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Black Coat

by BlackCoat 4/5/2016

written by BlackCoat

To Wear The Black Coat

I put on a coat today. The last time I wore it, I died.

Not of embarrassment, or heat stroke.
I didn’t die laughing or of fright.

I died.

I was dead.

Dead.

I died on the beach. I could hear the ocean.

The coat has sand in the pockets.

I overdosed on a plethora of pills, hundreds of them, taken with a quantity of alcohol as I drove, careening blindly in the darkness over mountain passes between valley and sea.

I returned to a place where I last felt true, unencumbered, hope. Where I felt romantic love for the first time. Where I felt the future was all […]

4/5/2016 3 comments

Kill me before I do it myself

by melanch0ly 4/3/2016

written by melanch0ly

Life is torture, death is hope.

Life is meaningless, death is magical.

I am a young girl, 15 years old. This is not just a phrase. My depression has somehow always been there, and I know it will always be there. My depression is hiding inside my breath, it will never go away unless I stop breathing. I hate life!!!! Not MY life. I hate LIFE. Yes, I hate most people and I hate social situations, but honestly, I don’t care. People suck, I’m over it. What bothers me is the meaninglessness. Why are we extremely insignificant?Why does nobody think about […]

4/3/2016 9 comments

Dark and moist

by Drowning 3/25/2016

written by Drowning

I’m falling hitting every branch on the way down

crash bang wallop rock bottom head pounding no sound are around pitch black look around it dark here nothing grows only pain a sorrow black smoke no rainbows

best friends Ray and he cuts flesh not deep enough to die just enough to feel alive watch the blood glide

it could be sunny out side by its raining in here

3/25/2016 4 comments

Nepheliad, quick question

by darkwillow 3/25/2016

written by darkwillow

You wanted me to play Lonely Boy by black keys, and said something about only playing on the black keys.. Its seems odd because, it seems like a really heavy guitar song, i don’t know if it’ll sound good on piano. I can try though, if you’d like.

3/25/2016 1 comment

Attempted Suicide Request Video!! (2)

by darkwillow 3/24/2016

written by darkwillow

Aloha! Learned the lead for this song since it was already on rocksmith. Saved like 3 hours of transposing and learning by ear.. But anyways, this is for you Attempted Suicide!!!!!! Any more requests, just comment please! Also, if you like penguins, comment below!

https://youtu.be/WVC5dzYQZ5k

3/24/2016 41 comments

Ugh I hate fine dining >.<

by Sui the Bunny 3/24/2016

written by Sui the Bunny

I have to go out to celebrate my Mother’s birthday… Such fun right?!?!?!? (sarcasm) I have to be around my brothers even more fun right?!?!?! I have to wear makeup (UGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!) So fuck it throw on a Metallica top which is a hand-me-down which I ain’t ever giving away and fuck off my Mother she is what you call “Posh” and basically her head is so far up her ass your not too sure which end talks shit…. So that’s my plan for the evening hopefully I’ll be on later the only thing that i’m wearing that isn’t black is a plain blue singlet which […]

3/24/2016 3 comments

to sportsballs , my first music request

by darkwillow 3/23/2016

written by darkwillow

Back to December by Taylor Swift, played on guitar for sportsballs. Wasn’t feeling piano today.. Maybe next time! Leave requests or comments if any 🙂 Ignore the many times i messed up in the video.. and the weird black spot like halfway through.. And the terrible quality.. I’ve had this phone for a while.. Night 🙂

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7S75URjiTiM&feature=youtu.be

3/23/2016 17 comments

All right, add me to the Cat Lady list…

by Cordless 3/11/2016

written by Cordless

Or at least “EX-Cat-Lady”.

I don’t have cats these days because I’m not able to take care of them any more, but for a few years there I did.

Here are the ones I had.

The white/calico one was Mittsi
(She had extra toes on each paw and it looked like mittens).
The orange one was Honeynut.
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One day I left this basket on the floor for just a few minutes, and when I came back, Mittsi had squished herself into it, as if it could possibly […]

3/11/2016 15 comments

This False World

by Zetsumei 3/11/2016

written by Zetsumei

Day by day, this world is makes less sense. Are Americans really that stupid to think a racist, delusional, pathetic failure of a businessman should be allowed to run the country? Combined with the vanity of ISIS, China and North Korea, this world is going to shit.

If Man’s nature is a lust to feel superior, to control, to dominate than I reject nature and humanity itself. Prideful ideologies unwilling to recognize its failures and accept differences are ingrained into the masses. Yet if those ideologies are destructive, what choice is there but to remove them? To realize one’s mortality and their insignificance is the first […]

3/11/2016 2 comments

Maybe..

by nonexistingsoul 1/21/2016

written by nonexistingsoul

I finally finished reading My Heart and Other Black Holes by Jasmine Warga. After reading it, it makes me rethink about suiciding. It makes me think that maybe I can be fixed back again. That maybe I can recover. That maybe I can still be saved. But I think what I’m feeling right now is just temporary. I know tomorrow I’ll be depress all over again. But I know somewhere deep inside me, I’m begging to be saved from this black hole.

1/21/2016 3 comments

Besides living, what do you fear?

by Zetsumei 1/2/2016

written by Zetsumei

I’m planning on making some horror-themed SP skits and I want to use specific fears. So, what phobia does everyone have? My phobia is pediophobia or fear of dolls…. So, yes… Chucky freaks me out. It will feature lots of black comedy.

