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Betrayal

The only one you can trust is yourself

by Rosesareblue 3/31/2018

written by Rosesareblue

I’ve never believed this before.

So naive of me.

Naive enough to settle around with the idea that people are to be trusted and to be humbled the fact that they will always keep you sane.

Never believed in such saying until friends turn to enemies and laugh turns to frowns and until then when my heart has been shuttered by the awful truth that friends can be a sharp tool towards the breaking of your own sound mind.

And so when i felt my world crushing down, I came to the standing ground of believing that the only one you can trust is yourself.

3/31/2018 4 comments

Fake Friends

by Lostsoul_20 9/11/2017

written by Lostsoul_20

I hate that my “friends” are all friends with my rapist – they claim not to be but they very obviously are. Always talking to him, laughing with him, partying with him, visiting his place, cooking for him at one point fucking him. I wish they could see how deteriorating this is. Its not enough to say I should be the one to say don’t hang out with him. if some guy that you say you’re only acquaintances with rapes you’re friend you get rid of the guy. Don’t make excuses as to why you continue to get close to him and apologise and continue […]

9/11/2017 6 comments

I made him a promise

by Donotlook 3/4/2017

written by Donotlook

I promised I would never harm myself ever again…

It was my escape. I had control over my emotions…

I promised I would never end my life…

Does it matter? If I kill myself will the promises still matter?

I wouldn’t be here anymore…

I am in so much pain, I just want relief.

3/4/2017 0 comment

READ THIS POST

by Papermoon 5/2/2016

written by Papermoon

You’re most likely wondering why I so boldly asked for you to read this post. Well, I did so because I have something to say that I believe will benefit you, no matter if this site applies to you or not.

I’ve had an unbelievable amount of personal experiences in my life that in reality could have shattered me from the start but instead, here I am writing this […]

5/2/2016 4 comments

The other woman

by rainyday 11/3/2015

written by rainyday

One day, the other woman entered the life of a family of four. She never looked like a good friend, she always looked like a threat. She was smart and well mannered. The other woman initiated her dirty plan, no matter what, she will win the love and destroy the family. She spent long hours at job, with her flirt and her kit of attraction, showing her perfection and invading the time of four.

Mision accomplish! The other woman infiltrated the life of four, she calumniated, she manipulated, she used all the invisible tools. She played the game and she won. She made the man, the […]

11/3/2015 9 comments

After all is lost, dead is calling

by rainyday 11/2/2015

written by rainyday

We can survive pain and lost, but how to survive injustice? What to do when all what you one day believed is pulverized in front of your eyes? What to do when you are being punish without a reason and you feel lost? Where to find that little thing, that miraculous thing that will make you wake up and try again?
One day after many years of fail intends and hardship you arrive to the place you want to live, then you are happy as you was not before in your whole life. You have a life, is not a perfect life, you have problems […]

11/2/2015 8 comments

My Story: Part 1

by Cheeky 1/1/2015

written by Cheeky

Hi.

I’ve been going to this site for the longest time; reading the stories of other people, and I’ve been wanting to post for the longest time, but wasn’t able to. But now I have decided that I should. Because I feel so desperate.

I feel like I should tell you all a little bit of myself, so: I’m not comfortable telling you my real name (at least, right now); but I guess you can call me by my username or “Cheeky”. I’ve just turned 23 last December. I’m a guy. And — well. I am suicidal.

That’s all the information I feel comfy sharing at the moment. […]

1/1/2015 3 comments

Been A While

by Scarlett Dawn 12/17/2014

written by Scarlett Dawn

It has been such a long time since I’ve posted on here. Maybe its because I feel like I have been improving a lot with my ongoing treatement, but lately I feel like I’ve been slipping backwards.

I just became aware of the emotionally abusive relationship I was in with my “best friend” and now, I fear my safety. I have been advised to get an AVO against her, but I don’t want to involve the police.

After my physically abusive ex boyfriend four years ago, I just don’t understand how I didn’t see her for what she really was. Even when I was aware – I […]

12/17/2014 4 comments

I betrayed my friend

by sambacy 12/11/2014

written by sambacy

I betrayed a good friend of mine. While in a drunken state, I kissed her ex. Today my worst fears came alive. She found out and now she hates me.

I now feel that everyone knows. Im broken beyond repair. I don’t know who I am anymore.

I have no purpose anymore. Before my purpose was loyalty. Now I no longer have that.

I don’t deserve to live.

I no longer have a reason to be here.

12/11/2014 5 comments

Pills

by curlylion720 10/8/2014

written by curlylion720

I am a 14 year old teenager, depressed and suicidal. I know this may sound stupid but does anyone know any pills that will make me pass out if I overdose? I am not exactly trying to kill myself, just a way of revealing my pain to my parent without having to actually talk to them, but let’s just say I wouldn’t care if I died overdosing.

I know I will receive lots of “don’t do this” “you don’t deserve life” and “you’re worth it” but I don’t believe any of that. I hate my life and myself so much, I don’t think anything or anyone […]

10/8/2014 9 comments

There is no such thing as trust

by Ali 10/7/2014

written by Ali

Love is a lie. It’s just misery, suffering, and pain covered up by so called “trust”, but when someone you love abuses your trust, the pain is revealed. The chemicals that make you feel warm around someone only trick you. Nobody can be trusted. Trust isn’t real, there is no certainty. It’s all lies and betrayal, and it only leaves you lonely and scarred.

