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Spin, spin,
Spin around,
Desperate to stop.
Stride, stride,
Here you come
Striding at the top.
Play, play
With your mind,
Daughter of the odds,
With your pretty eyes gone blind
You’re breaking on the rocks.
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there are no words capable of expressing how much she has broken me.
i hope she never has the audacity to ask why.
i have a plan and a date already set, but i don’t think i can suffer this heartache for 76 more days.
i could never stop loving her. when i promised her my heart it was forever and always, no matter what. when she promised hers, it was only until something else comes along. i will not break my promise and become like her and like everyone else. my hearts last breath with be only for her, even if she has become so horrible and […]
i laugh when i am sad,
i hurt when i am mad
i scream when i cant take it
i drop when i cant make it
i stand when i am strong
and rush the day along
because soon i will collapse
and cave in all the traps
im not really good at life
its an endless endless strife
so take it all away
i cant make the day
when all is good in well
i dont stand a chance in hell
but i am only human
the words that destroy men
i can laugh when i am happy
and smile through the misery
this cant last forever
or ill severe the end-ever
i have my goods and bads
my moments of happy and sads
i am […]
Some of the lines from some of my songs. I didn’t feel like writing the whole song
•She wishes she was perfect
And she slits her wrists because they told her she wasn’tÂ
•They can’t understand that music is my life
If its silent I want to die
•Your screaming is deafening but I like the feeling
Your hate is excruciating but I love your beating
I love that you hate me as much as I hate me
•You can never hurt me as much as I hurt myself. See my scars? You can’t cut any deeper. See my tears? I’m already in hot water, so next time I […]
Oh, look, Molly wrote something again. Let’s make fun of her wishes when she’s really being serious.
For all of you who feel like joking, it’s not funny anymore. In fact, it never was. Every time I have written on here I have been serious about what I have said.
Yes, I do plan on killing myself. The questions are “how?” and “when?”
More than likely it will be soon. I can’t take this anymore.
And the sad part is that I expected a little more empathy from the people on here.
So how about I make a joke now?
For all of you who don’t care, stop commenting
and go **** […]
I just cant explain it, I feel like I used to be so much more as a kid, so much better as a person. I used to like what I was, self respect and self trust were still real. I really hate who I have become, I used to think I was a diamond in the rough, now im deffinately not. Im still such a hipocrite. So much thought, I got my hands on a nice amount of great weed so ive just been stoned for 3 weeks now but hey, I figured out a method to keep from ever running out, so heres to […]
Day was especially crap. But that is no surprise. Don’t really feel like talking about it.
I have a question though,
Should I get a cat?
Let me explain a bit, I’ve always LOVED cats, I’ve done volunteer work at a cat shelter, I absolutely love them. They are like my soulmates (if that makes any sense). I had one, which would scratch me all the time, and once cut my eye lid and it was really bad (had to go to the hospital and all), and my mom started getting really worried and didn’t trust the cat, so we had to give him back. Then I got […]
I have no purpose..
Night time the thoughts get so jumbled up in my head… I feel like dying.
This past month has been so many things; horrendous, miserable, cloudy with a chance of shit, amazing and terrible at the same time.
I attempted to make amends with my mother…she at the first opportunity sent me home said goodbye and drove off.
I tried to help a child in need but was chased away by an overprotective foster parent.
I made an effort to fit in and went to a part, somebody slipped something into my non-alcoholic drink and I ended up vomiting all over the front lawn
I found a boy…A boy who seemed to like me for me scars and all. I remember the first night we shared together, he took me to a […]
i am done with trying to pretend that everything is ok. its not and never will be. what did i do to make u hate me. your right i should kill myself. i can do it tonight. no one will ever care. i am fat, 112 pound of pure blubber. Mom says its because im 6 feet tall but i know its not. so for all those who read this i hope you the best. you dont have to look t this ugly distasteful person any longer. goodbye
Hey, Liz if your still on here, message me. It’s Brandon. It’s been awhile. I haven’t forgotten you, I miss you. I used to be nihilism00 on here.
So, I’ve been happy. But things still don’t go how I need them to. Â Trevor will talk to me, of course. He even jokes with me and stuff. But he also still goes out with Kendall. But still. I wish it was me in her place. Gosh. The sad thing is that he doesn’t have a “type”. I can’t figure out what it is that he likes in a girl! He has dated girls that are nothing alike! None of them have anything in common. Anyway, it’s not like it would matter anyway. If he doesn’t like me, good for him. I’m not going to […]
I feel pain every single day and it never seems to go away.
It is deep in my chest and hurts so much.
I try so hard to do the best I can in life but yet it’s never good enough. I can’t concentrate and I feel I’m sinking deeper and deeper.
It’s hard when you have no real good friends that can relate to you as well. So yes, I feel so alone in my own life.
So the question is, what can I do? I’m seeing a councilor but my parents will allow no medication.
I don’t know what to do because I can’t […]
I’m going to kill myself in a few hours but I just wanted to share out why I’m doing it. I’M HATED BY EVERYBODY (including my family) AND I’M TREATED LIKE CRAP. I will miss you all and wish you guys that you wont have a terrible life like i did.
I have missed so much school. I probably wont get to graduate now…another year. Doesnt seem like much, but when time just seems to stand still, it will never end. Ive been sick, like real sick, and if i find out i have another year, i wont wanna go on….it wont be worth it…nothing would be.
And finally number four, self harm.
I hate those words, self harm. It’s strange that to some people it simply means a problem that someone has, to others it’s a consuming addiction. I don’t even know how to talk about it, I’ve never really had to. Not out loud. People are too afraid to ask me about it face to face, or if they do they never come straight out with it, like if your parents try to have a sex talk with you, without actually mentioning the word sex. Thats what all of my friends are like. But the stupid thing is people expect me […]
So i dont like to follow typical cliques, im writing a story. but i want most of it to be based of science and fact.
i have included several mythical entities in it and now i have to find a scientific way to explain there happening
like for vampirism, i want it explained like a blood desease, almost like there body cant regerate blood cels on there own so they have to steal others and ect..
please give me your thoughts on the matter.
ShattereGlass
okay to answer some questions, i got ride of my old posts because they just didnt seem like me, anymore.
so now im going to post stuff on here that interests me and peaks curiosity. participate if you want. and since not many ppl veiw my posts i guess i wont get to much flack over it. okay..
ShatteredGlass
I am something broken. I was beautiful once, but I lost pieces of myself. I’m trying to find them but they don’t fit right. Do you know what it feels like to look down at yourself and cry because you hate what you see? To feel such loathing towards your own body that you have tried to rip it apart bit by bit? Forgive me if I’m quiet, reserved. I’ve got so much going on in my head that I can’t see straight. I should stop trying to fit in because really, who would ever love a girl with as many problems as me? Oh my God. […]