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I don’t know what to title this.

by Bri 1/12/2015

written by Bri

I may just be a dumb teenager, but, right now I’m hurting so bad… It may seem silly, the reason…

I liked someone since I was fourteen, well I was with him… for a year and then some, Christmas 2013 he ripped my heart out… well, yesterday was his birthday… And memories are still making it hard for me to breathe. Why does it still hurt so bad after a year? shouldn’t I be over this or something??? Everyone said that as a teenager I’d get over it in a couple months, but that couple months turned into a year… and I’m sick of it. I […]

1/12/2015 1 comment

“The Upside of Feeling Down”

by scarsareforever 1/11/2015

written by scarsareforever

Here’s an article about the positive effects of negative emotions. I think it’s good to remember that no matter how bad you feel, the feeling was designed to help you fix or compensate for whatever is troubling you. Killing yourself is not the solution…

http://www.psychologytoday.com/articles/201412/beyond-happiness-the-upside-feeling-down?tr=MostViewed

1/11/2015 2 comments

You’re Perfect

by YoursTrulyy 1/11/2015

written by YoursTrulyy

Listen. Your life may be bad and you may feel like your drowning in a pit of constant fear and hate and you’re struggling to reach the surface once again but honestly, you’re perfect. If you’re a size Plus or an extra small, small chested or big chested, blonde or brunette, blind or deaf; you’re beauty is a unique creation and there’s not another one like it. So try not to tear it open, even if it’s hard to live in. If you die, yes you’re out of your misery but even those who keep silent about you will blame themselves and create a chain reaction. It […]

1/11/2015 0 comment

You thought.

by tpc 1/10/2015

written by tpc

To be honest I thought my depression was done with. I hadn’t had any suicidal thoughts in a good 4 months and that seemed to be how I defined depression…. Suicide. But I didn’t realise how much I’ve been staying in and drinking alone at night, how little I’ve been eating and how much I sleep during the day during those 4 months. I’ve never really associated these things with depression at all. My first suicidal thoughts since then happened a couple nights ago. Reoccurring images of familiar deaths, my family finding me, the aftermath of everything, it was like 4 months worth of suicidal […]

1/10/2015 2 comments

Trying so hard

by alina_01 1/9/2015

written by alina_01

Well I had some medical issues that had been occurring over the past two weeks. I noticed some symptoms and panicked and got a full blood std test last friday. I was flipping out in so much pain and couldn’t wait till tuesday for the blood results. So I saw a Doctor on Monday and was given a clinical diagnoses and told I had genital herpes. I was devastated and cried but I accepted it, I was going to wait for my blood test to confirm what I had already been told before I spoke to the person I was currently seeing. I get my […]

1/9/2015 4 comments

Suicide because life is pointless

by TJ15 1/9/2015

written by TJ15

I’m a 15 year old Sophomore in highschool.

I don’t believe in God, so I don’t believe in heaven or hell. I think the only reason people “love” God is because they don’t want to risk going to hell IF God is real. Humans act on self interest, right?

Back to suicide, I plan on commiting suicide after I graduate high school. I’m not depressed at all, and there is no underlying depression, but I just think life is pointless. You work hard in highschool so you can go to college and work hard so you can get a job, and then you work hard for the […]

1/9/2015 9 comments

Masquerade

by Ntennis37 1/8/2015

written by Ntennis37

I don’t think there can be many feelings as bad as living in an absolute hell. But I’m not sure what’s hell about it. Living with people I love but – think I got it.

Living a miserable life, so bad that all my effort and will power goes into making me look slightly gloomy at the best of times. My head pounds and my bones ache from the pressure.

I value the people around me more than anything – but sometimes I don’t think they even care about me – what’s behind the façade.

The only time I can have a decent conversation with one of my […]

1/8/2015 0 comment

¿And Should I be shocked now by the last thing you said?

by hellblau 1/7/2015

written by hellblau

Today’s on fire, the sky is bleeding above me, and I am blistered.
I walk these lines of blasphemy, every day…

And still, like a bad star, I’m falling faster down to him,
He’s the only one who knows, what it is to burn

I feel diseased, ¿Is there no sympathy from the sun?
The sky’s still fire, but I am safe in here, from the world outside.

So tell me, ¿What’s the price to pay for glory?

1/7/2015 4 comments

You asked for poetry….

by brady_851 1/5/2015

written by brady_851

Sorry I know it’s bad but people asked me to post it so….

I have other poems too if you want to hear them. Thanks for helping me so far.

I’m down under ground

nobody can see

they don’t notice

my true identity

I’ve been buried alive

can’t come up from under

I’m seen as lightning

but really I’m thunder

My rage is trapped

down under with me

and under ground

is where it should be

If I come up

I’ll never be the same

when I’m looked at

you’ll only see pain

I like it down here

it’s calm and quiet

above it’s loud

and a disturbing riot

If I let go

and never come back

maybe I’ll find the identity

I still sadly lack

It would put a stop

to […]

1/5/2015 5 comments

Urgent! Please read!

by brady_851 1/5/2015

written by brady_851

Hey, so I’m new here if you couldn’t already tell. I’m on here looking for answers of some sort… I probably will only come on here once and a while but please help me now. Where do I even start? Well I’m only 12 and even though I’m young I really am in trouble and I’m NOT going through a “phase”. I need help from someone out there who has experience (somewhat) with what I’m going through. So first off my parents are divorced and I live with my dad (I’m a girl and my mom lives only minutes away), My brother, who’s also my […]

1/5/2015 8 comments

Crippling Anxiety/paranoia

by goingnumb 1/4/2015

written by goingnumb

This past mont my anxiety and paranoia have gotten so fucking bad that at some points in my day I can barely breathe. I shake and my head goes crazy. I get so dizzy and my fiancé helps me he does but when he’s not here my anxiety gets worse.

