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I’m 14 and as said on my profile I am suicidal. I’ve been depressed for years and now its beyond bad. My my dad cheated on my mom and is asking for a divorce. I love my dad but I feel like he doesn’t care about me. Every time I talk to him he makes me cry. I also told some people about my problem but they all say that I need to go to the hospital. I sick of living the only reason I haven’t killed my self yet is because I’m scared to and I promised a friend I wouldn’t hurt myself.

I am 18, and I still wonder how I have survived this long!

Everything started falling apart at 16. I considered it, but then it got bearable again. And now it has gotten dark again.

My boyfriend decided he’d rather travel than try to make this work.

The only guy I have ever loved, has ditched me aswell. The only person Ihad confided in about everything, including my parents separation. My mother too has opted out, ran far away. Left with my sister and father, who emotionally abuses me and my sister as his way of venting that and the drinking.

I drink a bit, do drugs a lot […]

Nobody asked me
as I was given life
if I really even wanted it

Nobody cared
about my opinion
on the matter
that affects me the most

They just decided
against my best wishes
that it had to be done
I had to be born

Since nobody asked me
if I cared for a life
I won’t ask anybody
if they care for mine

Sometimes I think, I don’t really want to die, I just want to be saved.
I’m sure most everyone can agree that they would rather have an amazing life and never feel an inch of sorrow than to die.
But lifes not like that, so the only other option is to die.
I can’t stand myself. I’m hideous. I’m a monster. I’m disgusting. No one will ever love me and no one should love me. I deserve to die and just rot in the grave. I just want to be someone else. Not me. I’ll never be good enough for society. I never will. I […]

I hear ur gonna kill yourself soon
if you need help or tips I will be glad to help u.

And if anyone else wants to give her help as well

I am, truly, selfish and evil and a demon and ugly. I want to die so badly. Sometimes I’m okay but at any moment I just break down, my eyes are constantly sore. I keep, or at least I kept, telling myself everything would be okay, but it just gets worse and worse. I feel even worse and selfish when I see the suffering around me and I try to tell myself my life is great and I need to stop being a horrible person but it doesn’t work.
I turned 20 in January, it already feels like my life is over. I thought I […]

Life is fragile
Humans are fragile

One tsunami wave can kill hundreds & thousands of humans with all their self-imposed goals, dreams, ambitions, plans…

Makes me wonder what & how humans will cope with all the magnetic pole shift and solar flare in 2012..
Destruction…

I don’t care anymore. How can I, when the only thing on my mind is death?

I’m sick of it. Every fucking moment is spent wondering when and how I’ll die. Oftentimes they turn to suicidal thoughts, planning when to sort everything out prior to the act.

I just want this all to end. Yeah, it’s selfish. I know that already so don’t bother reminding me, it’ll get you nowhere. But you can’t say I didn’t try. Hell, I’ve been wanting to die the past nine years, contemplating suicide the past five. I held on for so fucking long, only to be told “you’ll get through this”, […]

As i finalise my plans and order everything i will need i find myself continuously thinking to the moment i do it. Will i have the guts to go through with it? Is my resolve enough? Or will i back out. I used to be plagued by thoughts of what it will do to my family but i can now say with certainty they don’t care. There is no question that this will be the end of my life as i know it but will i die or live and just move away to start all over again? That’s what i keep asking myself. I […]

you’ve met the monster, you have helped create.

Hi all

Just wondering, do any suggest a place, where I can end it all without somebody to find me.

My stategi is that to everybody to know, that it’s not suicide. And me just dissapering.

Nobody in my family or friends would understand it, if I died by suicide .

I just want to be forgotten .

My life has hit a permanent all time low, i’ve finally made the decision that i will end it.

Ideas on when, where and how to do it please?

Excerpt: This is the story of pure torture that has been going on for the last few hours. It is completely my fault, and hopefully someone will find this amusing. Click to read the full story.

 

NOT FOR Haters

can we discuss it ? can we find a solution? can we stop ourself from doing it?

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Iv had hallucinations all my life. It just keeps getting worse every day. Im so fucking tired of it. If anyone has any methods to dealing with it, please share.