If anyone needs some cheering up or just a friend to talk to I’d love to hear what you have to say.
Talking things out with ya’ll makes me feel better, or even just listening.
I need you all more than you know.
If anyone needs some cheering up or just a friend to talk to I’d love to hear what you have to say.
Talking things out with ya’ll makes me feel better, or even just listening.
I need you all more than you know.
Ahaa… I miss him. :/ He made life seem livable.
Anyone just want to talk? I have email, skype, facebook or maybe even xbox?
Just ask. I’m not a judgemental person and I like to think that I can give some good advice to those in need.
I love talking to you people, Don’t give up.
<3
This morning, I woke up and felt something I never felt waking up…
I realized it was fear…
Fear of the future and fear of failure
So scared of what the future might bring
And failing once again
When will this end?
I’m back in the same position, once again.
I thought I was finally happy. I thought that HE made me happy. But it turns out he’s just the same. Using me for the same shit all the rest did.
I promised myself that I wouldn’t like him until I knew he felt the same but once again I fucked up and gave him almost everything he wanted. I’m so stupid. I fucking hate myself. I just want to leave and go away forever. I want to be someplace new where nobody even knows my goddamn name. Or maybe I could just leave for […]
Well, its been a long hard road but I’ve finally made it to the end. What have I got to show for it? A broke down car, no money, no family, no job, I have become like the silence…nothing. I dont believe theres anything left, so, to all the people that I let down, im sorry…goodbye  (I really just need someone to talk to, so I dont end the pain)
Theres a pain in my cide, its getting worse, I can hear my demons, it’s a curse, the time is finally here, I see, theres a shadow hanging over me, I look in his face, theres nothing there, still I ask him a question for his stare, “What would it take to end this life?†Im living but I am not alive. He turns his around and bows his head, im lost without him, need his thread, now im laying in the dirt, Deaths been calling since my birth  (This is Keith, I cant take this anymore, not sure what my next move is, im […]
I’ve been viewing this website for awhile, never posted anything. Just joined. Is anyone online right now and want to talk about anything? It could be good, bad, random, whatever. How are you today? Anything awesome going on in your life? Sorry for being random, I just feel kind of lonely right now.
-M
This is my first online post but definitely not the first time I’ve wrote about the topic. This all started 7 years ago. i was an angry, sad, depressed teenager and i had my reasons why i felt like I did. i sought out professional help and it was anything but helpful. The reasons why i was upset are in the past… i think. i hurt myself and got to a very scary point in my life to the point where i no longer felt in control of my actions. Now i have made some great accomplishments in my life through hard work and […]
“I have a dream that if a person desires to die that person should be aided to do so to help their passing be as easy as possible instead of letting them suffer alone to create a more painful exit. Death comes to us all. Why not help those that desperately need it.”
I believe there should be a program designed to test people’s desire to end their life. This program would involve doctors, but its rules would be governed by former depressed people & suicide survivors that cope with living. They will calculate a system to divide those that could be […]
  It don’t Make sense, I bust my Ass of just for him to have a Good Life, I cook I clean I get him clothes. I’ve been out for the past 5 days trying to get me shit straight (ID, Social security, Birth certificate Food Stamps) when it’s Hot. and yet u Still complain -__-  I just want to sit down for 10 damn minutes and Not worry about a single damn thing! u go and make YOURSELF dinner. And get mad that I didn’t eat. I Cook for. U ALL the time. it’s not fair that I have to be with a Selfish little […]
If i had the courage to just do it…i would….im dreaming about it, i space out and slowly wrap my hands around my neck and squeeze, my brother stops me half the time…i dont want help…i want a shoulder to cry on and courage to detach my soul from this Hell…
Before i begin, i would like to state that I’ve had depression long before i got together with my boyfriend. I dont know what to do . I feel like he isnt being honest ever about his ex. you know what hurts the most ? I can see it in his face that he seems to appreciate his horrible relationship with her than with me. this makes me feel beyond terrible. makes me want to hurt myself All i want to do is hurt myself in someway to make myself stop thinking or something. i still dont know why i always feel like doing it […]
Loneliness, Depression and Anxiety have been my friends or should i say my worst enemies for months now, they just refuse to go away now. I had this attack in the morning where i was just lying on the sofa for at least 2 hours and couldn’t move a limb.
It was like a paralytic attack where i had no control over my body. Felt like a spirit had got into me and controlling me, very freaky with these weird voices playing in my head and telling me what a big loser i am.
Has anybody gone through anything like this before ??
I have been through hell and back for the past five years. As a college student I also work part time in order to earn some cash/experience at a medical job. I always thought I was a self-assured person until my part time job started to make me feel like ending my life. I had never felt that way before and I didn’t know how to deal with what I was feeling. I felt trapped and I felt like if I ever left that job people would just think of me as a quitter. The part that bothered me the most is that I […]
i hate it when i can’t sleep because i can’t stop thinking of the things i try to avoid every waking hour of the day… i hide from it and then at night i get attacked by all my pain and sadness…
I’m taking a class right now that requires me to write a persuasive essay on something that I’m passionate about.  I’m not really passionate about anything but I think about suicide most of the time.  That not really being a topic I feel like writing an essay about, it got me thinking further and I decided that, legalizing Euthanasia for terminally ill patients, would be a pretty controversial argument to present.  I would like to present it as being beneficial for the individual as well as society.  I am asking for anyone’s input on how they feel about this subject whether they are for it […]
why am i on the earth still: my bf, my best friend, and all my SP friends i dont wanna leaveXD
do i wanna leave the earth: FUCK YEAH
but no way do i wana leave all yeah. so yeah thats why im still aliveXD
˙ʎןʇuÇɹÇɟɟıp sbuıɥʇ ÇÇs  *Turn the screen*
This happened so fast. I finally have the will to live. I think I finally have enough will power to get myself out of this … It’s time for me to see things differently. See life differently. See my future differently. I’m tired of feeling this way. Enough with the pain. Enough with the tears. As much as I want my pain to stop, I don’t want my life to end. Instead of ending it, I’m going to change it. I have been feeling really shitty the last few days and I thank everybody that tried/did cheer me up. lol […]
I can’t do it. I can’t.
I’m in so much pain, all the time… not physically. Emotionally and mentally.
I haven’t been on this site in a while… Not really, since (he)… left. God… I wish I’d gone with him. So much. Then I wouldn’t be forced to endure. I hate enduring. It feels like waiting, waiting for even more terrible shit to happen. But I have too many people I would hurt if I went, hurt like I was hurt when (he) left forever, to a place where I could never speak with him again.
I miss him… I really do. He was my lifeline. I […]
Do you ever just wish you could stop breathing? Just cease to exist? I just feel no joy for life….I don’t feel happiness… I don’t really feel anything at all. People look at me and think I’m doing better and I’m not. I’m basically lying to everyone and it kills me. I’m not better. I’m still cutting multiple times a day and most days all I can focus my mind on is death…. I haven’t felt this down in a while and I’m just not sure how to pick myself up.
I think I had a nervous breakdown Sunday night…. a couple things happened with my […]
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