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I dont want to die…but living isnt my forte

by blacksheep777 3/31/2013

written by blacksheep777

I just dont feel like being anywhere. It seems as though i dont share the same values as those who inhabit this patch of earth alongside me. I feel like im in a constant state of purgatory, neither here nor there. The only reason im on this site is i can express myself to those who might possibly relate, although im not so sure about that either. Im a blessed individual with a loving family and a lot of opportunities laid before me. Im mentally and physically blessed and i feel selfish for cursing my existence but i havent met anyone who gets me. Everyone […]

3/31/2013 3 comments

Chasing

by betterdead 3/31/2013

written by betterdead

I’m surprised that people responded to my post about wanting to die probably because I’m used to being ignored when I need help the most. That’s right – ignored. It’s called growing up with a depressed, emotionally distant mother who was too preoccupied with her own problems to give her baby girl the nurturing and love she needed. Sneer if you want. Whatever. I don’t give a fuck. I’ve spent years in therapy, group therapy, on medications, making crazy, fucked up choices that intellectually I could not defend or understand yet I acted on anyway. I finally, finally put it all together: not enough of […]

3/31/2013 10 comments

A Shell of A Ghost Made of Flesh and Bone

by apollon 3/31/2013

written by apollon

A have you ever gotten that feeling you know the one that nothing is quiet right and that nothing will ever be right? Let’s operate that you do know this delight because you googled “suicide stories. That formentioned feeling is how my life’s been running in for awhile and to be honest I don’t care much nW. there’s a deep gutting feeling to all my crickets now ranging from joke telling to hanigning out with my best friends. It’s as if I wasn’t suicide to tell this joker hanging out here cause I’mdeeded somewhere else or rathe rnor needed but suppose to be and that […]

3/31/2013 1 comment

Helium Hood Kit – Does it work?

by LostOlHope 3/31/2013

written by LostOlHope

I’m thinking of using the helium hood kit method but I came across quite a few people who say that it doesn’t work. I think the purity of the helium matters. So I’m thinking of using industrial grade helium with a high concentration of helium. Does anyone have any comments on this?

3/31/2013 3 comments

Had To Cut Off My Best Friend

by Dave_N 3/31/2013

written by Dave_N

Today I had to cut off my best friend who I’ve known for about 18 years or so. He really pissed me off and he has no respect for me so our friendship is over. I came to him for some advise and he just ridiculed me. Sometimes, its better not to have any friends than to have friends that treat you like shit. To hell with him. One less parasite out of my life.

Dave

3/31/2013 3 comments

Things just keep getting worse

by cat_purr1 3/31/2013

written by cat_purr1

My life so going so well. I had a boyfriend, a job, I got into multiple colleges, I was doing well in school, and I was eatingÂ healthily. Then everything went downhill so fast. My boyfriend broke up with me, I started to fail my classes, I’m almost losing credit in some of my classes and I’ve been getting fatter. I just can’t do it. On top of all of this, I’ve been more depressed than I have been in a while. It just upsets me so much and I want to give in to it, but I know Â shouldn’t, but it is just so hard […]

3/31/2013 0 comment

Relapse

by kissnm10 3/31/2013

written by kissnm10

I was doing better. I didn’t want to die for a couple of days. You know, I had a documentary about depression to start on, I scheduled classes for senior year of college, I spent time with friends that I love. Then I see a stupid Easter status that mentions the dickhead who broke my heart, and I’m snapped back to reality. I’m a nobody. The one person in my life who has ever claimed to truly love me never did. He said it himself that it was all fake. Why was I so stupid? I actually thought for a bit that maybe I was […]

3/31/2013 1 comment

Haunted

by Loveless20 3/31/2013

written by Loveless20

Things were finally getting better now its back smh

watching me taunting ..grining that sinister grin . It has me once again I want to get away but it’s hold is too strong I can’t breathe can’t sleep I want to cut deep deeper and more than ever before. I need to breathe need to be free just one more time please. I have to I need my best friend. Sharp and cold against my skin. I missed you sooo much

3/31/2013 0 comment

whats better sleeping pills and a plastic bag and vodka or vein cutting or co gas

by theguy12 3/31/2013

written by theguy12

3/31/2013 8 comments

help! ways to die nowww

by DarkerImagery 3/31/2013

written by DarkerImagery

I need ways to die within the next 45 mins please help!I know what im doing im not going to miss out on anything just please give me ways to die asap! Email me at darkerimagery@gmail.com

3/31/2013 7 comments

by Izzy 3/31/2013

written by Izzy

I’m angry at myself. I wish I had begun laying the groundwork years ago – had pushed my family and friends away, been a dick so that they wouldn’t care. Now I am stuck.

