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You laugh and you smile
just like everyone else
You talk and you hush
You play games and have fun
You hang out with your friends
But noone knows…
You are the walking dead
You try to hide your empty eyes
Cause they strike fear in their hearts
You walk and you sit
But you are always floating somehow

Noone suspects the grim reality
burried underneath your pleasing words
only when you are alone
you let the truth speak in red
you are the talking dead

mute is your real mouth
your heart caved in
silenced you stand
in the face of incomprehensible horror
as frozen eyes […]

People have been advising me against trying to overdose because of the low success rate, so I still want to give it a try and now I’m thinking if I take all the tablets when I’m up a tree with a noose round my neck by the time the tablets knock me out I’ll be that fucked I’ll just hang myself, which was my original plan a year ago.

What do you guys think to the added dimension?

My best friend died in January. My daughter has lied to me once again and is avoiding me.  I have no one to talk to no one to trust. I have no support system except my psychologist and that’s not enough.I just can’t take it anymore.

if you are out there, reading this letter, then you are probably as scared as i am… i want to die. so do you. lets make sure that it is quick and clean ok?

In this world, in the end you always are…
i just don’t understand why it hurts so much now…
I used to always loved being alone.

Hello, my name is Tori and i have had depression for about four years now. A week and a half ago my boyfriend broke up with me, and i have been a total mess. i have barley moved from my bed, i barley eat and sleep, I’m forced to take showers and i haven’t attended school. I want to die so badly, I don’t want to feel the pain anymore, I just want it to all go away. About a week ago i made a pretty lame attempt to kill myself, I took an assortment of about 50 pills, and my brain felt like soup […]

I have decided that I am for sure going to end my life. However, I have one wish. I want to be able to go on one vacation with my kids. I have two kids that have never seen the ocean.
Also, we haven’t ever been on vacation together. I just want to be able to give my kids this one awesome memory before I go.
If anyone out there can help in any way, I would be in debt to you. Even if you just live close to a beach, somewhere warm, where we could stay for a week.
I hate begging, I guess […]

Im only in 6th grade. I have been called MANY names . Also have been accused for many rumors , it sucks. They call me LINDSAYLOHAN , & worst of all CRACKHEAD -.-” .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MeFezGJF7mA

“My Body Is A Cage”

My body is a cage that keeps me
From dancing with the one I love
But my mind holds the key

My body is a cage that keeps me
From dancing with the one I love
But my mind holds the key

I’m standing on a stage
Of fear and self-doubt
It’s a hollow play
But they’ll clap anyway

My body is a cage that keeps me
From dancing with the one I love
But my mind holds the key

You’re standing next to me
My mind holds the key

I’m living in an age
That calls darkness light
Though my language is dead
Still the […]

Sleep forever or never sleep,

my choices dwindle,  counting sheep.

The aching nights or lonely pain,

I step outside, sleep in rain.

Freeze to death or sleep forever,

i chose the second, now or never.

I started praying about a month and a half ago.  Since then everything has been getting worse.  I asked to help this girl on this website that I had been talking to.  Her username was Littlemissnobody.  Well apparently she’s gone now.  I asked him to help me but everything has just been getting worse and worse since I started praying.  Does God hate me?

Silent house

of empty nights.

Welcomed shadows

of fleeting dreams.

Distant gleam

of broken skin.

Rusty blood

of worthless love.

Falling child

of weeping soul.

Today I went running and like usual my thoughts began to wonder about life and death.  What I couldn’t figure out is why I haven’t summoned the courage to kill myself yet.

Yes, I hate myself.  Yes, I am in pain all the time.  Yes, nothing makes the pain go away.  Yes, I have no hope.

So then why the hell can I NOT kill myself?

The only reason I could come up with is that I am not at peace with myself or my life.  Even though life is burning agony, I am not at peace with myself.  I have accepted my life is hell, but I […]

I cant take it anymore every wakeing day is something new wether it comes to getting called a fag or gay in school to going home with a black eye.  I sometimes just wanna end my life and am planning to do it i just cant bear the fact of all of this anymore ive tried so many things and it always comes back to me. I cant bear the fact anymore….

Fucking life is shit and I’m sick of it, just want someone to hug me and make it all better

I hurt myself today, to see if i still feel. Johnny Cash had it right. But i do it everyday

so tell me why my fucking step dad thinks he can yell at me just cuz he’s married to my mom.he said that I can’t be friends with this guy my mOm did too but he was yelling.he’s not my dad.he can’t tell me what the fuck to do!don’t I hate my mom for marrying him at times.and I hate my biological dad for dying on me.