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question

by MichelleJ 6/13/2013

written by MichelleJ

I’ve got a question for you all. Please comment! As much as I believe there’s plenty of options for your life other than suicide, for some people it’s the only option. Whether they’re right or wrong is not my point. My point is, when we think our pets are suffering too much, we go to our vetss and they put our animals down, after exhausting all options. Sometimes they may put them down anyway no matter what! Because they realise we’re not liking the suffering we have to watch every day. So. Why is it wrong not to kill a person for reason of suffering, […]

6/13/2013 18 comments

My story. . .

by BeautifulNothing 6/13/2013

written by BeautifulNothing

Hi..i’m a 16 year old girl and i really don’t know where to begin..
but I will begin by saying i’m suicidal and under a lot of depression…
the cutting has temporarily stopped, but when I get the urge to do it..nothing can stop me.. I will cut myself with anything and everything…
i used bobby pins, box cutters, scissors, knives, plastic, dried up paint, rocks, needles, safety pins…you name it ; I’ve used it..
I had to undergo therapy for it when my mom finally noticed..but it’s all a bunch of bullshit..
nobody really cares if you’re alive or not. and once you die, […]

6/13/2013 3 comments

Lost

by ily7654 6/13/2013

written by ily7654

I miss you.

I miss you like hell.

Why did you have to change.

We fit so well together.

We were soulmates.

But you had to change.

I probably sound crazy but I’m so emotionally broken deep down in my heart I don’t know what to do.

Self harm is so relieving.

It’s how I tolerate the pain.

I thought this kind of stuff would never happen to me.

I can’t reach out for help. It seems unnecessary. I don’t want to disturb everyones little happy bubble. So I need to hide it. Hide all of my emotions so no one can see how broken I am. No one needs to know no one cares. […]

6/13/2013 4 comments

Five more minutes….

by lost_soul 6/13/2013

written by lost_soul

My guess is that everyone on here is afraid of something. Afraid of the future, afraid of consequences, etc. Right now I’m afraid of something everyone in life has to eventually go through – growing up.

Well I’m not really afraid, more like I’m TERRIFIED. My whole life there was someone to help me, even a little bit, and I always had another milestone I could postpone adulthood to. But now I’ve reached that point and now I’m on my own. I do and don’t want this moment to come. I do want to become independent and not under the stigma of my parents’ reputation […]

6/13/2013 0 comment

Dear World.

by renegadeRaenbow 6/13/2013

written by renegadeRaenbow

Today I was happy.
I went to the pool today with my assistant manager/close friend (I helped her recover after a very brutal divorce with her crack-addict lousy excuse for a husband.) Now normally when I have any cuts or scars on my legs, I tend to hide them. But today I said, “Fuck it! I’ll show them off and let them get some sun. Maybe they’ll fade out a little like the older ones.” I had an incident a few days ago that I’m none too proud of, but I decided to go nonetheless. When we got to the pool and the sun was […]

6/13/2013 1 comment

I’m a survivor

by MichelleJ 6/13/2013

written by MichelleJ

I’m a survivor.

A few people in this world, supported a few med pros who taught me how to survive. Last wweek I wanted a dr to put a bullet through my head, over something stupid. I was having a hard time getting through some proocedures. So the dr had to spend an extra five minutes which seemed eternal for me, making certain that I wouldn’t go home and die. A family member, one of about five or six who I trust and stuff the rest of ’em, was understanding, but also disagreed with me at the same time. At least she cared and wanted to […]

6/13/2013 1 comment

Lucid Dreaming

by earbuds 6/13/2013

written by earbuds

Anyone know what it’s like to lucid dream? In general I like dreaming more than life, and many days I feelÂ depressed the very moment I wake up. But when you know you’re dreaming andÂ have total control overÂ it, it’s incredible. It tends to happen for me when I take a nap after being awake for just a few hours. Last semesterÂ on certain daysÂ I only had morning classes with nothing to do for the rest of the day, so I’d come home and go back to bed. This is when I would lucid dream.

It’s been awhile since I’ve had a dream where I was in complete control, […]

6/13/2013 0 comment

I need to continue…

by JustKeepDreaming 6/12/2013

written by JustKeepDreaming

Hi again..
It’s little old me.
I figured I would continue my story seeing as it has been really weighing me down lately.
So, uhm, yea, here I go…again..
Things continued that way for awhile, but then things got a little worse…or a little better depending how you look at it..
My mother and that guy got into fights, a lot, and very bad fights..
When I close my eyes I the silence, I can still here the shouting, screaming and the faint sirens in the distance..
Anyways, they ended up taking some time a part from one another, that would be good right?
It […]

6/12/2013 2 comments

My feelings…. >-<

by Kassie Loves You c: 6/12/2013

written by Kassie Loves You c:

So, I’ve liked a guy for 10 months now. And yesterday, while talking to him…I was hit with this feeling toward him. It was overwhelming, but amazing. It’s like… All feelings were built together and thrown at me. I can’t stop thinking about him. We talk everyday for endless hours, until one of us falls asleep. I have strong feelings toward him, but I don’t know what I am exactly feeling. v.v’

