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I can’t handle this, I think I’m going to break

by SickToMyStomach 11/30/2012

written by SickToMyStomach

Between all the shitty luck of my life, I’m pretty sure happiness only finds me to remind me how much it hurts to have it ripped away.

I’m so stupid, so naive.

I fell in love with a guy, shocker, I know – someone wants to die because of relationship problems? Well anyway, I fell for this guy immediately… he fell for me too, his life was in shambles – custody battle with the ex, being sued by multiple people for a traffic accident – on the verge of losing his house.
But when we were together, everything seemed like it was going to be okay. We […]

11/30/2012 5 comments

I dont want to live

by charlie5246 11/3/2012

written by charlie5246

i dont have anything going for me and i never will. Everyone always says life sucks, so why even bother. It is universaly agreed that life is a ***** and then you die and for some reason everyone justs accepts that and moves on. Well why the fuck would we even bother, if life sucks then why keep living it. Its like a crappy movie, you know its crap so you stop. Well life is crap so why not stop. People say its selfish and you will be hurting your friends and family. If your friends and family really fucking cared about you they would […]

11/3/2012 1 comment

i wish i lived back in the old days…

by Angel 10/21/2012

written by Angel

do you enjoy starting drama? i cant love my family because all they want to do is start drama because its what you thrive on. my father hid me and my sister from the world just so we wouldn’t end up like them and now we have terrible social skills, shes doing better than me though, i cant make friends because when i try to reach out to people they think im creepy or weird. all the people that supposedly love me keep treating me like dirt. i cant find my way and i just dont know what to do anymore but look back on […]

10/21/2012 1 comment

Unknown to myself…

by MentForBetterThings 10/12/2012

written by MentForBetterThings

So… My main problem in life isn’t that of feeling left out, not that I don’t fit in although both of those are very much good reasons to be depressed. Anyways, my problem lies in my relationship, not with it but about it. I have kept a sort of diary or blog type thin on my phone over the nearly 3 years and as you read them from start to finish you see it go from sweet and cute to doom and gloom. Now I am a 16 Year Old male and I am extremely unhappy in which I sometimes result into self – harming. […]

10/12/2012 0 comment

Nothing Left to Break

by Nephilim_Sancti 9/30/2012

written by Nephilim_Sancti

My world is sinking in

Ankle-deep

And skin, too thin.

Trapped in solitude,

Surrounded by multitudes,

Misunderstood

Left unprotected,

Left too corrected.

Caught in a dream world,

Not here, not there.

Nowhere.

Bullet in my head,

Swinging from a tree,

Buried six feet under,

Why wonâ€™t she die?

Ripped and broken,

Torn a sunder,

With a heart like hers,

Itâ€™s a wonder.

Let her wander,

In the desert,

Through the mud,

There is no water,

Only sun..

Breaking chains,

Breaking free,

Still feel bound,

To every day.

Breaking hearts,

Broken mind,

Breaking promises,

Need to unwind.

Breaking faces with fists of iron,

And suffering the consequences

From whence they burn.

Time to sleep,

Time to die,

Itâ€™s better than this,

Unable to cry.

Foundering in my thoughts,

Left to think,

Itâ€™s a crime,

To plot to murder yourself

For less than the dime

You found in your wallet,

Hidden in […]

9/30/2012 12 comments

My poem: Suicide I Can Never Complete

by NotSorry 9/29/2012

written by NotSorry

Suicide I Can Never Complete

My empty blue eyes can see no way out,
My soul keeps on screaming but no one can hear,
Life is my prison and I can’t break out,
But I try, and try, and try.

The brightest colors no longer exist,
Black and grey is all there’s left now,
You try to reach out,
But I’m too far away now.

Don’t say that I’m smart,
And don’t call me beautiful,
Even if you mean it,
I can’t tell the difference between truth and a lie.

I’ll drown in the tears I can no longer cry,
And I’ll swallow the pills I can never […]

9/29/2012 5 comments

I Played R. & R. and I won.

by MsRavens 9/10/2012

written by MsRavens

I played a few times….

No biggie….

Â I was a stikler on even numbers, so I decided to break that OCD trait.

Â That was my purpose of playing that russian game.

Â It was not the cause.

Sometimes I wonder if there truly is a plan for my life….

Sometimes I wonder if it would be wrong to continuosly test this theory…

Â sometimes…

(Ppl will read this as though it is a poem..Â it is not. I centered the shit)(Ppl dont need to read my page, I’m no faker.) But if one needs inspiration… be my guest.. […]

9/10/2012 1 comment

Don’t want to be Nat anymore….

by Nat.... 9/6/2012

written by Nat....

Today was really good. Went way better than expected. So it’s just typical to come home and have that feeling destroyed. Walk through the front door to a grumpy brother and a sleeping mother. Great, Recipe for success. And then it just got worse.. And now i’m this. I don’t know what this is, but I am it.

I have a surprise maths exam tomorrow. Am I going to be able to do it? probably not, I fully expect to break down… At least they say I can write in pencil as it’s only a mock. I don’t know how much longer I can go on […]

9/6/2012 6 comments

I don’t know what to do….

by Nat.... 9/4/2012

written by Nat....

