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Brother in arms

—dire Straits

These mist covered mountains.
Are a home now for me?
But my home is the lowlands,
And day you’ll return to your valleys and your farms
And you’ll no longer burn
To be brothers in arms

Through these fields of destruction
Baptism of fire
I’ve watched all your suffering
As the battles raged higher
And though they did hurt me so bad
In the fear and alarm
You did not desert me
My brothers in arms

There’s so many different worlds
So many different suns
And we have just one world
But we live in different ones

Now the sun’s gone to hell
And the […]

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Ok, my original plan was to utilise an exit bag, along with the consumption of a sizeable quantity of Olanzapine mixed with alcohol. Further research has uncovered a slightly more effective method. I now plan to use an exit bag, combined with a helium cannister to ensure I lose consciousness quickly. I’ve got all the equipment I need, including a cable to deliver the gas into the bag, but I have just one question. It is suggested that a new valve assembly be added to the cannister. I’m not really sure why, I was thinking of just using the valve supplied with the cannister to […]

I wrote a story 5-6 months back and I’ve been working on it. I doubt it’s anything worth reading but I can’t shake the feeling of making it better. You see, I lack confidence in the things I do. Although I am not suicidal, but have thought it, this topic is entirely irrelevant to what usually shows up on this site.

If you want the file, I can send it. I focus too much on characterization and not enough on general detail. Forgive me if it sucks. I do take in constructive criticism.

E-mail: albert.j.robinson@live.com

I found this site after googling what the best way to kill myself would be…. I was looking for a way that is ensured to be successful, without a great deal of pain. Death is a scary thought, but I’m beginning to feel like it’s my only option.

I’ve read some posts and comments on this site, and it seems that so many people are saying to “turn your life over to Christ” or some other Christian message. Well.. I’m not a Christian, so that option’s out.

I’ve thought about turning my life around, you know a whole “180,” starting over somewhere new… but I’ve no idea […]

The darkness is my sanctuary,

I long for the mortuary,

The pleasure of breathing now pains,

Agony makes life from me slowly drain.

I’m nothing to lose,

No longer am I willing to be confused,

The anguish erodes my sanity,

I’ m a disgrace to humanity.

They break me, tear me, and lynch me,

Their insults erase me,

I fear their every comment,

It leads me into hell’s descent.

My angered screams are mute to mankind,

But inside my worthless soul, the silence confined,

The twinge of their disenchantment deafens my essence,

As I long for their agonized grievance.

Why is it I can never do things right,

My hands and tongue inherited from Satan’s demise,

My body is like the fire of […]

I found myself researching the best ways to kill yourself tonight and stumbled across this site and I’ve read some incredible stories and I’ve decided to share my own. Well I’m currently a 22 year old (23 in 2 days) college student that’s basically sick and tired of dealing with everything life has dealt me. I’m supposed to be graduating in a month and a half and I’m currently deciding if I should carry this out before graduating or after graduating. Early last year I tried to overdose twice in a 3 week period but unfortunately I was found and both times […]

My dady past im only 15 he was on tubes something no one should see let alone a 15 year old 🙁 im a daddys little girl he was going to come back up, and i was going to go fishing and get it a dog and ppaint my room purple , he was going to suprise me and myy sister up here for christmas he lived in south carolina, i never got to hear his voice i  my self gave him a hug but i wanted him to hug back my sister and i planed his frunral and  chosse to  take the resporater out […]

I am 16 years old and i hate my life, my girlfriend left me some weeks ago, I tried everything to make the relationship continue, but she said i had changed. I am doing it badly at school, i live with my gandparens after that my parents broke up when i was 8. I have a plan to take my life at  29/11/2011 by taking alot of sleeping pills and liquer. I dont want to live anymore. some of my friend have taken there life by hanging themself. Please comment on this if someone can help me to feel better or something!

I’ve thought about it for more than a year now. Watching everyone die around me feels like more than I can bare. I’m not living yet I’m not dead either. Why am a still breathin? Whats left when you have lost everything? The people you have loved deeply and your heart feels so broken and cold. Then I look at those kids. I see the pain that it would cause them. They can’t bare to lose anyone else even more then I can can. I could never be that selfish. Thought each day I perfect it even more. And […]

Hi, my name is Dominic, I’m 22 years old, and I’ve decided to die. I won’t bore you with details, other than to say I am not sad about this decision. It’s given me a better sense of well-being than years of therapy and anti-depressants! I’m just going to outline my method, and I’d greatly appreciate any feedback you could give as to it’s viability (no telling me to turn to Christ please, I tried that, didn’t work).

Ok, so here’s my plan. I’m going to make an exit bag, then crush up approximately 400mg of Olanzapine, and swill it all down with a refreshing glass […]

this may sounds weird. but i really appreciate strong powerful quotes. and i really get something out of them/reading them. however, i can never remember ones i hear, and i was wondering if anyone knew any? short long? happy sad? just some deep/nice/powerful shiiiit 🙂 thanks a bundle.

I went to an ultrasound with my sister. When I saw the baby I just felt.. reasons to keep living. It’s her fourth baby, finally a girl. My nephews follow me around and what kind of example am I setting for them by being negative and self harming. She is a reason to make it til March. The boys are 3 reasons to keep living and to change the way I see myself, other people and the world.

I know it’s hard to just change but it needs to happen for me and for them. I’ve started by throwing out all my self harm stuff. Yes I […]

I’m writing on my phone curled up in a rocking chair and smoking. I don’t know why that matters but it does. My depression and anxiety comes in waves and currently the tide has gone out though not an hour ago I was standing in the kitchen staring at the knives and trying to remind myself why I don’t cut anymore. This is confused sounding but I’m confused so fair enough. I can tell my sad stories I suppose. Bad relationship full of abuse messed me up. I’m now dating an alcoholic who ignores me and I’m afraid to leave him because I can’t stomach […]

I trust America; I believe Obama will return the money to China soon.

An e-mail from the boss of the ghosts
By luck, this e-mail wasn’t deleted.
Md:
Thank you for understanding. I enjoy talking with you because it helps me better understand the differences between our cultures. I do not know a lot about Chinese culture, and chatting with you helps me better understand it. the more I understand different cultures, the better teacher I become.
Thank you for your compliments. I love teaching because I like helping my students learn and grow. That’s really important to me. I feel very good inside when I can help someone reach their dreams. I have studied a lot and […]

The ghosts had a meeting before Halloween. They were sitting around the table and planning what they could do for Halloween.

The boss of the ghosts thought they should have a meaningful Halloween, he said: “now the economy was so bad; a lot of people were unemployment, maybe we can do something to help the people go through the hard time.

The ghosts all said that was a good idea. Then the ghosts were divided into four groups.

The 1st group ghosts said: “that we are good at following people, we will stay around the people’s house, and then we will be able to follow the people to […]

When I told them the truth, they said it was lies;
When I told them the stories, they said it was the truth.

假是真时，真亦假。
无为有处，有还无。
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I am going through an upsetting time right now. It is enough for me to have almost ended it all a few times already. What keeps me from doing it is my family. I can’t bear to let them go through the anguish of losing me. I feel so trapped. Words are just words, they soothe the pain slightly, but not enough.

I have lost several days of sleep over this as it goes and torments me in my head and heart. The one I loved the most, my partner and my rock, is leaving me. And to make it worst, I am the one who […]