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I have been hanging on by a thread for years – and now I’m tired.

by CallMeIshmael 3/27/2016

written by CallMeIshmael

I don’t have the energy right now to explain the full history. The short version is that since I took Chantix in September of 2008 I havr had massive depression, anxiety, and suicidal ideation.

I’ve now lost everything. My 2nd marriage crumbled 3 years ago, and I don’t think I will ever get over it. I’m currently 36. My oldest daughter is in college, my younger son is 15 and, although I have custody of him from my 1st marriage, I didn’t fight him a year ago when he announced that he wanted to go live with his mom. I wasn’t doing him any good – […]

3/27/2016 1 comment

For the young people on this site

by BlueEyes 3/7/2016

written by BlueEyes

I read a lot of posts by people who seem to be in their early years (teens, 20’s) and it makes me feel sad that so many young people feel so hopeless. I understand though – I reached that point too when I was in college, and if not for a quick-thinking friend who grabbed my shirt I would have “fallen” out a 19th story dorm window. That was in 1983.

But once I was past college and on my own two feet I’ve lead an OK life, so I’m glad I didn’t kill myself back then. I got to experience life on my own terms. Sometimes I […]

3/7/2016 7 comments

Human life . . . . . . . 30 Surprising Facts About How We Actually Spend Our Time

by StayOrGo 1/27/2016

written by StayOrGo

Distractify DOT com –

As of 2014, the life expectancy in America is 78.6 years. Divide that up, and this is how the average person spends their lifetime.

1 . You spend 25 years sleeping.

2 . You work for 10.3 years.

The average American works 40 hours a week from ages 20-65.

3 . You spend 48 days having sex.

A recent survey found that during the average sex session, foreplay lasts 7 minutes and intercourse 12 minutes.

4 . Women spend 17 years of their lives trying to lose weight.

This means being on one form of diet or another.

5 . You watch TV for 9.1 years.

Watching TV accounts for half […]

1/27/2016 11 comments

2016…woow

by fakingit 1/4/2016

written by fakingit

Hey guys I haven’t been on here since like 2014 but not really active since 2012
Anyways update
Things are okay
Im 18
I graduate this year
Start college in the fall
My family is okay ish i wish it was better but oh well
Congrats to everyone who’s made it another year
May we still push forward
<3
Anyone need someone feel free to text me
(208)446-2439 I will reply generally quickly

^^texting app not real # to anyone who wants to blast me

1/4/2016 3 comments

This was the happiest day

by nicole123 11/22/2015

written by nicole123

That day was one of the best days I’ve had . That’s my step sister on the right . This pictures was taken in 2014. We went out on my granny’s boat in June and it was so sunny and warm and we watch the sunset and ate on the beach. I was so content and full that day . I spent time with my family and it was fun. Most days aren’t like that . That day was great . I had no worries in […]

11/22/2015 15 comments

Daily thoughts of suicide

by igotnothing52 10/18/2015

written by igotnothing52

Several times throughout my daily routine I have thoughts of wanting to die. Life is nothing to me anymore.
Let me begin with a little bio. I’m a 57 yr. old male. I have several health issues, I have anger issues. Directed to any one certain person? Well maybe god, if there is such a thing.
I was brought up believing in god, going to church, living the godly lifestyle, accepting that the so called god is in control of everything and everybody. So who else do I blame for my crappy life, yes I’m using “nice” words. I curse god daily, telling him what […]

10/18/2015 15 comments

This will be long..

by radi0active-f_ckup 9/22/2015

written by radi0active-f_ckup

Around November, 2011, I met him. I was almost 12 (I’m 15 now), & he was 22.. I fucking fell for him so hard. I never even knew what it was like to be in love with someone, but goddamn I fucking knew that he was the one I wanted to be with. At first, we were okay with each other.. We met because he was my mom’s tattoo artist, & they happened to be really good friends. My mom had recently found out about me self-harming, so she introduced me to him, & told me that if I ever needed someone, I could go […]

9/22/2015 8 comments

I need help please !

by Hussain1996 8/30/2015

written by Hussain1996

I have a heart disease since 2012 my life changed since I went to doctor. I love foot ball but he told me that I mustn’t touch a ball anymore or do any sports that exhaust me because I will die so after that I watched my friends do every thing they want except me. I accept that but in 2014 days passes and I cant sleep it was painful my heart very hurting me until now. I completed my high school this year. but my friends hate me they don’t say but they don’t want me to go out with them and when I […]

8/30/2015 3 comments

free <3

by inf1n1 5/8/2015

written by inf1n1

http://anaditeaching.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/05/the-absolute-the-mystery-of-non-being.pdf

5/8/2015 0 comment

smitheroo-

by leapfrog 3/28/2015

written by leapfrog

I’ve never really done this before but, here I go-?

