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Depression

Depression can be a terrible thing. Some people may not think it; But Depression is a mental health disorder.  Depression is were you’re basically sad for usually a long period of time.

Some people wonder what the signs and symptoms of depression are. So I’m going to tell you a few:

A constant feeling of sadness, anxiety, and emptiness
The person feels hopeless
Individuals can feel restless
Patients may lose interest in activities or hobbies they once enjoyed
Levels of energy feel lower
 Hard to concentrate, remember details, and make decisions
Sleep patterns are disturbed – the person may sleep too little or too much
Eating habits may change – he/she may either eat […]

Basically venting….

My life has just been SO FUCKING WONDERFUL  since I turned 33. My car,which was just paid off,died,and b/c my credit is so crappy,Im going to get the runaround trying to get a new one. Of course,my BF lectures me bout my credit instead of sympathizing. My boss has been selfish and demanding when my car broke down,insisting that I”put the donut on and deal with it when Im done working”. She recanted when she learned that it was,in fact,dead. Then my BF continues to be an asshole and refuse to give me rides to work,knowing that I have limited funds after paying  $360 to […]

because you hurt her

because you made her cry

because her scars are from you

because shes hopeless

because she almost died

because shes running on empty

because shes not thin

because shes not pretty

because shes not smart

because you used her

because you touched her

because she screams

because shes unknown

because her over dose was to small

because shell try again tonight

because she toke double of them

because she drank them down

because YOU  killed her

because she wont wake up tmw

because youll never understand

If there is some suicidal brazilian here, please, e-mail me. Let’s talk on our original language, maybe we can help each other or die together.

my e-mail: theu.jp@gmail.com

It’s been 17 years now since I’ve been diagnosed with depression. The disease itself came very early during my terrible childhood. Parents were very critical, perfectionists, I was never good enough. They didn’t care of me – my therapist says I’ve been hardly mentally abused.

I think about suicide more and more…. every day now. My shrink said that she couldn’t help me anymore except putting me on antipsychotics or mood stabilizers and still taking 3 antidepressants as now. I’ve got an experience with almost all AP and AD new or old as it last 7 years until the doctor found a combination which seemed to […]

So yeah, I don’t even know what I’m on about. I don’t even know why I’m writing this but yeah, I’ve decided to write whatever I was about to write. See? I’m quite confusing. I don’t know who I am, I don’t even know what I want cause.. I don’t know.
Anyways, straight to the point. My family is quite screwed up. Dad and mum divorced since I was 8. Since then, I had no time from him at all, I mean it. He started a new family with the woman he cheated on my mum with. She also moved in with her own daughter. […]

You and I where a one. Than , Like a stupid dumb ass, I dumped you. But why? I was so in love! I discovered. I broke up with you because stuff at home where bad, and things at school, and other people where involved. When you and I broke up, I cried, Well not really but weeks later I did. Who would of know. Who would of known months later, I could still love you . Who would of known you would of moved on and still been friends with me. But then , I couldn’t take it. I HAD to get out of […]

I am alive. I didn’t die. No one knows I tried, I passed out for hours, I woke up and threw up. Didn’t die. Didn’t go to the hospital. I still want to die. I know people look at my life, and wonder how I could possibly be unhappy. My parents are married, seem happy. My dad lost his job, we are in danger of losing our house. Our family is fucked up. I have diagnosed depression, ADHD, anxiety, panic disorder, PTSD. I was raped and I never told anyone. I have always hated myself, that made it worse. I started using drugs, skipping school. […]

To be, or not to be–that is the question:

Whether ’tis nobler in the mind to suffer

The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune

Or to take arms against a sea of troubles

And by opposing end them.

To die, to sleep

And by a sleep to say we end

The heartache, and the thousand natural shocks

That flesh is heir to.

‘Tis a consummation devoutly to be wished.

To die, to sleep

To sleep…

perchance to dream:

ay, there’s the rub,

For in that sleep of death what dreams may come

When we have shuffled off this mortal coil,

Must give us pause.

There’s the respect.

That makes calamity of so long life.

For who would bear the whips and scorns of time,

The […]

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When you are hurt, there is nothing to do , because no one is every there. I struggle with the constant reminder of getting bullied and my parents not understanding. all they say is “Ignore them , they will go away.” Its not easy. i have been ignoring, and if anything, it makes them stronger. I want to fight back but the fear of getting hurt once again stops me. I sit at home and cry every night because of my parents and or school. Then i think, There is nothing that can help. Not crying at least. I start to think, Cutting is my […]

So I posted a while ago about cutting. I ended up with my parents seeing it. They took me to the ER I stayed there 3 nights then my first ride in an ambulance was to the psychiatric hospital I was being admitted into. It was such a scary experience. I didn’t even cut myself bad I didn’t even bleed but it did leave scars. I arrived late at night, I had to share a room with a roommate. There was a lot of kids there. Then when I woke up the next morning that I can say was the worst day of my life. […]

sometimes it really IS that easy

choice dawg

Call you up in the middle of the night
Like a firefly without a light
You were there like a slow torch burning
I was a key that could use a little turning

So tired that I couldn’t even sleep
So many secrets I couldn’t keep
Promised myself I wouldn’t weep
One more promise I couldn’t keep

It seems no one can help me now
I’m in too deep
There’s no way out
This time I have really led myself astray

CHORUS
Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I’m neither here nor there

Can you […]

kay so for those of you who know, I’m doing an oral report about depression. and i got this so far”

“Depression can be a terrible thing. Some people may not think it, But Depression is a mental health disorder.  Depression is were you’re basically sad for usually a long period of time.

Some people wonder what the signs and symptoms of depression are. so im going to tell you a few:

 

A constant feeling of sadness, anxiety, and emptiness
The person feels hopeless
Individuals can feel restless
Patients may lose interest in activities or hobbies they once enjoyed
Levels of energy feel lower
 Hard to concentrate, remember details, and […]