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i tried to stay away.

i tried not to come here.

theres no where else i can vent.

theres no one else i can talk to.

theres nobody to trust.

i never knew there could be this much hate.

i never knew i could hate people or a place so much.

that anywhere could make you hate yourself this much or feel this bad.

i never knew i had so many tears in my eyes. that so many tears could drop.

i wish i had never come into this world.

they took everything i had and made it worse

no thing, is better because of them.

and all i hope; is that when i leave this place, […]

I will be going now! Here in Finland giving advice in suicide is not against the law. Assisting suicide is not against the law. Even planning a murder(this will change in 2012)is STILL not against the law!

But i cannot take anymore changes! The Police could still take me to a mental evaluation and confiscate my hardrive never the less. I just cant take any risks!

I wrote on that Finish website(Suomi24) ON PURPOSE and revealed my IP-adress. I did it because…because of what i just said;

“Here in Finland giving advice in suicide is not against the law. Assisting suicide is not against the law. Even planning […]

I don’t want to offend or judge people.

Suicide is the most selfish act you can inflict on friends and family!

Maybe u guys are thinking “My parents don’t love me.” well sometimes u guys think your parents don’t love u just because they make u clean your room or they won’t let u go to partys etc. THATS NOTHING! They only do it for your own good so u won’t get pregenant. If they abuse u or if they seem to yell at u for no reason then thats a different thing. Be smart, if they abuse or hurt u talk to a teacher or call […]

I am leaving this website. I have been reported to the local police as a result of my suicide guides. I cannot return here for a long, LONG time in case the police confiscate my hardrive. I will format it tommorow!

Please email me to JonesHenry@hotmail.fi if you want the complete English guide for peacefull death. All emails will be deleted on arrival.  Sorry but i have to go now!

Being suicidal is like being in an avalanche.

I am buried in snow and can’t tell up from down, and care even less.  Which way do you start digging?

Okay first post, found this thing and seems a bit more up my street than all these other forums- seems to be acceptable to say I want to die and NO i don’t want to be saved just want to get this stuff out my head before i go even more nuts than i already am.

It hardly like we can chat away with friends and family over dinner.. anyways i feel like the box i am living in is getting smaller and smaller and im isolating myself more and more- i don’t think this stupid weather and it getting dark half way thru the sodding […]

If he is white and European you can have him and if you think I am catholic or have ever been catholic you have been framed big time.
Never have been and never will be Christian, you are all crazy.
You think Allah is stupid enough to create such a story that fits in with the stupidest, vilest trashiest desires humanity could ever come up with?
That is the God you deserve.
Move away from me, keep your queens and kings, keep your faggots and your whores……..AWAY from me.
Sick farm animals from hell, any man that desires you does not deserve to be called […]

I was given a man and the prospect of a family.
The world conspired against me for no reason whatsoever.
Who the hell wants to live in a world where if you find happiness 50% of the people will seek to destroy what God himself has promised you?
They don’t just hate me and my children they hate God too.
Tell me who the hell would want to even try and be happy in a world like this?
I wake up every day and every other person I meet hopes I will loose my husband and child or even worse than that….
Would you raise […]

the time is near

Hi. I don’t really care what age you are as long as you’re over 15. I’m 21. I don’t need to be reached out or saved. Simply lonely… haven’t had a friend in about nine years now. I’m tolerant towards nearly everything so don’t feel bad about contacting me.

Aim is thepurplemo0. The last part of moo is a zero.

If I don’t post November 1st
Then I’m dead.

I dont know if i should just end it all, or stay. Lifes been really difficult and i just dont think i have the strength to fix all the problems.. or keep going.

Nvr wuld hav though my x friend wuld talk bout me on hiz fb n ididnt say shit 2 him..goez 2 show wat a friend he really waznt..thought he waz my friend but iguess he nvr waz he tried sayin my gurl haz me ***** whiped welll so fuken wat at least igot a good relationship goin on wit my gurl n ur goin around fukin wit other gurlz lik alwayz..ur a PLAYER!!..U EVEN TOLD ME ALL U WANTED 2 DO IZ GET IT IN A GURL N ON 2 THE NEXT 1!!

I have suicidal thoughts and I’ve been tempted to resort to self injury so many times, the only reason why I haven’t is because of my mom, because knowing her she wouldn’t try to help me or ask why, she’d just get mad and start yelling at me, saying something probably along the lines of “Why the f*ck would you do that?! You don’t have any reason to! See all the thing you’re doing to your body!” and I just really don’t want to have to sit through ANOTHER annoying and aggravating one of her lectures.
Sometimes, I wish I was brave enough to do […]

My name is Holly i’m 22 & i feel so lost.  I’ve been lost for over 5 years now and I just don’t know what to do every year it seems like i’m sinking deeper and deeper and that i’ll never be able to keep my head above water.  I tried to kill myself for the first time this summer I don’t know how to feel that i failed.  They say i’m lucky that this is my new begining, sometimes it feels like i failed at everything else so of course i failed at that to.

I miss feeling clean and good this feeling of dirtiness […]

I’m not gonna judge you if you wanna die. It’s your life your choice. You only have one life. Use it to do whatever you’d like to it. It’s called freewill, but let me put you in a different perspective for a minute. You have said “That your life is boring, pointless and meaningless” or some of you might’ve said “my life suck, my family don’t care about me, I’d better off dead” or some of might’ve said “People hurt my heart, people disappointed me from time to time again” so you thought uhmmm…..my life is pointless so I’m gonna think away to “END” my […]