I once had a friend. I called him Smith at times. We’ve been close since we were little. Me and him were inseparable. In late 2010 he found out he had cancer. No one told me until 2013. I pretended to know in front of other friends. He died July 27th 2014. I can’t live with myself. it’s been half a year and I can’t move on. Why? I don’t know. I ask myself this constantly hoping for an answer. Why didn’t I treat him better. Maybe I did? Elias tells me I did. But I […]

3/28/2015 0 comment

any one of you can have my gun…

by xxxgunns 2/11/2015

written by xxxgunns

If it is to keep your life. No warning, i’m pulling a major trigger tonight. Last year 2014 (i know its hard to remember that passed) on september 11th as survivor of war left her suicide note here. Her note ended in the most hurtful self loathing lie that anyone could tell themself. This person’s handle here was trippylikenirvana. The tale she tells so clearly of her most early traumas are left to haunt us not by the images they bring forth in our minds, but by the utter cloud of confusion that formed around her after. This woman experienced a trauma early in life […]

2/11/2015 1 comment

November 19th, 2014.

by lostsoulblanklife 1/24/2015

written by lostsoulblanklife

November 19th, 2014 was my first suicide attempt. I’ve been suicidal ever since 1st grade. I’ve been suffering for 10 motherfucking years.

November 19th, was the day. Right before school, I ran up to my parents’ bathroom. I was about to brush my teeth, when it hit me. I looked to my left. There it was. The cabinet door was open. Full of pills. In the moment, I wasn’t thinking. They were right there. Uselessly sitting there. I slowly crept over to the cabinet. Looked at which bottle had more pills. Of course I wasn’t thinking of the details, what they were, what they could do […]

1/24/2015 1 comment

Sampson

by FeelingFunny 12/31/2014

written by FeelingFunny

Abba Zabba, your my only friend……get lifted! Hopefully 2015 is better than 2014 for everyone of you. Shouldn’t be hard right? Because, like………fuck 2014. Lol.

12/31/2014 0 comment

I am finally here…

by alina_01 12/31/2014

written by alina_01

A whole damn year has passed and to be honest I’m glad that it is finally about to be over! My 2013 leaked into my 2014 and to be completely honest 2014 was so very unkind to me truly it just screwed me over and over. Today is the day I say good bye to 2014 and leave all the horrible things that happened in the past. I want none of 2014 to even taint my 2015, because this truly will be a new start for me. I will be starting a year without the negative people and the negativity period, this year I will […]

12/31/2014 2 comments

100 Days Clean!!

by ghost187 12/21/2014

written by ghost187

I became 100 days clean from cutting on December 11,2014. I never thought that I’d make it. My best friend helped me get to this special day and he’s helped me stay on the right path. He’s so proud of me.

Today is now December 21,2014 and I am now 110 days clean.

I want people who are having struggles trying to stay clean to know that it’s okay. Anything is possible with the right support and guidance. Set goals for yourself. Believe in yourself.

There will be days when it gets hard and all you want to do is cut. I mean I still want […]

12/21/2014 4 comments

Thought Log 10/20/2014

by argh 10/20/2014

written by argh

Just an idea – I want to have a look at these later one day. Maybe writing things down will help.

Been up for about an hour and this is what’s crossed my mind thus far during the typical morning coffee.

– $1100 in checking and mortgage coming up. Might not make it again. Who won’t get paid so I can make the mortgage this time? Electric already called twice… Maybe cell phones?

– Need to get my W9 form in to the second job today.

– Grew up poor, wasn’t going to be poor when I got older, here I am. Good job.

– How sad – 30 years and […]

10/20/2014 6 comments

Black Roses and Red Dresses

by A Bridge Too Far 10/17/2014

written by A Bridge Too Far

http://www.aljazeera.com/programmes/viewfinder/2014/10/black-roses-red-dresses-201410914433470498.html

10/17/2014 0 comment

Love is all that matters.

by Enka 9/18/2014

written by Enka

There’s no fear, only this immense sense of relief and satisfaction. And happiness.

I know what’s waiting for me at the end of the tunnel, and I can’t fucking wait to get there already.

Heck, I won’t even be mad if I survive the attempt and be severely paralyzed for the rest of my life. But I need to feel it. Even if for a few seconds, I need to feel it.

31/09/2014.

9/18/2014 1 comment

my experience

by suicidal 9/7/2014

written by suicidal

So on the 24th of august 2014 i tried to commit suicide and wanted to so badly, and you know nearly succeeded but because of my brother i am still alive lol. We had an argument the day before and i stupidly realised after i had taken 35 out of the 50 i had laid out on my table. So of course because my brother is the only person in this world i actually care abt and know he cares abt me i stopped. And im a bit glad i did but not entirely because i still feel like complete and utter shit, i still […]

9/7/2014 1 comment

September 7, 2014; self harm relapse

by sunflower 9/7/2014

written by sunflower

Finally gave in to my urges and cut for the first time in a couple months; i feel so shitty but relieved. i feel so weak and terrible after i have fights with my mom; i guess im just feeling alone. name shit different day.

9/7/2014 8 comments

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