ok so im still hear on this stupid fucking earth. my mom and i are planing a month to get away from home. i cant say where were gonna go but its warm, with beautifull mountins and forists.

im ok right now. ive been drawing atleast 6 drawings a day.writing 4 poems. 2 stories and about….7 different songs. doing all this is making me very happy and calm.

my mom and me are laughing again. she still has no idea i almost killed myyself  the other day.

My friend Matt saved my life again. and my new friend Alvaro is helping me as well. matt ran to my […]

My name is Holly. I am 26 years old and at 16 lost my father to suicide. I found him hanging in my room and that image will be one that will stay with me forever.

I created a group on face book about a year and a half ago called ‘Families Dealing with Suicide’. To date I have around 530 members. I am on this group everyday an do my very best to reply to everyone that comments or posts to the wall.

I know what it is like to lose someone to suicide, the feelings associated with that type of loss, the confusion and I […]

So you really want a f’in meaningful Change?
Not to be another walking zombie, just merely ‘existing’ & ‘surviving’ in this pathetic, rotten world right?
trust me, I can feel and relate totally with you..

Well,..here’s a BIG idea that might make you think & ponder a bit tonight (An idea is always better than nothing right?) :

what if I tell that it’s not our world that sucks
(eg: our Planet Earth, nature, animals, beauty of Nature, etc),..heck, it’s not even ALL humanity that sucks (eg: ALL humans & people you’ve met & encountered. ALL of ’em).

No.

It’s the System, the FEW Powers-that-be that CONTROLS the System,

i like how i google mens help line then call a few # and there all out of service. thets hillarious

Emotions. I wish they would just kill me, finally. So I won’t have to continue to live with them.

well, I almost had to go to the doctor today after telling the doc how I’ve been feeling.
She wanted me to stay in the hospital, but yet again,
we dont have the money.
I know I need help, professional help, and I’m not gonna find that from my mom.
Yeah she went through depression, but she still deals with it now.
I want to see a therapist, but we don’t have any money.
Because theres a lot of things I can’t tell my mom or anyone else.
And I would feel more comfortable telling a stranger.
The doctor told my mom that someone has […]

I know i’ve posted here before and i know this is a neutral, mostly unbiased, site in regards to suicide and everything but there’s NOTHING worth killing yourself about, NOTHING.

here check out these links for starters

 Life is in your hands people. The planet needs your individual uniqueness.  Just your being here is already adding to the planet’s cultural, ethnic and genetic diversity- that’s how important you are.

 Don’t throw it all away over some silly breakup or whatever.

Im gonna commit suicide tonight. I did not came here for attention, or anything else. I just wanted to ask if i would die if i tie a bag around my head with tape? And if not how can i do it painless. Or at least a little painless. Thx already.

im going to die in a few hours. I dont really want to start a panic on facebook but i did want to say a few words before im gone. If anyone i know ever reads this then im sorry u got hurt. The way i feel right now is too much to take. Im passed the point were i can cope as a normal human being. I can not even look after myself anymore. I no longer have a penny to my name. I will be homeless in a day or two. Infact i was expecting to end up killing myself in allyway. My […]

fuck sake, I already feel better xD
anyway, anyone from scotland here? around about 14-17?

and no suicide project makers, this is not a partner search.

I never really want my posts to be read, never really care if they aren’t. but I want this one to be read, desperatly. I want to know. the title says it all.

Age 1-5. don’t remember anything. nothing. maybe it’s just because I was too young, but everyone else remembers shit from that age. maybe the following will explain.

My dads a phsychopath, full bred. Married my mom and then came her two years of…well what I am now. She was beaten, raped, jailed inside her own home. won’t go into too much detail. Sometimes I think I’m the result of one of those horric nights. […]

hi I’m a 22 yr old female looking for others around my area who are going through depression and suicidal ideation. Just seeing who’s out there that I can relate to. My email is diz.be.mee@gmail.com

I thought I was going somewhere with my life. I was depressed and had ADD all the way from 3rd grade until when I graduated high school. I got a job, I started taking classes at a community college for radiology. I’ve decided, I don’t think I can work in health care. I like studying science and biology, but to be a health care professional you have to be empathetic and mentally stable (and in radiology, you have to lift patients, which means you have to be somewhat strong.) I am NONE of those things. I don’t know what I’m going to do if I […]

My mom scheduled me an appointment after telling her that my suicidal thoughts have turned into me full on planning to kill myself. I wish I didn’t tell her, but it just came out. Maybe part of me doesn’t want to die. Maybe in reality I just want to be saved.  I’ve been on the same medicine for about 2 and half years now, but now it seems like I need something different, something stronger. I really do deep down hope that I can get better, but really this is it. This is going to be my last attempt to get better. Because I am […]

If I were to do this – I would go about it this way.

Trains – Trains wiegh thousands of pounds. It would not have to hurt either. You may not even have to feel fear,  if you just go lay on the track and fall asleep  close to the time the next train will come. The driver would not be at fault either – it would take him at least a mile before he could stop the train and that might be too late.

I am thinking of using a train.

Why?

These reasons may seem silly but I hate this constant pain. Like most suicide people the amount […]

Does anyone know how to get it done fast, and easy at home…without a bullet to the brain?(If only I had a gun)

I know CLR will suffocate me. 

Fuck, I’ll miss music, art will not have me.

Can you still jump from there?

Did they raise the barriers or installed nets?

Does anyone know? I’m planning to go there this weekend, enjoy my time in San Francisco, spend all the money that I have left, and then jump from the bridge…

i just tired to tell my firnd i was bipolar. so i said hey im bipolar and her response hey im too! that hit me hard right in the chest and dropped be off a cliff into the waters below. of course no one is going to believe me, me of all people the happy upbeat firend who jokes and gives, but never recieves. so after being deepley hurt and tried to tell her i could have about 15 pchycologists sign a paper stating i was bipolar she said “i have crazy mood swings too” umm excuse me!? i just told you about everything and […]

One of my friends was sexually abused by their uncle so she left school early to go talk to her lawyer cuz she’s going to court tomorrow she’s pretty nervous but i didn’t know what to say after that and that’s a first because i always have advice  but when she told me that my mind stopped…I cut myself last night so…yea…im thinkin of hanging myself…or just slice and dice im not sure yet…I got in trouble in math i was in a really crappy mood so i didn’t do my work i just drew captain underpants in my book.My teacher said he really wanted […]