1/4/2015 2 comments

If you are looking for help

by Agelki 1/4/2015

written by Agelki

Hi! My name is Sandra, i’m struggling with depression, anxiety and self harm, and i kind of pushed everybody away when i started feeling bad, so now i don’t really have anyone i can talk to about how i’m feeling, i wouldn’t like anyone to feel alone so i just wanted to say that if any of you want to talk you have me here and maybe we can help each other through this hard time. You can kik me if you want to: worthlessgirl12

1/4/2015 2 comments

“I think I’m breaking down again”

by bluerabbitheart 1/4/2015

written by bluerabbitheart

Even with my eyes shut tight, I still see it coming now.

I need someone to talk to. I’m apprehensive of calling a suicide hotline, as I was admitted to a psychiatric hospital when I did that half a year ago or so… I sent a message to the staff of one of these suicide hotlines yesterday (you can do that on their website), but it will probably take them a few days to reply.

No, this isn’t the first time I’ve felt my depression tightening its grip at the beginning of a new year… but it is the first time my “post NYE depression” has been […]

1/4/2015 35 comments

Finally Reaching Out

by telltaleheart 1/4/2015

written by telltaleheart

I’ve been lurking on this site for about a week now and finally decided to register today.I decided to reach out because I’ve been having a really hard time coping with things recently. My therapist was a waste of a degree, my friends don’t understand, and my girlfriend just recently left me.

It’s not like I haven’t had a hard time before. I’ve been in, what I call, a bad head space before. I’ve been hospitalized three times, have been cutting for some time now, and have attempted to kill myself twice. It just feels so much different this time.

I was and am still in love. […]

1/4/2015 14 comments

Sorry.

by my heaven is your hell 1/3/2015

written by my heaven is your hell

It got to the point where not even a bottle of vodka can get me to talk to my friends about my problems.I feel so damn alone,shut and distant from everyone .There are days i feel bad,angry with myself for still being alive and yet most of the time i feel nothing at all,the numb feeling took over my whole self.

Im sorry for writing this,i just had to .I know many of you have bigger problems than me and im here whining.Sorry.I hope it gets better for you.

1/3/2015 1 comment

When I say I hate you it’s because it’s “too soon” to say I love you

by psychoticbip 1/3/2015

written by psychoticbip

I tell you I hate you every time I feel like saying I love you. I never want to seem crazy but I feel crazy crazy that once again I have failed feeling too much over a course of months. My father said love was a myth for the fools. How mythical of me to fall in love with a fool. Poor little fool who can’t seem to love me. If only he had the ability to feel what I feel how I feel it we’d be able to prove daddy wrong. So instead I say the second strongest word I feel hate because I […]

1/3/2015 1 comment

Never been in a relationship

by ting12 1/2/2015

written by ting12

I am approaching 30 and I have never been in a relationship.

When I was 18 I had my first major crush on this girl in college (I am also a girl). We had been close friends (I think) for about half a year before she started to really distance herself from me. She might have sensed my crush and got freaked out. Then one day she told me she had a boyfriend. Somehow I never knew it before (I was so stupid) and I made comments about her boyfriend out of jealousy. She was enraged and called me a freak and a predator before completely […]

1/2/2015 7 comments

Happy New Year!

by Thanos_lady 1/1/2015

written by Thanos_lady

Could it just be to fucking perfect? Sometimes, I wish I was single, just so the level of pathetic I’m at won’t seem as bad. The New Year has come and I’m here, at home, doing nothing. Just sitting here, staring at the TV, fighting the fucking urge to go outside and freeze to death… Happy New Year and a kiss to my daughter. Thinking happily(or what’s left of the good side of my mood) that at least she is next to me.

This man, I say I love, is asleep, next to me. Hey, at least he sprung up 3 secs before the ball dropped […]

1/1/2015 2 comments

meaning

by hope1 12/31/2014

written by hope1

I think we all have a common trend of abuse… physical… sexual.. I don’t want to die it would hurt the one person that really cared but was too afraid to let me know. I think we all have that person… My bf died in 2011 as I was a senior. Woke up and he was dead. I’m ok now just feel alone and sometimes think about how lucky he is to be above the clouds.. free.. one day when it’s my turn to go but not yet. He was raped at 6 years old and only told me 4days before he took his last […]

12/31/2014 0 comment

Life is empty & meaningless, without any/no purpose, Life is boring, empty! There is no meaning of life! fuck life, fuck reality !

by niki 12/28/2014

written by niki

Life is empty & meaningless, without any/no purpose, Life is boring, empty! There is no meaning of life! fuck life, fuck reality !

The more I grow up & learn after all these 32 years of my life, sadly, the more I feel hopeless especially for humanity / our humans species!
MAJORITY of people / humans beings / humanity are so damn shallow, superficial, vain, ignorant, stupid, fake, dirty, liars, etc etc.
I used to have so much HOPE for humanity , but now the hope is dwindling until it’s almost none !!
MOST people are sadly only concerned with vain, shallow, mundane “daily-life” & little […]

12/28/2014 19 comments

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