10/7/2014 2 comments

PTSD from Bullying and Betrayal

by seppuku 8/6/2014

written by seppuku

In the year 2010 I had two psychotic breakdowns and was forcibly hospitalised twice.

These were a direct result of my best friend and my partner turning on me, ganging up (with others) against me and leaving me in the ditch.

I kid you not.

The story’s too long. I haven’t the strength to tell it now. But yesterday with my new counsellor I managed to get it out somehow.

I no longer dare put my trust and faith in any human being.

I’m still haunted by the nightmare of that year.

I isolate myself. I’m still friends with my ex partner (because otherwise I would have basically nobody), though he […]

8/6/2014 19 comments

Betrayed by Daddy

by What_is_Happiness 6/26/2014

written by What_is_Happiness

Betrayal!
I was 6 years old when it happened
It felt like the end,
When you betrayed us
To mum’s best friend.

At the start she was just a nail lady,
Then we started having tea,
I was never really fond of her,
She did always charge a high fee.

But then she met you
This was when I knew she was bad
She took a liking to you,
My so called loving Dad.

It then developed to sleepovers
With her in a fold out bed,
One time I came out and saw you
Under her quilt that was red.

Then there was the year of the teen formal

6/26/2014 3 comments

Lost At Sea

by marine105 6/23/2014

written by marine105

There is no order to most of my life.

Just as there won’t be much order to this post; my mind yields only things of its own nature and characteristics.

My poor mind, relatively young yet feeling so old. Worn down, like a war ship incessantly buffeted and berated by the interminable winds howling across the vast expanse of sea and darkness; never letting up, allowing no time for reprieve.

The wood creaks, the boards swell with moisture, and the sails test the very limits of the ropes that hold them, seeming as though they might snap at any moment.

But there is no ship. You know this, as you […]

6/23/2014 3 comments

Betrayal

by elliecats 3/29/2014

written by elliecats

I feel betrayed and alone. I had a very close relationship (or so I thought) with my Higher Power. But, so much is wrong right now that is totally out of my control – my body is falling apart, all my friends are either gone or more than 1 days drive away, and I am so fucking tired and cold all of the time. I can’t remember a time since my ritual abuse (when I was a child) that I’ve felt this horrible. I used to say I had a problem with depression, but I didn’t. That was not depression. THIS is.

I have done everything […]

3/29/2014 3 comments

Random thoughts.

by purplepain 2/13/2014

written by purplepain

Numb. Tears. Fear. Loss. Alone. Him. Gone. Stupid. Black&White. Sound. Betrayal. Silence. Eyes. Looks. Words. Judgements. Ache. Need. Dreams. Darkness. Where. Why. Please. Him. Him. Him, him, him, him, him, him, him…

2/13/2014 3 comments

Burned

by rach55555 12/14/2013

written by rach55555

Do the wounds or damage caused by a personsÂ past ever fade or go away? With me the answer is always no. Everywhere i turn there’s someone or something that reminds me of a past i wish wasn’t mine. My past has changed me in ways i wish it hadn’t. Because i don’t believe i was meant to be someone with an inability to trust anyone, someone whose afraid to trust someone enough to let them in , because trust means giving someone your heart and trusting them not to break it. But, i’ve been burned so many times by those closest to me, my mum, […]

12/14/2013 1 comment

Treachery

by Hesitate 11/26/2013

written by Hesitate

While there’s a lot of other things going on in my head right now, I have to get this out. In a way I wish this really was a letter to you. You nine sided whore. but then I would have to speak to you, to look at you, and I can’t stand to even think about you. Your lies, your games, your betrayal.

The worst part is I really never saw it coming. I loved you, and you were one of my closest friends. I have known you for so long, held you through so many disasters… I really thought I knew you… But all […]

11/26/2013 3 comments

evil angel

by brokendream 8/23/2013

written by brokendream

Hold it together.
Birds of a feather.
Nothing but lies and crooked wings.
I have the answer.
Spreading the cancer.
You are the faith inside me.
No, Don’t, leave me to die here.
Help me survive here, alone.
Don’t Remember!
Remember!

Put me to sleep, Evil Angel.
Open your wings, Evil Angel. (Ahhh)

I’m a believer.
Nothing could be worse.
All these imaginary friends.
Hiding betrayal.
Driving the nail.
Hoping to find a saviour.
No, don’t, leave me to die here.
Help me survive here, alone.
Don’t Surrender!
Surrender!

Put me to sleep, Evil Angel.
Open your wings, Evil Angel. (oohh)
Fly over me, Evil Angel.
Why can’t […]

8/23/2013 2 comments

Does this place exist? A place of no worrying or betrayal?

by berriegrande 8/5/2013

written by berriegrande

I want to go somewhere. I want to be free.
With people just like me.
I’m thinking of a mini forest in the mountains full of magnificent beautiful flora.
There’s a blue stream running there in front of me, flowing.
Up above, there’s two giant white clouds contrasting against the black night sky.
In between the clouds is a palace. That’s my goal.
That’s a place where you are free of problems. You’re listened to and respected. It’s where you make everyone happy, even yourself!
To get there I must earn my wings though. I must recruit people. People who are just like me.
Guys, […]

8/5/2013 3 comments

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