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World Full of hate no meaning to live

by CursedBeing
written by CursedBeing

What is the meaning of life, There is no meaning of life its about what you do and the actions that changes things around you. But i never understood how hateful and harmful people can be not aiding each other in need just letting someone die in cold and regret not giving an hand. but i keep smiling but behind this smiling mask i am crying deeply inside it hurts it hurts soo much i want to leave this world because this hate is killing me inside may what come be good and whats old be gone in eternity help me angel of death leaving […]

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“Help me please…”

by helpmehelpthem
written by helpmehelpthem

My husband just told me its me against the word….that’s exactly how I feel!! I went into the cubord to get tylenol because I am sick and he yelled at me to “just take all of them everything in the cabinet! Now I have people telling me to kill myself??? My kids dont respect me and give me dirty looks. I do everyting for them. And work full time and go to school to make their lives better? I am tired of being laughed at because im fat and treated badly all the time. Now when I feel my worst I get a special request to […]

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Can’t take it anymore

by icanttakeanymore
written by icanttakeanymore

I can’t take this anymore, every new day I live I feel like I can’t take it anymore of this I am fighting to many things I want to take my life!!!! So bad I am starting to hate my family I can barely have a convo with them I feel like they wouldn’t care if I was gone they could live their day like they always do they wouldn’t miss me!!! I am battle depression anarexia and now suicide I can’t take it I just want someone to talk to but I can’t talk to my family or my friends or the people in […]

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Life is turning around for me <3

by Littlesis723
written by Littlesis723

This week has been the best week of my life …  i love this kid named Jamel .. he is my boyfriend…. we only have been dating for a short time but i feel like i know him so much more…. he means everything to me . i’m glad to have met him. he told me he loved me .. we have been kissing like every second we can .. i love him more than anyone ive dated before.. he is the sweetest guy I’ve dated before… he is the sweetest and kindest .. and HOT !!! i love him this one is short but i […]

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My Life.~

by okayzbro
written by okayzbro

This is my story..
In the past few years I started getting a really bad temper. I would hit my mom, throw things, break things, scream and yell. Well this past August it got really bad..the cops came to my house. I was taken to the hospital, I was put into a partial program..I was supposed to stay for two weeks, but I only stayed for a week cause my mom didn’t want me to miss my first week of school. That was a mistake, it didn’t help. I went to my first week of school, then I stopped going..I wouldn’t go. I’d spend days […]

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Please, please, please

by ASN
written by ASN

I’ve been on the end of my rope now for about a week. So many things have been going wrong and getting so much worse. The reality of physically not having anywhere to go after I move out of the dorms for the summer is really starting to sink in. I tried to convince my boyfriend that we should stop seeing eachother to make it easier for him when I go. I can really see that there’s no getting better for me. I feel like it would be easier for him if we weren’t together when it happens. He was so confused and it made […]

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I love You, my Girls :*

by Black_Scorpio
written by Black_Scorpio

Things been fucked up more than ever. My boyfriend still can’t show any of warm feelings, acting like a snowman, can’t even make himself tell that he misses me and so on.. So finally i told him, that i’d rather choose not to have him, than having him like that. I asked him not to write me, not to call me, not to find me anymore..except he will find some feelings.. I just couldn’t take that coldness anymore.

My friend called at the same time, i was cryin.. so She took a food, bottle of wine, Marlboro and came up.. Feeded me, drunk me, poison me […]

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she is the only one to make me happy.

by eatmyheartout
written by eatmyheartout

just to get it out here,hey,i’m ricardo and i’m 15 years old(i know it’s pretty young)
i have been diagnosed with major depression about a month ago..
i had been heartbroken about 7 times by now and for the first time in my life i have found a girl who actually likes me for who i am,
at home i’m getting bullied for my appearance,i have a rather emo look..and my brothers can’t seem to handle me like a nomal person,
anyways,when i’m at home i don’t feel all too great,i have cut myself several times which i am not proud of,
my best friend […]

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I just don’t know what to do

by Alaric
written by Alaric

Hello,

I’m suicidal, I have an active plan and the means to carry it out.  I really am just tired of life.  I’m married and am concerned about the impact my suicide will have on my wife.  I am all she has.  Her family has basically disowned her because they don’t like me.  I guess if I’m out of the picture, she could go back to them.  I have paranoid schizopherina and major depression.  I’m medicated, but its like the medication isn’t working.  I try talking to my wife about my suicidal thoughts, but then she starts talking about putting me in a hospital.  I’ve attempted […]

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Conflict

by Missunderstood0307
written by Missunderstood0307

Two daggers pierced through my heart and tore up my soul; 

 

My heart bleeds; 

 

My body lay still; 

 

Numbness consumes me,

 

Yet I continue to breathe mindlessly. 

