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Gary Clark Jr. – When My Train Pulls In

  December 21st, 2018 by Taf Taf

 

Lyrics:

 

Everyday nothing seems to change

Everywhere I go I keep seeing the same old things

and I, I can’t take it no more

I would leave this town, but I,

I ain’t got nowhere else to go

Wake up in the morning to more,

more bad news and I

sometimes I feel like I was born to lose and I,

It’s driving me out of my mind

Gonna catch the next train and I

move on down the line

I’ll be ready now

I’ll be [...]
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For the love of life but the desire to die

  December 20th, 2018 by SuicidalThoughtsButRefuseToKillMyself

For the love of life,

but for the desire to die,

how shall we try?

I attempted suicide,

for I didn’t die just went to the psych ward or the looney bin if you prefer,

sure, I got the help I needed,

but even after that I still want to die,

for I am still uncertain about my future,

if I have a future at all, that is,

this life of mine is a living heaven and a living hell,

all on the earth also in the mind, body,

and soul if I even have a soul some of us wish for Annihilation I actually tried only once, now I am still alive this life is [...]
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People Watching

  December 18th, 2018 by 5201jm

It’s the name of a YouTube series by the channel “Cracked” i randomly found weeks ago. I find myself keep rewatching both seasons on a playlist. It covers topics like dating, depression, death/life, etc. through the eyes of a few random young adults animated. It just makes me feel like i’m not going through some of my issues alone, and i don’t mean that as in theres noone around to help me if I actually asked, but that there are other people with the same mindset as me about certain topics(even pass my depression/suicidal thoughts I’d never actually admit to to anyone I know(including myself)). [...]
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Rip My Fucking Heart Out

  December 18th, 2018 by NO_REMORSE

And take away these feelings. Make me cold and numb. Let me wash away this life, let it have never existed, for i am not worthy of these opportunities i have. Paint my skies black and rip my existence from ever being here. Life is a fucking travesty. I feel like i am trapped, tied up. Unable to free myself, from myself. I am tied down by strings, toyed with by the puppet master which is life. Given the opportunity to see everything i ever wanted, just out of my own reach. Life you confusing old *****, let me have what my heart longs for, [...]
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Porcelain-

  December 15th, 2018 by CrypticVeins

 

White through the curtains, white through the walls
White in our shoes, and staining the dolls
White through the eyes, of porcelain cracked
Where bits of the glass, held the pieces intact

Chests made of mirrors that reflect the make
Of the linen worn blouses, and sky colored fake
And the unbound attention we sought of the drones
Forever to lick at the sores of their clones

Drips the tongue,dry like they, effort deemed fail,
And failure brought pupils wide, reversing pride
Changing orders from the stale
Black inside, black inside.

It’s time to go now, brother pack your bags
He’ left the scissors, he left the rags
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Counting

  December 12th, 2018 by NO_REMORSE

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Im counting all the days away

Im cutting all my pain away

Its all the- same shit but a different day

 

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Im wasting all my life to shame

The clock wont change its got me irate

Its all the- same shit but a different day

 

Uno dos tres quatro cinco

Dey Mayo day of the dead its my life so

Im just waiting for the day that i might go

Until than lets just fly some kites at a lightshow

 

I cant sleep i think im an insomniac

Im a little bit paranoid that i might die from a heart attack

To be honest i just laugh at the thought of that

To go away for a change- [...]
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Comatose

  December 9th, 2018 by NO_REMORSE

I’m comatose I’m comatose i still feel out my soul alive for pain

My mind is so fucked up i killed my hope for real im trapped alone inside my brain

I won’t change i’ll go away i’ve had enough of real life blood and cuts to shield my pain im feeling drained

Cut my wrist embrace the pain love can’t fix today i’m shut with hate its changed me

 

I’m comatose Im comatose Im comatose all day and night

I watched my soul fall away and fall away from the light

 

A wasted life a wasted life im just counting time and chasing highs

Im sedated all beneath my eyes my [...]
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A wall still stands

  December 1st, 2018 by Clayton Michaels

My hands are beaten, broken, bleeding;

My fists are clenched

to tight to come apart.

My knuckles torn against this epitaph in stone;

The scars grow deeper

with the pounding of my heart.

 

A wall still stands

as my feelings for you

that are too strong

for me to overcome.

A wall still stands

as a memory of you

so I can’t again let myself love someone…

so I can’t again let myself trust someone…

So I can’t again let myself f*ck someone…

So I can’t again let myself come undone…


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Pathetic and Tired

  November 29th, 2018 by sansfranzdeput

All of me is very pathetic: I am not overweight, but am by no means strong, nor do I possess any significant measure of success or unique strength in any certain area. I work, eat- though sometimes I wish that I didn’t-, sleep, and spend the rest of the time just being lonely and writing about people that I see. It’s embarrassingly lame.

