day, I am nothing and furthermore that my family sees me and recognizes the same thing; I am worthless.

I’ve honestly got the best friends I …

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Composition: Not Knowing

  May 5th, 2016 by Cordless

Here’s my latest project, finished last Sunday.

It’s supposed to reflect the upheaval and turbulence of needing answers to certain things, but not having those answers– and coming to terms with the possibility of never having them.
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Title: Not Knowing
Key: C-minor
Meter: 7/8
Instrumentation: Violin, Viola, Cello, Bass, Piano

For those of you who can read a score, here’s a screencap of the last five measures:

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Sorry.

  May 3rd, 2016 by AKidWithAName

I’m really sorry to anyone who wastes their time reading this, so I’ll try to make it short.

I am not a necessity, nor a nicety, so why do I continue to roam this bloody earth in hopes of finally being wanted. I’m not wanted now, I wasn’t wanted in the past, and I can’t help but think that I won’t be wanted in the future. I’ m a liar, an accident, an attention whore, a know-it-all, and just an all-around piece of shit. Why am I even still alive?

If it’s not a problem for anyone reading this, would you …

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Senior Project Stress

  May 3rd, 2016 by GerbzBaby

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Senior Projects are ruining me. I could be outside but no I’m stuck inside finishing it because I lost my schedule and forgot the day I was supposed to go. I really hope my teacher gives me more time to do it because the deadline is to close and I’m so far from finishing.

But aside from my rambling I managed to finish the pin I made for U.S History. Inked, colored, ready to go. Sorry if I irritate you with uploading this in full color. I kinda felt proud of this one ;-;

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Lost Boys Like Me Are Free

  May 2nd, 2016 by DexQuietlyBreaking

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Opposite Wishes

  April 29th, 2016 by Cordless

Lately I have felt like a bit of a hypocrite, considering death for myself while still feeling anxiety about friends who are considering the exact same thing.  I want them to stay, yet I want the “get out” option for myself.  Not quite sure how to process that.

I find myself writing two opposite types of music lately:
(1) Batshit-crazy chaos, and
(2) Peaceful calmness.

Am I somehow capturing the aforementioned duplicity in musical form?

Since I’ve finished a few of my projects lately, I started a new piece today.  After working out the first few measures, it looks like this is going to be another chaotic angsty one….

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Bluebells

  April 28th, 2016 by king nothing

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Aha, they appeared!  Here are my bluebells.

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Letting Other People Sabatoge Your Happiness

  April 28th, 2016 by HakunaMatata

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For almost 2 years, I’ve felt this way because I live beside toxic neighbours and my uncle doesn’t listen to me to be careful of being taken advantage of. How? Simple. They threaten to sue us, get us fine and arrested for “Distribing The Peace” from the back up alarm installed on my uncle’s car. People sue for almost anything now a days no matter how ridiculous it may seem. There are various type of prices for back up alarm sold online and in-stores. Intially, it was installed for safety purposes of warning pedestrian to move out of the way when the vechile is shift into reverse. This generation, people attached to their electronic devices and rarely pay attention to where they are going. Nevertheless, my family kept telling me to ignore them and not fret about this matter. My family always count on the police to come give warnings beforehand if there is noise complaints.

Knowing my neighbours, they have been peeping toms secretly recording / collecting evidence to use against us – I had a feeling their intentions were not good. The other disgusting part is that they say that we are intentionally using noise as a form of harassment. I try to restrain from using foul language but these people kids who go to kindergarten mouth are foul enough to be washed out with soap. Long story short, depression hit me when I realize what I’ve been trying so, hard to protect doesn’t really matter in preventing these jerks from damaging our property. I was afraid that we might somehow get suddenly arrested when we get summoned to court and mad that my uncle gave them the upper hand to become obnoxious / cocky enough to disrespect him and his property. We clearly draw a line for them to park on their own driveway but they would intentionally block us from reversing once in awhile. To be, they are wolve’s dressed in sheep clothing. I know my uncle always remind me to forget and forgive people but there is another quote that says “don’t let anyone have the pleasure to disrespect you.” Ironically, instead of keeping pedestrian safe, the back up alarm attracted financial leeches. Trying to stay positive and get my motivation back for school. I lost hope and was very disappointed in the possibility for these people to manipulate the situation.

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New composition: Singularity

  April 27th, 2016 by Cordless

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Next new piece, which is outside my comfort zone for a few reasons:

1. I’m not comfortable writing for guitar, so I tend to avoid it. But here it is.

2. Lately I’ve tended to avoid wide-open pieces with simple instrumentation. But this has just three instruments: Acoustic guitar, Electric bass, and Piano.

