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today i watched a tv program that made me think…
it was about this girl who’s heart was broken… she wanted a cure. so she went to this guy, and made a deal. she traded a piece of her hair for a potion that would make her forget her loved one that broke her heart. she ended up drinking that potion the day her lover came back looking for her… the rumours spread that he was looking for her, but of corse she didn’t remember him. so this news meant nothing to her.
then the show ended… but I’ve recently had my heart broken.. I’m not […]
Do people realize how much bullying affects the life of others . the other day i figured out that a kid from my school killed himself because he was bullied . yeah shit hits the fan sometimes and bullying is the only way to let their feelings out , but honestly next time you think about dissing someone or what so ever think about it , what happens behind the doors of this persons house . do they get beat everyday . you have no idea what is going on so please dont judge .
If you stand up to a bully you could save […]
I cant take this…im head over heels in love with a girl i cant stand. Somedays, we’re as happy as can be, other days, she threatens to leave me and insults me whenever she’s mad. She said we needed a break 4 days ago, now today shes saying she doesnt wanna be with me anymore. I cant loose her, ive put my heart and soul into trying to be everything she needs. A hero, protector, a knight in shining armor. And i refuse to go on in life without her…
Goodbye my life, for you will never be missed by me! I cant hold on much longer, i cant be strong anymore! I need to give up, I need to say my goodbyes and say I love you to all! Some people where there for me and other where not but no one ever stayed with me! They got what they wanted and left… people say keep going but I cant! there is nothing left of me, I need to get out of here! I am weak….. and I am done! love you all <3
raped at age 5
parents divorce
raped again
almost successfully committed suicide but then people found me
was in therapy
and now I’m a sex addict.
how the fuck are all these things connected?!
ugh fuck my life >:/
Try to survive this year, even if you face hardships 🙂
I woke up at 5pm on Saturday and haven’t gone to sleep since. At about 7 o’clock I took a shower because that always helps me to fall asleep.I don’t want to make this long so I will spare you the long details of my boring life and why I’m so miserable so to summery it quickly
-I have family problems
-I have no friends
-I have depression
-I just went threw a bad break up
-I feel alone and empty
-I have self atem issues
-I bottle up all my feelings and try not to bother people with my problems
So basically when I […]
Its my birthday(: today so far is going bettter… This weekend was great.. My friend forgave me. I kissed a cute guy. My guy friend hugged me today.. Now all i can ask is life please let me be happy for at least today.. thats all i ask
I’ve been away from most of the internet for a while. Except for the rare occasion that  I get off of my ass and do some “work”.
I’m a cam girl now. It could be a pretty easy job but as with most things, I make it more difficult than necessary.
I haven’t left my house in a couple of week. I just don’t see the point.
Tomorrow, I will be going to a friends house, not because I really want to but because she BEGS!
Shes the only friend I speak to regularly and I’m the same to her which is why she begs like she does.
I’ve pushed […]
I’m not on here because I would ever kill myself..no way..no how. Ive just experience a lot of death..ive experience friends who have..ive not had any insight in why they’ve left on their own free will. Some people in jails or institutions don’t feel like they have anything to live for..I understand..they’ve done a horrible crime but God can change anyone so maybe God asked them to be with him. I can accept that but don’t ever kill yourself unless you are absolutely in your damn right mind! How do you know if its really God telling you to do it? I don’t think he […]
I don’t want to be alive most days. I probably would have killed myself by now if I didn’t know that it would hurt too many people. Pretty much the only reason I have not attempted it yet. But I want to. I’m getting tired of wanting to. So I’m going to post this and try to move up. So I might think about it less and keep them safe from knowing that I want to die.
I am 19 years old, I go to community college and I work at a retailer to pay rent and school fees. I’m well off enough, I have savings, […]
If I don’t respond back soon..something bad has happened..I heard a scream and I think someones broke in my house..phone is upstairs.
Over the past 6 months my life has change in so many ways. my wife of 22 years left, took the kids and has been hiding them ever since. I have tried calling the local law but no one really gives a shit. I am a good dad and have done nothing to warrant her actions in reagrds to her taking the kids. i am working with a lawyer but the court system takes so long. I am so depressed and cant seem to turn it off or be able to go to a happy place. I have also […]
A smiling ,laughing,and always have everything together that’s the kind of girl girl that’s what everyone sees when looking at me.So how can they tell that their is something wrong with me?For I get good grades have lots of friends how would they be able to tell there’s something wrong?The girl with the pretty family that everyone compliments so how can they tell their is something wrong with me?In reality I want to cry,scream,and break-down that ways something could tell there’s something wrong with me.I want to stop trying to get good grades and show people my friends are fake so they can tell there’s […]
Nobody understands that I’m not lonely because how can you be lonely if you like it.I like being by myself  where no on can hurt me.The abondoned,lonely places are now my safe place
im alone. i want to be alone all the time now for reasons i do not know. i want a new life, one where i can start over. i want to end it all, more than anything. i dont think there is help for me out there. the fact is i dont want help. all the help theyre going to give me is pills. im tired of taking pills to make me happy. i should be able to be happy without taking any kind of pills. im uncommonly depressed. my friend and family stay away from me. they act as if i have some contagious […]
i know that its almost feburary, but my past still really bothers me. i feel like noone can ever begin to understand, but its worth a shot. when i began high school i was confident and had many friends. no rumors were spread about me, everyone thought i was sweet and innocient and life was great. i always had a crush on a boy who was 2 years older then me but i was “together” with his friend. anyways, in 10th grade he bagan texting me. i was a tease and said some flirty things. when we finally hungout at my friends house i was […]
Sleep use to be my only safe place
Now its gone
Plagued with nightmares and whispers
They never go away
Awake or asleep
I always hear them everywhere
What happened to my safe place
I am officially alone now.
My “bestfriend” is a guy, he told me EVERYTHING, and I told him EVERYTHING.
But it turns out he was just leading me on the whole damn time. And I was here thinking he will always be by my side, and I will always be by his.
He was my reason to stay alive.
What’s my reason now?