I am tired too: I don’t have anyone to just rest with. I watch porn because I’m so fracking lonely; I cry because it’s pathetic; then I pretend it didn’t happen, almost never really confronting it as an issue. I lie about it, [...]
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A Hat in Time

  November 28th, 2018 by Itscolourlife

I step out..
Im trying to step out today..
In my heart
I feel the burden
I feel sick
Thats why I want to step out
Finding the reason why Im still alive

No one there
For me.. so..
I step back
I open the door
With hesitation I lock it

Its okay
Im telling myself
Its okay
Im trying to smile
Smile
Instead the tears drop

Im asking
Why Im still here
Dying is so hard to do
Living is so hard to do
I realize
Im just leftover
Wilting by myself
Deep in the sea
Out of this world
Craving to breath the happy life

I crawl [...]
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Weary

  November 28th, 2018 by Clayton Michaels

Two days without sleep, chasing distraction, finding no peace or satisfaction; terrified by anxiety and afraid to stop running or it will catch me.  Drowning in a sea of mistakes with lungs full of guilt and a heart that aches; if only I could swim back to shore…  but I can’t even breath, I can’t take anymore.


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Mono – 2 Candles, 1 Wish

  November 25th, 2018 by Taf Taf


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I haven’t shared a thing for awhile

  November 23rd, 2018 by shatterediris

I have my soul sealed in a tomb

The whole me concealed by gloom

A night stroll in a minefield I’ll assume

Is a whole lot more pleasant than now

I have no control and it’s apparent that I’ll disallow

Any attempt to offer me aid

That just tempts me to fade

Away faster

 

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me now: I was playing with a thing, and eventually it just went this way, and I’m uncertain how to feel about it…. So this is a decent way to hopefully maybe get some feedback, I’m not sure if it feels like it ends too abruptly or not, or if I should maybe try to unify it more, I [...]
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Count Me Out

  November 19th, 2018 by breaking_the_cycle

I’m never gonna get this right

So why do I keep up the fight?

Just run, just run

Before I give up

I’ll burn this world to the ground

So count me out

 

I’ll only ever let you down

Funny how everything you expect comes true

Did you ever think there was anything else I could do?

Give me back a way to find the light

Because I’m never gonna get this right

I can’t keep up the fight

So just run, please just run

Before I give up I’ll burn this world to the ground

So count me out

 

Take a minute to catch your breath

All that you thought you had is just a dream

Nothing is ever as it [...]
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-ay

  November 18th, 2018 by undoubtedly

not every person in your life is meant to stay.

when the newness fades and everything turns gray

and it seems as if everything is going astray,

sometimes you just have to let it go, let it fray.

sometimes you just have to part ways.

 

it may feel as if this departure is a delay

of your life- like you have wasted your days.

do not think of it that way.

do not think you are nothing, that is a downplay.

new, better people are coming, so make way.


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  November 16th, 2018 by Clayton Michaels

Lay me down into the ground,

put flowers by my picture.

Say a little prayer,

read a little scripture.

When all is said and done I gave all that I had worth giving.

Look back upon my life, I’m through living.


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flashback

  November 10th, 2018 by undoubtedly

you were not even 13 years old when you planned your suicide. you were not even 15 years old when you seriously attempted your suicide.

i am here to tell you, younger me, that i am glad you are still around.

think about your mama. what would she feel like in this very moment, in these past few weeks when she has felt so low, if you were gone?

you were practically still a baby when someone touched you, a bad touch, a touch you didn’t like or want, and it made you feel so tainted.

listen to me. that is not what boys do when they like you. that [...]
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The Pretty Things – Loneliest Person

  November 10th, 2018 by Taf Taf

 

Lyrics:

You might be the loneliest person in the world

You’ll never be as lonely as me

Yes, you might be the loneliest person in the world

You’ll never be as lonely as me

All the sky it seems dark

As I’m walking through a park

But the face it is too bright to see

Or the sun might rise high

On an orange kind of sky

But the day it seems too dark for me

Yes, you might be the loneliest person in the world

You’ll [...]
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a.n. b.n.

  November 9th, 2018 by undoubtedly

when you see this, you see guilt.

you see a number. a number on a box, a number on a wrapper, a number on a measuring tape, a number on the scale.

you see failure. you see weeks of starving going down the drain.

you see weakness.

you do not see this for what it is.

you do not see it as a necessity.

you don’t see this apple, this sandwich, this meal, as what it is.

this apple, this sandwich, this meal-

life support.


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poor

  November 9th, 2018 by undoubtedly

empty wallets and clouded minds

my daddy is gone, he is gonna get what’s coming to him, he is gonna get a taste of his own medicine

he is gonna get what he deserves

 


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