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Tutu best hen evening accessory.

September 9th, 2010by fryderykaw80

A hen get together, also referred to as a hen do, hen night, stagette, or a bachelorette social gathering, is a celebration for a lady who is about to get married. The party is given for the bride-to-be as an expression of social and sexual freedom. The term hen get together comes from the henna plant, which is part of the wedding traditions of Africa, the Middle East, and elements of Asia where the henna plant is used to create henna ink for short-term tattoos (henna tattoos) that might be applied on the bride’s hand on the night before the marriage for protection.

For …

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Suicide is more natural than you think

September 9th, 2010by robots-in-disguise

Life was never meant to be consisted of struggle and suffering. It is an experience of ‘life’ as a human being. If a human being was completely free as he was meant to be, he would never consider suicide, nothing would be so bad in his experience to warrant thinking that way. 

 ‘Man’ has created his own existence, which is very far removed from what was intended. Due to this ‘man-made’ existence that we are all living, the majority of the population suffer in some form. Some would rather die than live it. This is not a travesty. What is a travesty is that our real …

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September 8th, 2010by no sun

well im 13 and have thoughtt about suicide im emotionally messed up and just need a  frend ii am a goood person..,ii tried suicide two years ago and it didnt work cuzz ii chickened when my brother walked in the room its terrible bcuz iiknow wen someone picks on me then iiknow iim not the only one who needs help iiwanna reach out to every one and say it aint worth itt but ii cant even take mie own advice

                                                                                                         <- – NO SUNN- – >

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Turned a corner

September 8th, 2010by shattered

I’m through now trying to find a reason to live. I found a few, explored them and had more doors shut on me. I know it’s not manly, but I was pretty damn scared of killing myself – oh sure the planning was easy, but when it came to the time, I felt I just wasn’t ready and it scared me. This past week I have been feeling braver about it. I have a plan that I’m comfortable with, and to tell you the truth, I’m a little excited about it, and I feel peaceful. I’m not gonna fuck about when the time comes, I’m …

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The other side of the world

September 8th, 2010by ditzyrascal

Over the sea and far away
She’s waiting like an Iceberg
Waiting to change,
But she’s cold inside
She wants to be like
the water,

All the muscles tighten in her face
Buries her soul in one embrace
They’re one and the same
Just like water

Then the fire fades away
But most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it’s too hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You’re close enough to see that
You’re…. the other side of the world
to me

On comes the panic light
Holding on with fingers
and feelings alike
But the time has come
To move along

Can you help me?
Can you let me go
And can you still love me
When you can’t see me anymore

Then …

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September 8th, 2010by listen

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Welcome to capitalism!

September 8th, 2010by huge

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To everyone who feels stuck in this capitalist society.

September 8th, 2010by justanotherdave

I’ve visted this site almost every day for the past few months,  I’ve posted maybe once or twice, I just prefer to read and keep quiet I guess, anyway. I couldn’t help but notice the recent posts on capitalism and how it is robbing people of life, often without them even realising it. I’ve thought this all my adult life, and to see things for what they really are, and then not be able to do anything about it is killing me, I’m cetain this is a big reason why so many people in the western world are depressed or suicidal.. Greed and selfishness are encouraged, …

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Tom

September 8th, 2010by kelly

You wont allow my comment onto your post so I will say what I have to say here;

Tom: you are an egotistical prick. I read over your older posts and everything you say is what I hate about people, and you are everything I hate in men.

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My recent (capitalist) post

September 8th, 2010by eatme

I removed it. Although I and seemingly many others agree on the subject, I was rude about americans. I also now see that I am angry towards individuals who accept the system and I shouldn’t do that. Yes, we are suicidal here, but that doesn’t (and shouldn’t have) to mean that we are all going to get along any better than in the ‘normal’ world. I am ashamed at my rambling if it’s any consolation. 

I still think this site is a very good thing, we may not all see eye to eye but at least there is honesty here and free space to air our …

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would it be the time

September 8th, 2010by Anae

I was ten years old when I first time was about to jump down from our balcony. I could just imagine myself lying there and see my bones overall myself. Unfortunately the building we lived was only three floors high so I knew it wouldn’t do the job. Now I’m 17 and nothing’s changed. I still can’t find anything worth for all I’ve got to stand and I am so ready to die.
It’s the only thing I really want.

I have once been 30 seconds away from succeeding by using my medical pills and alcohol, but mum came home when I was trying to walk. If …

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Change

September 8th, 2010by niki

“Each day as people make new choices we create the possible futures, so nothing right now is fixed.”

