In a world where all is unstable, and nought can endure, but is swept
onwards at once in the hurrying whirlpool of change; where a man, if
he is to keep erect at all, must always be advancing and moving, like
an acrobat on a rope–in such a world, happiness in inconceivable.
How can it dwell where, as Plato says,  continual Becoming and never
Being is the sole form of existence? In the first place, a man never
is happy, but spends his whole life in striving after something which
he thinks will make him so; he seldom attains his goal, and when he
does, […]

i scream the pain out from my mouth as the sunlight fell for search of the darkness. My voice echoes off these bedroom walls, coming back to me. once more I release my scared cry, let it drag across my leg like a diamond on glass. I scarcely noticed this pain coming from my leg. Just one more wound among the many already on my body.
The blood oozed from the numerous cuts that strip my arms and legs. The razor bit deep and clean. No pain, but my whimpering broken the silence of the night.
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Why can we only click on some user names, but not others? How did someone see my email address? How can I see someone else’s contact info? I’m sorry for all the questions, but I’d appreciate any answers!

father died,sys marriage, no money for food…
all these prblems occure to 80% of people.
if u look at them and think on them deeply u never find a solution

idea is: eliminate negative thought,future darness,past foolishness as soon as they get into u r mind.

all problems are there to every one man, u r not alone

u born with 0 skills also its fine, but just do it wat u doing current time.

all remaining are crap cheq them

if u f’ed up tats good, atleast u r aware of that.

its all bullshit, so do some bullshit for u r self and leave the earth. dont think much […]

Living day to day is the only way I can go on because thinking about my future is the saddest thing I can imagine.

What if this were true?

“Forgiveness is the key to happiness.

Here is the answer to your search for peace. Here is the key to meaning in a world that seems to make no sense. Here is the way to safety in apparent dangers that appear to threaten you at every turn, and bring uncertainty to all your hopes of ever finding quietness and peace. Here are all questions answered; here the end of all uncertainty ensured at last.”

If this were true, there would be no more uncertainty about where to focus your efforts or how your time could best be spent.  If to forgive is divine, there […]

How do I get the courage to pull the trigger? I’m mourning the life that I should have had but never will now. I want to be reincarnated or have a life do over. I wish I had realized how lucky I was 🙁 I was actually very fortunate in life. I’ll never ever forgive myself. I can’t make myself get out of bed. How do it make myself commit suicide. It’s so scary. So scary. I wish I had realized that before I made some of the decisions I made.

This sounds very vain compared to a lot of the other stories that people are telling, but I took prednisone, which is a catabolic steroid and it caused stretch marks all over my body and wrinkles all over my face. I also got plastic surgery that I didn’t need and ruined my face and body at only 27 years old. Money isn’t everything and I wish that I had never had it because I followed my moms footsteps even though I said I never would. I’ve become the freak I used to make fun of. Instead of being made fun of myself, I am thinking […]

i know i always wright about the bad stuf but my friends and family want me to stop the self-harm so does anyone have any ideas on what to do.

i know i conderdict my self but i need to do this for the love of my friends and i know they don’t care whether imma cut again but i need to do it i mean i might not be alive in a few weeks because of self harming i have cut along my wrists 12+ times and i still havent died, so does anyone know any help for me?

Well, I’m still here. Chickened out on Halloween. Had to work late, and my boyfriend decided to stay with me at work. When I got home I was about to take a whole bunch of NyQuil and sleeping pills, then he messaged me on Facebook. We just talked about random shit, and I decided I couldn’t leave without an explanation. Or without anyone knowing what’s going on in my mind. So I’m stuck here.

I am a senior in high school and we are a few months into the year already.  I’m not sure what to do because I have been depressed since the end of freshman year and can’t move on with my life.

Let me start of by giving you background info about my life.  My family on both my mom and dad’s side are all alcoholics.  I mostly grew up around my mom’s side of the family though.  All of my uncles drank then and still drink now and my grandfather recently had to stop because he liver was failing, he fortunately has a few more years […]

My life isn’t getting any better. im 20 yrs old going on 21…
let me start from the begging.

My mother was 22 when she had me, my father had alot of anger issues they weren’t married. when she told him that she was pregnant… grabbed knife and tried to kill us both. he didn’t succeed my mother ran from him till we ended up where we have been the last 19 yrs. My life started in violence.
I was a happy child and didnt mind not haveing a father. But when i turned the age of 5… i was raped by man… My cousin […]

I could of been the greatest, I could of been the best, I shouldn’t have gave up on my dream when it was all I had. Its crazy how one day you could be perfectly fine but the next morning changes your life. I wish I could go back but going back ain’t a option in life. I will never forgive myself for quitting but I could teach others to not give up on their dreams and be the best they could be.

I am thankful for my misery when it is consistent, because I already do not feel I deserve what I have, and can only see my life getting worse.

I have two _selfish_ prayers that I wish to see fulfilled. That she, and all those who love me, forget about me, and that God send me to Hell, where I can hurt no one, ever again.

I killed her, you see. She was a young, vibrant woman working her way through school. My selfishness and my depression worked to slowly tear her down.

She stopped playing sports, to be with me, because I whined. She stopped hanging out with friends, because I wanted her to myself. She dropped out of school, because I got lonely when she left. […]

Symptoms of Bipolar Disorder

Manic Phase
•Little sleep, plenty of energy
•Exaggerated optimism, excessive self-confidence, euphoric mood
•Engaging in wreckless, inappropriate behavior
•Promiscuity, sexual aggression
•Distractible, unable to concentrate, too many ideas
•Abuse of alcohol or drugs
•Increased irritability
•Manic phase lasts at least one week

Depressive Phase
•Deep despair, suicidal thoughts or actions
•Anger or fear due to uncontrollable mood swings
•Feelings of guilt, low self-esteem
•Difficulty falling asleep, restless sleeping, over-sleeping
•Diminished sex drive
•Loss of interest in formerly-enjoyed activities
•Eating disorders, unexpected weight gain or loss
•Physical pains not associated with a known illness

I think I’m bipolar…

So, i have a question.. How do you stop yourself from throwing up if you are od’ing on pills? if you pass out can you still stop yourself or is it unavoidable? Please answer soontime. Thanks!

The right to end one’s life in a calm, peaceful, and rational manner should be a basic human right. Society and the government seem to believe that they own us, so they make it hard if not impossible to find information and tools about self-euthanasia, and they criminalize people who try to assist it.

You will even see people posting on this site, trying to tell you about their value systems and why you should not end your life. That’s just plain rude.

Obviously before you would choose to end your life, you’d want to contemplate why you’re doing it, what could go wrong, who it will […]