1/2/2016 14 comments

Ocean Planet

by Rotted_Flesh 12/22/2015

written by Rotted_Flesh

In the vastness of space, lies a lonely planet just waiting to be explored. A dark blue world where the depths of the sea are limitless and there is no dry land in sight. Swimming eternally alone, breaching the surface to gaze upon the pitch black sky littered with glistening stars in the night. Plunging back into this sea of light only to find indigenous creatures comforting me; I am not so different and not so alone. While I sink further and further into the void below, I am finally free and at peace with myself.

12/22/2015 7 comments

Creepy…Pasta

by Zetsumei 12/11/2015

written by Zetsumei

Once upon a time in a land forgotten by time,

there lived a clown of peculiar taste called Charlie.

Charlie was infamous in his age.

Charlie the Triple C was what people called him.

Dressed in a suit dyed black,

skin a ashy white, lips and nose a dark red,

eyes…sown shut.

Charlie the Cannibalistic, Culinary Clown,

a feared serial killer of his day.

His fall; a single act of kindness

betrayed through manipulation.

An orphan boy once his apprentice

exploited by their targets;

turned on his master.

Charlie, beaten and starved merely smiled at the irony.

His brother turned lover led astray

by the good people of the village.

Yet Charlie felt no anger towards his beloved,

only pity at their loss […]

12/11/2015 1 comment

Post natal depression

by dollydolls 11/26/2015

written by dollydolls

in so tired and depressed, last night I told my husband I hate my kids. I do love them but I’m so depressed and not coping with the sleep deprivation from the babies. All last night I cried and cried all I was thinking about is walking to the train tracks and ending it!
I have a black cloud hanging over me and I feel guilty as I have 4 beautiful kids who need me. My heart is breaking and my head is all over the place

11/26/2015 5 comments

Him

by Take a Deep Breath 11/23/2015

written by Take a Deep Breath

His mask- it looked as though smoke had curled around his eyes and his nose, daring to rest atop his cheek bones. Rosy lips broke into a blinding grin as he saw me waltz toward him. God he was handsome. A mope of curly black hair, suntanned skin and eyes so blue you could lose yourself in them. His dapper tuxedo emphasized his broad shoulders, long legs and toned arms… this man was mine. He rushed towards me and lifted me from the ground, twirling me round and round till we were breathless with laughter and life. I itched to peel his mask from his […]

11/23/2015 2 comments

Suicide Guardians: New Power Omake (Ch. 3.5)

by Zetsumei 11/20/2015

written by Zetsumei

Disclaimer: Zetsumei does not own any of the songs or characters used in the story.

After days of traveling, the trio decides to set up camp in the middle of a forest. Rocketman has been training his powers for some time now.

Rocketman: Hey, I feel something weird. Can it be my powers are evolving?

Zetsumei: It could be. Why don’t you see if you have a powered form?

Rocketman: Powered form like in Dragon Ball Z?

Zetsumei: Yes.

Rocketman: Okay, I’ll give it a try.

Rocketman charges his energy for several minutes while screaming then a massive explosion happens around him accompanied by the sound of a loud trumpet. When the […]

11/20/2015 15 comments

Echoes

by cleco 11/20/2015

written by cleco

There is only emptiness today. I am not angry or sad, happy or even bored. At 2:17p.m. I realized I had been staring out the window for almost 4 hours. Where had the time gone? I couldn’t even tell you what I had been watching for so long. Were there people walking by? Was it raining out? My mind felt like it had been excavated. Everything of value, even the darkness I clung to – gone, all gone. Was this what death was? Only relics remain, echoes of a person that is trapped deep within me. There are hints all around me. My hands, they are stained with blue […]

11/20/2015 2 comments

Shadow Screams

by shadow@dusk 11/1/2015

written by shadow@dusk

I wonder now if it is impossible to kill the darkest part of yourself. I want nothing more than to murder the other part of myself, but sadly it is intertwined with the part of me that by necessity must live. My constant struggle continues in a blur of rage and suicidal desire. What is probably the saddest part of this tale is that I cannot simply “TALK” to someone about this. It’s not like I don’t know how to convey the emotions, or how to tell someone what is going on with me, it is more like an infection. I know better than anyone […]

11/1/2015 1 comment

We?l im fucked

by ismedyl 10/12/2015

written by ismedyl

Been a while since I posted here… I bought a gun I put it in my mouth and I wanted to pull the trigger but I couldn’t. Anyway at that point I started to see the lighter side of things and now I’m back to the dark and I’ve hit deep space black hole dark. I got a loan for 2500 a month and a half ago and my intention was to go see a woman in Canada that I used to mess around with… You know because we both still have feelings for each other. Well I blew that money at a strip club. […]

10/12/2015 3 comments

GOT AWAY WITH IT AGAIN!

by wndozh8er 9/28/2015

written by wndozh8er

Carla, my aunt, and Philip my uncle, said that if I drank more thank a 12 pack of cooers light, I’d be banned from drinking here again. Well I took a taxi and for a 12 pack of cooers light PLUS a 2 24 ounces of natural ice (the heavy stuff). I still didn’t get the intoxication that I wanted but I got the best – in retrospect, I should have gone ahead and got a 12 pack of natural ice, since Carla never came down to check on me. Yes I’m an alcoholic but I gotta figure this stuff out myself. Carla, my aunt, […]

9/28/2015 4 comments

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