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When you become so happy when you meet your favorite person in the world whom you love. On your special three month. Or when the next day you are still happy from that experiences you couldnt help but smile so much. People around you ignoring you but you dont care at all cause you kept thinking about your happy moment. People out there hating you… even though you did nothing wrong. But as the day goes on your happiness was just a memory of what happen in the past. That your emotional feeling you had just died completely with everything else. I guess… thats how […]

Why do the people who claim to care, leave us when we need them most?

i wish i could just go to sleep and never wake up. i hate failing when trying to commit suicide. tried it with a belt just now but for some reason I wasn’t even suffocating, it just felt like a massive headache and i was breathing regularly. maybe when i get a driver’s license i can buy some sleeping pills or something, i don’t know. i don’t want tonight to end and i don’t want to face tomorrow. school’s such a shitty place.

It’s my birthday today and it’s very sad to see that I am celebrating it by performing self-flagellation. A punishment for myself who can’t do better.

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I’m a 27 year old gay male and have suffered from depression since I was a child. My father died in an accident when I was 7 and it sent me into a traumatic spiral from which I’ve never truly recovered. After his death, seemingly every four months on until I was 15, somebody else in my family died. Mostly it was the older generations (great grandmothers, great aunts/uncles), excepting my cousin who died at the age of 26 from a sudden case of the “flu” (drug addiction and alcoholism). These events all contributed to the never-ending battle with depression I face.

When I was […]

I’ve got a helium tank with valve and tubing running to an airtight mask.  I open the valve just a crack and see if I can close it before unconciousness…….so far so good…

Random rant. I’m inferior I feel. Worthless useless, pitiful. I feel that I don’t even deserve to live. I hate being human sometimes, worried about things I won’t mention here. I just want to enjoy life and I feel my friends and even family are preventing that from happening. I don’t care what there stupid thoughts of. Life is such a burden. If my gf reads this, I’m sorry but I am feeling suicidal now and no it’s not your fault.

🙁 can I just sleep forever, have nice awesome dreams. and be out of this nightmare. Theres only 3 good things I like about […]

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I’m thinking about killing myself. I could take a bottle full of phentermine to cause a heart attack. Or all of my sleeping pills and Xanax. I feel that I am nothing. Of no importance. I have no friends, no bf or husband. My son would be safer with his father. I fail at life. I couldn’t protect my son. Nothing is good right now. I have no family. No one likes me. I’m worthless. I’ve never accomplished anything. People say I’m attention crazed. Truth is — I would do anything to be loved. I show my body because I want to be wanted. To […]

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The day he had died, I remember pulling up behind a parked ambulance. Any sign like that would make you worry. I had heard from one of my friends that my english teacher had collapsed, but it was in math class when my world had […]

why do i continue trying… what “just surrender”… that what everyone tells me… surrender to the life you have and start living it instead of living in denial… well the life i have fucking suck shit out of my asshole… every fucking day of this shit thing called life puts me closer to my grave… why live a life of agony… this shit sucks… i did not ask for life so why cant i take it away… fuck this fuck you fuck me and fuck this thing called life

My boyfriend plans on killing himself w/ a gun tonight and I’m sitting here trying to play games with him, and doing things with him to make him happy and keep his mind away from it but I feel as though I’m losing him slowly and by the end of the night, it will all be over. It’s kind of like being on the bedside of a cancer patient… Also, by the end of this, I feel as though life will revert back to it’s blandness as before I met him and I’ll feel like an empty drone again. I’ll have very little incentive to […]

I’m 26, single, and the mother of a four year old. I’m stuck, lonely, scared, and was recently diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder. I have little support, even though I have shared with the people in my life what is going on, they fail to understand or help. I don’t want to leave my son without a mother, but right now I’m destroying him as well with my constant mood swings, angry outbursts, and depressive episodes. He is so confused, and so am I. At times I think he would be better off without me. I’m also in school full time and just started a new […]

I often wish I could go back to the days of My childhood,cliched as that is.Not because I desire some lost sense of innocence but because I had so much potential laying before Me.I was a good student.I was thoughtful and considerate.My family was proud of Me.Now at the age of twenty,I feel like I’ve completely failed at Life.I was a lousy student in secondary school and fucked up a lot in exams.I am only just scraping by in College in a course I hate but took to make people happy.I only have a few friends and I can tell They don’t like Me.Anytime I […]