3. It has almost a country/western feel, which is definitely NOT my favorite genre.

4. It’s peaceful and calm, which is an odd thing for me to write these days. Lately I’d gravitated more toward things which reflected angst and panic.

It’s called “Singularity”.

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What Do You Think “Aerials” Lyrics Talk About? (Any SOAD Fans?) \m/ ^0^ \m/

  April 27th, 2016 by HERE4UOK

System of a Down
Aerials
Life is a waterfall,
We’re one in the river,
And one again after the fall.

Swimming through the void
We hear the word,
We lose ourselves,
But we find it all?

Cause we are the ones that wanna play,
Always wanna go,
But you never wanna stay,

And we are the ones that wanna choose,
Always wanna play,
But you never wanna lose.

Aerials, in the sky,
When you lose small mind,
You free your life.

Life is a waterfall,
We drink from the river,
Then we turn around and put up our walls.

Swimming through the void
We hear the word,
We lose ourselves,
But we

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Can You Keep a Secret..? ;)

  April 27th, 2016 by HERE4UOK

When you feel your insides getting brittle.
When the day has done your mind more whittle.

Lighten the mood for just a little…
Wipe from your lips the sorrow’s spittle.

Appease your spirit’s daily kittle,
and think twisted thoughts, smile a little.

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  April 24th, 2016 by whiskered-fish

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The Heart Begs (new composition)

  April 23rd, 2016 by Cordless

I posted this awhile back but had my usual panic attack and deleted it after it only had one comment… I always worry that everyone hates it and is just too nice to say anything.

I have to admit it’s one of my favorite things I’ve written so far.
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Instrumentation:
Choir (Soprano, Alto, Tenor, Bass)
Piano
Strings (Violin, Viola, Cello, Bass)
Tympani

So instead of posting it and sitting back in anxious panic, waiting for comments to show up, I will do this:

I will post it, then I will walk away.  I will go out to the car and drive somewhere many miles away.  Maybe I’ll have dinner, maybe I’ll just …

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Emotional And Financial Leeches

  April 18th, 2016 by HakunaMatata

Malicious neighbour who always try to put us down and got away with their petty revenge in the past threaten to sue my family over our car Back Up Alarm. They mock and taunt us that my family can get a heavy fine, arrested, and owe them compensation money in return. The worst case scenario is that we live in between them and their in-law family down the street who kids are just as bad. They are like ping pong balls bouncing back and forth leaving the mess behind on our driveway.

Basically, they have been openly overconfident and obnoxious ever since they snapped …

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Ghhlllrrrkk.

  April 16th, 2016 by Cordless

dog fart

And the worst part is I don’t even OWN a dog.

Anyway, woke up today with a terrible earache, which probably means my ear infection came back.

Hurts to eat or drink anything (chewing and swallowing, ouch).
It even hurts to talk.

So here I am, sitting quietly at home, eating and drinking nothing.

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Acoustic – Jenny – Nothing More

  April 15th, 2016 by NeverFitting

Beautiful <3

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“Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it.”

  April 14th, 2016 by HakunaMatata

Throughout life there will be ups and downs, joys and tears. Normally, I try to ignore negativity coming from my neighbours and refrain myself from using foul language but words can’t express how I stronfly feel about these emotional and financial leeches. My neighbour are the type of people who are like this quote “counts other people sins/mistakes” to try to make themselves look like “saints”.

In my opinion, they are truly despicable and are like peeping Tom’s who have a problem minding their own business. I made nicknames for them as flies, paparazzi, or anti-fan. I made it clear to them that I would appreciate …

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  April 10th, 2016 by whiskered-fish

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Wolf In Sheep’s Clothing

  April 7th, 2016 by HakunaMatata

 

I’ve suffer from anxiety and depression for months after my relative just keep telling me “not to worry and let karma do the rest” about my neighbour from hell next door. Things didn’t get better but escalate for the worst. He never listened to me to be about being careful about those people trying to harm us/seek revenge and it is always better to stay safe than to be sorry. I tried very hard to stay positive and always strive to protect my home from these sort of jerks that try to provoke us with their words, kids playing on our driveway, and petty revenge

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Cordless Plus Vodka equals…. this.

  April 1st, 2016 by Cordless

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If you tuned in on THIS POST, you not only got to hear me sing 197 digits of Pi at three in the morning, but you also got to hear me explain that I am going to spend my Friday drinking vodka and becoming (hopefully) less coherent as the night progresses.

I’ll spend most of my time here, but might drop a comment on your posts too, if you’d like.  I promise to try to be on my best behavior if I visit you, but here on this post I may well descend into the depths …

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