 

It is a battle between life and death. 

 

I ask myself Why?

 

I faint voice inside of me whispers to me that it is the ray of hope that lays dormant deep within my soul. 

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Confused about love

by Missunderstood0307
written by Missunderstood0307

Sometimes I love so truly and deeply that I forget about myself. 

 

The person I am with becomes everything to me. I put them first in everything I do. However, I never have this love returned to me. So I question whether it is right for me to love this way. The price I pay for this love is myself. In return what I get is pain. So is it right to love this way? May be not. 

 

The reason why I love this way is because if I don’t wake up tomorrow, then I will know that I have done everything that was within my power […]

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Tale of a sad girl….

by Missunderstood0307
written by Missunderstood0307

I sit here hating myself for being myself. I try everyday to live to be happy, but nothing ever works. The realization of the fact that the one person you love so much will never love you back torments me and leaves me unable to move. I pray for the torment to end.

 

He says I don’t try enough and he gets mad at me. But I know not what to do. I do what anyone deeply in love does when they are hurt by the one they love…I cry. I cry a river that turns into an ocean. My bloody tears mean nothing anymore because […]

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Acting

by Disappearing
written by Disappearing

Why do I act? I act in so many ways that I don’t even remember who I am. I’m just so tired of it. The same thing happening over and over again. I thought I had gotten over it, but I was wrong. Maybe I’ll never get out of this slump. I’m just stuck waiting for someone to pull me back up on my feet. Can I not mange to out of this on my own? Why can’t I? I’ve tired so many times….but I’m about to fall again. I want to stand on my own and face my fears. I want to stop acting……I […]

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Attention.

by Bella-omy
written by Bella-omy

ATTENTION! that it! Its attention! Its attention that I want. So everyone says . But no! I dont do it for that! Or do I. Attetion is something i dont get offten. I never get attention. My cutting burning and beating myself up has NOTHING to do with attention. Or does it. I mean I dont think I do. No one knows that I do anything. Do they? People do know That I have tryed killing myself. But that isnt myfault. Is it? . I love my life sometimes. But when I go to the partial hospital , do I go for attention? I dont […]

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Something’s Gotta Give

by Siren
written by Siren

The days keep getting harder and less fruitful. The nights are getting longer. Waking in cold sweats wondering why the curse continues. It is time to take back the control. I always said I do what I want when I want, so why haven’t I done it yet? Time to face that fear. Time to move on in the only way possible. I am so tired. I am so very, very tired. I hear the arguments from both sides. I weigh the pros and cons of either result. But again I am so very tired. I can’t keep my eyes open any longer. When I […]

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Scared

by Bella-omy
written by Bella-omy

Me, I’m scared. I’m still a young little girl and I’m going threw things I wish I wasn’t. To adults, they think its my fault. I’m starting to think maybe it is. Its ME who is struggling ,I make myself struggle. I try to “Love” but there is no love for any young girl. Theres only lust. And if you have love, your a lucky son of a *****. I want to feel love. because everyone I date I say I’m in love but I’m n0t. Could it be that I just started dating?. I struggle with pain, anger, sadness and more .  But why, why me. […]

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It’s been a full life

by imtemporary
written by imtemporary

When I say it’s been a “full” life, I definitely don’t mean it’s been a happy one. But I’ve accomplished a lot, experienced a lot, and now like a runner who’s exhausted and crippled from running so hard I’m going to stop.

Human society is anti-suicide. Everyone tells you it’s wrong, everyone tries to talk you out of it. That’s fine. But I really think suicide is a logical action when you no longer have a desire to live (a lot more logical than continuing to do something you don’t want to do).

I lost my desire to live a year ago when something horrible happened. I held on for […]

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it’s not the end of the world

by tphg
written by tphg

Too many of us simply forget that our little problems won’t result in the end of the world.

Whether you were touched or neglected as a child, dumped in extraordinary fashion as a teen, or had the weight of life crush the very breath from you as an adult won’t have a direct impact on anything as a whole.

More of us need to realize this, I think, because then confronting the issue should be a bit easier. Be more free to try new approaches to your various problems, have the courage to speak up and say what’s on your mind. Have the strength to keep […]

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