6/12/2013 0 comment

by Smiley 6/12/2013

written by Smiley

I see myself driving to the bridge. I see myself popping some pills and driving. it’s the middle of the night and its pitch black outside. I reach the halfway point in the bridge, I slow down and pull over. I have my backpack neatly prepared on the passenger seat. I leave it there to be found. Inside is my cell phone and my journals. its so clear and I am calm. I exit my car and head to the rail. I climb over take one last breath and fall backwards into the water. These thoughts make me feel free. The urge is getting stronger […]

6/12/2013 1 comment

Hi

by Ikkin1 6/12/2013

written by Ikkin1

hi i dont really know where to start but i guess i can start by saying im suicidal. ive been depressed for a long time and im still not sure why. i really wish i could have the courage to tell someone but i dont . im too scared they’ll make fun of me or will worry too much and i dont want that. i really know i need help but im just not sure why im so scared to tell. my dad is so understanding that he could help and my mom could help too i just dont know… i also dont know why […]

6/12/2013 4 comments

I’m still alive!

by MichelleJ 6/12/2013

written by MichelleJ

Looks like my previous suicide plan isn’t necessary for now. My plan was to wait for five years, then kill myself if life is fucked still, or if it fucks up. There’s no way of knowing if life will fuck up, but because I’m happier now, I’ll see how I am in five years. Eye surgery successful, even though I only have one real eye, the other one feels the same as the real one, no more pain, have friends in one state in my country if I give up on family here or if they give up on me. Either wway, suicide isn’t necessary. […]

6/12/2013 2 comments

Fear

by Hope10 6/12/2013

written by Hope10

Fear is that feeling you get Â that makes you feel helpless, your heart flutters and gasps, well your mind screams to run. Many think of fear as an external cause, where something outside of your self scares you. Little do people know that fear is internal, caused by the feeling of lack of power, you feel weak and powerless. your mind will play tricks on you telling you that you are weak, powerless, even worthless. The mind with fear slowly ether crumples under the strain or stands up to the lies and falsehoods become strong, powerful. One may think you can hide from it or […]

6/12/2013 3 comments

Alone

by aphex 6/12/2013

written by aphex

So, it’s my Birthday again tomorrow; I’ll be 23. Ever get the feeling of deja vu? Nothing seems to change, aside from an increasing feeling of isolation and a decreasing feeling of motivation for life. I don’t feel human anymore. I don’t want to be alive, I cannot see a way out of my isolation apart from death. Of course, this would seem rather over-dramatic from an outside perspective, from those “just get over it, cheer up!” types. However, for almost a decade now I have had no friends, no connection with others and no affection. I won’t pretend I’m not bitter, because I am, […]

6/12/2013 2 comments

by Bharati 6/12/2013

written by Bharati

That is not tough love or correction its pure hatred. U like fut jmIcan guy, your dad ends w f, im going to hell. They cup prt of my hip off…u know I died in the wtc. I’m a pig. True love always wins. Who in their right mind ever loved or wanted you or even considered u a beautiful.girl. God wants winners not bum dirt fornicating lowers or liars. What a cruel tool I am. Future jmaicn guy I love.

6/12/2013 3 comments

For all these years

by flatus 6/12/2013

written by flatus

Always on the upkeep
Always trying to reach the rest of us
We don’t have anything to say, nothing to give
Well, life it blows away

Could somebody tell them
To hurry on, hurry on down
Somebody tell them
To hurry on, hurry on down

6/12/2013 0 comment

An end

by DawgMom 6/12/2013

written by DawgMom

I wanted to, I think, sometimes.
But in my heart, I knew I couldn’t.
Some people are just not meant for this world.
Not meant to be here.
Mistake.
Defective.

I don’t want to, I know, now.
In my heart, I know I can’t.
I am one of those people who is just not meant for this world.
I am not meant be here.
A mistake.
A defective.

Finally free.

6/12/2013 2 comments

Life Getting Better

by Jlup@ 6/12/2013

written by Jlup@

My Life Is Getting a Little Better Cuz My Girl Friend Is With Me And I Did Not Lose Her I See Her At Barns and Nobles And We Have a NIce Time But f She Lives Me I Dont think i WILL LIVE WITH OUT HER

6/12/2013 0 comment

I blew it…

by blood lusting freak 6/12/2013

written by blood lusting freak

I messed up…. I’ve been in love with this guy for I don’t know how many years. I asked for another chance, but I don’t know if he’s gonna forgive me for breaking his heart… I’m IN LOVE with him. He just doesn’t understand. He got mad at me for cutting two days ago and I’m human. We all make mistakes! I just don’t know what to do anymore. Maybe he’d be happier if I just killed myself…

6/12/2013 2 comments

heart to heart

by littleprincess 6/12/2013

written by littleprincess

All I want righ now is a hand to hold.

Isn’t it a basic need?

To be loved…

How good it would to be needed. I can’t take it anymore. I don’t want to live like this anymore…

Everytime someone shows at least a bitÂ affection I get so excited. And I can’t help myself that I fall for those people so fast… He was drunk and called me pretty, thats enough for me. Now I have the most beautiful dreams about him. I gave him my number and he doesn’t even text or call me. That’s the worst, I think he’s into another girl. And I can’t do anything […]

6/12/2013 2 comments

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