“‘Nothing we can do can change the past, but everything we do changes the future.” – Ashleigh Brilliant

Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.” – Maria Robinson

Those who have changed the universe have never done it by changing officials, but always by inspiring the people”
– Napoleon Boneparte

“It is always the minorities that hold the key of progess; it is always through those who are unafraid to be different that advance comes to human society.” …

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I just need someone to understand.

September 8th, 2010by PhobiaOFyou

For 2 years I’ve been depressed, on and off medication, an alcoholic and a drug user, and yet I’m still alive, through stupidity or the sheer will to just live, I don’t know.

I’m tired of all this bullshit, no one will listen, no one will understand, not even the ones closest to us. I don’t want any more antidepressants, I don’t want to hurt anymore, I’m only 18 and have nothing going for me, I suck at school because I’m unmotivated and sleep deprived and I hate my job. The only thing good about me is that I’m pretty. Being good looking gets you know …

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Why is it…

September 7th, 2010by asdfgh

that when I say to my husband that I’m depressed, I feel numb, that the only thing I need is to be left alone in peace and to rest a little, it is EXACTLY when he becomes more and more nitpicking, trying to force chores on me and raising his voice while it makes me feel more and more numb? I barely can feel the points of my fingers now. I feel so inutile, so irresponsible, so overwhelmed… I’m pregnant and I’m not even sure if I should be putting another kid in this world. Sometimes I wish I wasn’t such a coward… If I …

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The Game has Ended

September 7th, 2010by Leah

I don’t know. I’m 48 and have two daughters. Been married for 26 years. Everything I do turns to crap. I keep trying and trying and I get walked all over and lied to. Life is just a pretense. I haven’t felt real happiness or excitment in years. I don’t know what to do about my 17 year old daughters drug addiction. We’ve tried counseling and it’ just terrible when you ask for help and it turns out to be a joke and adds bills to the situation. Those commercials on tv should be banned. No …

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It seems that the happiest people in this world is those who LOVE money,..isn’t it?

September 7th, 2010by niki

I just got back from dinner with my family.
And I’ve witnessed & observed an ‘event’, that might seem just ordinary perhaps to many people there, and even to my family members,..but certainly NOT to me:

We just got back from quite a ‘cozy’ new restaurant/semi-lounge that my brother’s friend just opened up.
And there I saw many people, mostly young, around my age or so (I’m 28 btw),..and lo & behold, they’re all seem so happy, socializing with their friends, tucked in their office uniforms, with beers at hand, and I’ve catched the conversations mostly are revolving around jobs, making money, how to make more money, business …

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How do I stop?

September 7th, 2010by zombieguy

Being crazy I mean. I am seriously crazy. I don’t blame anyone else but I think the easiest way to understand me is to tell you why I am crazy. I have early childhood memories of my mother selling herself to strangers. We lived in a house with no carpet, nails sticking up out of the floor. I saw her boyfriends beat her, I heard much worse things. I was very young maybe not even two years old… I can remember vividly though. At some point, I can’t remember what happened, my mom dissapeared. I remember being alone in the house with my sisters wondering …

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Fall

September 7th, 2010by ditzyrascal

Are you blind
Blind to me trying to be kind
Volunteering for your firing line
Waiting for one precious sign
The flicker of a smile
You should try it just once in a while
Maybe it’s not quite your style
It’s simply too easy to do
And you might not see it through

Are you proud
To have founded a brand new behaviour
With hatred and hurt as your saviour
But nobody’s choosing to follow
So you choke back the tears and you swallow
Men who have ruined your life
You consume them with minimum strife
But now you have got indigestion
The antacid comes as a question

Are you alive

Is there a young woman hiding inside
Does she know that we’re trying to …

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…more time passes

September 7th, 2010by Anon13

[Why do people reappear in your life, making you think they care about you, but they only end up reminding you why you’re alone?]

Well, decided I’ll hang myself [if it comes to that] instead of doing the helium bag thing. Used to be scared of hanging myself, thought about pain and how long it would take to die. I’m not afraid of that anymore.

Not sure where to find that perfect balance between being optimistic & not setting expectations too high. So instead I decided not to be optimistic at all. There’s no such thing as fair, or earned, or merit. Just a lie they tell …

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How?

September 6th, 2010by gothicgirl

I’m thinking cyanide. I could put it in something, and I’m not afraid to eat. Quite the contrary.
Does anyone know where I could get some? Will it be expensive?
Not that it matters…

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