3/31/2013 1 comment

Im ready

by cant do this 3/31/2013

written by cant do this

Im 60 years old, was married for 25 years, 3 kids, 5 grandkids. Been divorced for 4 years now. Divorce was difficult since kids sided with the mother, but have since come back around. I was somewhat emotional about divorce but more upset about kids. Been dating since and has had its good and bad. 2 years ago I met a lady that rocked my world!!! She is awsum. Problem is I wouldnt commit and I messed up by pushing her away somewhat during a major house buying and renovating project. 2 weeks ago she dumped my sorry ass!!! I am devasted, been crying like […]

3/31/2013 4 comments

Snow?? On 31 march??

by Engeltje 3/31/2013

written by Engeltje

This morning I woke up and I was so happy (NOT-.-) because it was Easter. I was half awake looked out the windows when I was downstairs and I saw snow. Snow?? No that’s not possible. I mean snow is already a miracle in The Netherlands if we have it in the winter, but on 31 march?? No, not possible. Somebody was joking on me, with a machine that makes snow, but when i saw that it was also high in the air slowly falling down I realized this was no joke. When I realized that, I got totally crazy, because I thought I was […]

3/31/2013 8 comments

Wrong? Right?

by Sam 3/31/2013

written by Sam

I don’t know. my parents were addicted to meth. To be honest my mom did meth through out the time I was in her stomach. I did not come out wrong I was never normal though. My parents loved me of course but they were always to busy doing drugs and stealing from the government to really take good care of me. My mom eventually went to prison for 5 year. I was sad of course but she left all the time anyways so it was normal. My dad quit meth. He started drinking. Most people would be happy but my dad was worse when […]

3/31/2013 5 comments

The Actual Process Of Insanity

by AscahIsBroken 3/31/2013

written by AscahIsBroken

Here is the place where I will let myself be terrified
Iâ€™m sick of telling you that Iâ€™m okay, that Iâ€™m fine
Itâ€™s getting to the point where Iâ€™m starting to hate lying
This time I wonâ€™t turn off the panic, I wanna cry
Release, I need to free the monster, free the fear
Even if I have to cut apart the cage
I will destroy this with my rage

I donâ€™t wanna prevent myself from being this way
I donâ€™t wanna tell you that I wanna live today
Because if I were to be honest, I donâ€™t
And Iâ€™m scared of what Iâ€™ll do to […]

3/31/2013 0 comment

Words are hard.

by Faithless 3/31/2013

written by Faithless

Bitter, broken dearest
Can only sullenly repeat
How hurt she is, the pain she feels
Like babe suckling at teat

Slashes at her wrists
Like a toddler with a knife
Yet expects you to acknowledge
The hell that is her life

Tis the ones just like her
That leave me only silence
The ones that are those proud to wear
Their suicidal violence

Yes your pain is justified
And your wounds are real, I’m sure
But witnessing your selfish acts
Makes me want no more.

They drove me to ignore
The hands, the words, the plea
Bitter, broken darling
I blame you for losing me

3/31/2013 0 comment

i want to kill my emotions

by tsuki 3/31/2013

written by tsuki

I want to kill all my emotions, i can’t deal with it anymore. They are hurting me to much, the pain in my heart is to much. Nobody cares anymore, they are all leaving me. I’m trying to hold on but it hurts to much. I want all my emotions to go away, pain, anger, sadness, happyness, everything…

3/31/2013 2 comments

Screaming!

by aclyburne 3/31/2013

written by aclyburne

I have been on this site for about a month now. Â I have read a lot of posts and commented on some. Â Meanwhile I struggle more and more everyday. Â I feel like I am screaming please help me but all I hear is things like “you’ll feel better when the spring comes”, or “you’ll feel better when you get back to work”. Â A little background, I have been off work for 3 years because I was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia. Â I have told my psychiatrist that I am feeling depressed, eating and sleeping too much but even he doesn’t understand how much I am struggling […]

3/31/2013 5 comments

Good grief

by sbkstep43 3/31/2013

written by sbkstep43

All of us here has a different religion ……so could all of you please drop the religion problem ……its so depressing now

3/31/2013 39 comments

I love you all.

by JerzyBoy 3/31/2013

written by JerzyBoy

Happy Easter my friends. I pray and hope that you all and myself may find peace and some serenity to our anxious minds. I love you all!

JerzyBoy

3/31/2013 2 comments

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