There was a time in my life when the pain was completely unbearable. I could not live with what had happened to me; the shame, the memories that would not leave me alone. They kept repeating over and over, popping up in my thoughts no matter how much I tried to forget and think of other things.

People can be cruel. I couldn’t take a life of repeated cruelty where all I could look forward to was loneliness and hurt. The pain was so intense it felt physical. I felt it in my stomach, my arms, my head, my chest. My home situation was […]

im 18. senior in high school. you think it would be the happiest time for me. but its not. i try so hard to be happy. but inside im crying all the time. i was molested when i was in grade school, my cousin is now in jail, but if he stays there is the question. my grades are poor and no university wants me. im in an art school, but have no talent, i know it, and so does everyone else. why should i even try. i thought about just ending my life since the begining of high school, but i would always chicken […]

All are deaf , no one can see this pain , cant be ,no one wants the pain to spread to their life their perfect life. Nice big concrete jungle were big and brave souls vanish into hellish demented falsifyed existences , there they only matter as far as their budget goes.there they’re ignorance is allowed ,listen to these “i will give you false hopes to be these children your thirst will change from water to blood” you should know that hell is repitition your fear forever will follow you. ” where do people go when they die they dont go to heaven where the […]

I’ve watched everything I do fail.  Every attempt I’ve made to make this pointless, bullshit, unfair thing I have called a life liveable has backfired, leaving me in worse shape than I was before I started.

As it currently stands, I freak out 10 times a day, and I spend hours every day lamenting and bemoaning my position.

Blaming me for this is like throwing gas on the house, throwing a match on it, then saying that the house was faulty.

This happens *every* time; not just once or twice, but *every* time.  I’ll admit that I’m less-than-perfect, and I’ve made mistakes, but I can’t, for the life […]

does anyone know if a double bag secured tightly around my head with rope and belt would be enough to end my life?

would anyone know if a double bag tied tightly around my head would be enough to end my life? cause thats the current plan.

would anyone know if a double bag tied tightly around my head would be enough to end my life? cause thats the current plan.

would anyone know if a double bag tied tightly around my head would be enough to end my life? cause thats the current plan.

If there is 100 people in the room and if suddenly a dragon came,it will choose only me to kill.Only i will be unlucky among all.This happens every times.I build my house with hopes,and it get broken every time.Why i am so unlucky?? Why i have to face all bad things every time.What is my fault.I am a general person with some general dream and wish in my life.Then why you choose me to destroy.I just want to ask this question to the god,when i will be there.I have no support from my family & friends.When everyone needs me,they come with there sweet words and […]

77—77  i had a great time tlkin to u and i hope u dont kill yourself. Not only would it hurt everyone in your life (i know this because i only met u 2 hrs ago and we nvr actually met and…),… it would hurt me–which means ur a likeable and overall awsome person!

I’ve tried to kill myself only once but am constantly fantisizing about doing it again. When I was 19 on halloween i took acid. It wasn’t my first time or my first “bad” trip, but it was the worst and last. Do drug induced suicide attempts even count? this one must because i am constantly thinking about it still.  I could relay this crazy tale of how I got naked and tried to hang myself and then tried to bash my head into the cement floor repeatly in front of all my friends but I dont even want to think about it (though I’ve never been able to stop thinking […]

Hello, recently, I’ve turned 14… I’m in highschool.

Anyways, since the beginning of grade 7, I’ve been having suicidal thoughts. Parent’s didn’t notice, twin sister didn’t notice, my friends didn’t notice, and my teachers didnt either. Everyone just thought I was quiet, until grade 8.

Dad was always pissed off about his inability to find a job, and when my sister told him to shut up one day when he was ranting at me about the pieces of shit that are employers, he started threatening us, destroying my video games and making me and my sister cry.

My dad had left us about a week later, saying something […]

I don’t give a rat’s ass what my family thinks (with the exception of a couple of nephews and a niece) because they decided a long time ago that I was beneath them, and they won’t accept or acknowledge that they’ve wronged me in any way, shape, or form, so if my suicide causes them to feel an achy pain that they can’t lift every bloody day, then we’re even.

I have a lot of friends, many of whom care about me quite a bit.  I feel bad about how much it will hurt them after I kill myself.  They’re the reason why I haven’t done […]

Someone please help… I am stuck and in distress and running out of options.  This is me, and I am breaking down. Since I last wrote, I decided to kill myself.

Spent days thinking about it, that it was the right thing to do.  Decided on a method that I could actually realistically do.  There are many places I could jump from, but none were as reliable and surefire as the place I had in mind, because it’s a ridiculously fatal cliff and a place of outstanding beauty.  On the morning of the attempt, I text a friend who I had met in […]

        I started to think about committing suicide during my sophomore year of high school. At times I am glad I did not commit suicide and there are times I wished I had committed suicide.

        The plan to commit suicide ran through my head every night. I would lay on my bed and think it through. My plan was to become drunk then point my father’s gun to my head and pull the trigger. Since we lived on a lake I often thought about my body falling into the lake after shooting myself. I never attempted suicide, but I thought about it. I still think about commiting suicide.

        Not lately, […]

I’m 16 and feel like I’m falling more and more downhill each day. I’m a three-sport athlete and have starting positions in all of them. I started getting this hopeless feeling towards the end of 8th grade, but they haven’t gotten that bad until the beginning of this year. I’ve been a straight A student all my life and now I’m almost failing every class. A lot of people that I thought I loved turned out to be against me. I never knew that these kinds of people could be so two faced. I had a girlfriend for almost a year and the night after […]

You’ll all probably think that this is a shit of a reason to be considering suiside, but it’s caused me a lot of greif and shit like that from going through this. I cried all the time, not knowing why, I was on the verge on a mental break-down, I had depression, and through all this I felt I couldn’t tell any one, that I shouldn’t. Like there was something physicly stoping me, that I wasn’t ment to. So it started ages ago when I found out that one of my so-called friends hated me, for no reason. It started and I didn’t really care […]

okay, so i did some stupid stuff. i went out, got drunk, and ended up having sex with two,maybe three guys, within two days. i hate myself for it. i feel slutty,easy,dirty,gross,low, and i want this empty feeling to go away.im trying to forget him;; but im only hurting more and more. i miss him so damn much. he was and still is my BEST friend. i tell him everything. we talk, a lot. still. he still asks me to kiss him and stuff. but i cant not want to be with him anymore. i have dated since him, but no one made me happy. […]

I don’t want to live nomore. No matter what I do thinks always seem to go wrong. I can’t function right. I think of ways to kill myself every single minute. Think how much better life would be with out me in it. My family hates me , no friends at all, and a guy who refuses to love me. I do have 3 beautiful kids which must be the only good thing I have. I try to focus on them and keep them ahead this the only reason why I am breathing today. I try seeking help but no matter what it turns out […]