I knew this would happen, I fucking knew it. Promises don’t count once the relationship ends, do they?

I promised Luis then when this time came I wouldn’t kill myself. But I really can’t take this anymore, Today was the first day back to school and the first thing to happen was one of my really bad headaches. :I Then during second lesson and break I felt a mental breakdown coming. What pushed it over the edge was an email from a ‘Friend’ saying that he didn’t want to deal with a suicidal friend. Which is nice. And now.. Well, I’m fucking suicidal. I just don’t […]

9/4/2012 25 comments

make it or break it

by fakingit 8/27/2012

written by fakingit

ok schools tomorrow….il be a high school freshman…i get a new start since i’m going to an uncommon school most people are going to the school across the street from me. i however am going downtown to get away. my parents say i betta not fuck this school up. like its my fault for the last 8 years well its not. if i can get these last 4yrs to be drama free it will lower my depression if not then i stay the same. this better break it somewhat otherwise idk what to do:/

8/27/2012 2 comments

Break down

by solace 8/27/2012

written by solace

I’ve been handling things so well lately.
But tonight everything fell to pieces. Â I can’t stop crying, which is odd for me. I hardly ever cry.
I’m trying my best not to cut myself but it is getting to the point that i am craving it, i need it so much that i feel like my heart is going to explode.

I need to hurt myself! I want to die so much.
These comments are so generic but Â i don’t know any other way to express myself right now. My mind is so jumbled.

I hate this so much.

Die, die die.

8/27/2012 2 comments

Break down

by Crazypandachick 8/24/2012

written by Crazypandachick

Today I went to school as normal, but instead of going to psychology, I had to go to do a chemistry prac I missed out on earlier in the week (worth 25% of my grade). Everything was fine until the teacher (not my usual one) started screaming at everyone. For the first time (in a school environment) my PSTD started to kick in and I started getting flashbacks of when my ex would scream at me before hitting me. I started having an anxiety attack, and before I knew it, everything was blurry and I was on the floor nearly crying. The teacher and assistant […]

8/24/2012 0 comment

Why do people jump from bridges into water?

by MrSebastior 8/10/2012

written by MrSebastior

I’ve never really been able to put my head round it, why do people seem to prefer to jump into water rather than concrete?

Do you still die on impact or do you just break a bunch of bones and drown?

8/10/2012 9 comments

Break Seal in Case of Emergency

by DogBoy 8/2/2012

written by DogBoy

I _______ __________ , being of sound mind and body. Make my last request. In the event I suffer from any of the following and cannot verbally relay my last wishes.

If I have a stroke, heart attack, comatose, brain dead in any form yet still display vital signs.

I do not wish to be kept alive on any form of life support. I wish to pass on. My prolonged life will not be beneficial to me or any poor soul that may survive me. I cannot afford to be artificially kept alive. God will understand.
I have done the best I can all the time regardless of […]

8/2/2012 0 comment

This is my story if anyone cares to know.

by lisap 8/1/2012

written by lisap

My depression started when I was around 6 years old. Â It started when I was sexually abused by my cousin and his dad. At the time I didnt know what was wrong and what was right, how could I? I was just a little kid. All that ended when I was 13 years old. The sad part of my story with them is that their family is seen as the perfect family. All the kids in that family were well mannered, smart, went to good schools etc. I never told anyone what happened, because….. I didnt want to hurt my family, and I didnt know […]

8/1/2012 5 comments

Just got in a Fight with my mom I need support

by Addiictivetragedy 7/25/2012

written by Addiictivetragedy

she is mad because she can’t control me, she gets with guys to control them and when they break up with her she tries to go to Church to control that!

If you’ve followed my posts you would know exactly the type of person she is.

She lies about everythin . She brainwashed me into running away from my grandma and running away from CPS only to call on me to get me intoruble. But I kept coming back thinking what she said was the truth , that she wanted to be a mother for once. Ever since I ran away to be with my mom, she […]

7/25/2012 5 comments

As much as I would like, I will not die.

by savemefrommyself97 7/9/2012

written by savemefrommyself97

The depression break downs I seem to experience are coming back more and more this week. Yesterday I was just so depressed I couldnt pull myself up. I got up to take my medicine and ended up just laying in the floor. It just felt like it wasnt worth getting up to survive. My fight with my dad is getting no better. Hes still choosing his wife/ex-wife (its complicated) over me. My mom keeps saying Karma comes around..he`ll regret it when hes older. Thats not good enough to me. I dont want to wait. I want him in my lifeÂ now. Its just frustrating

As much as […]

7/9/2012 3 comments

So You want to end your life? Think there’s no hope, and you have nothing to live for? READ THIS…. Email me if you think differently , or just talk to me because I CARE , wether you believe it or not â™¥

by alexaawearsprada 7/9/2012

written by alexaawearsprada

Before you decide to take your life, imagine who will find you. Imagine them walking into a room, and seeing you just hanging there. Whether it be your little sister, little brother, mother father, grandparents, a friend. Imagine what will happen when they find you. No, they will not say â€œFinally, theyâ€™re gone.â€ No, they will not say â€œIâ€™m happy they did that.â€ No, they will not say â€œI never loved them anyways.â€ They will die. Their hearts will break. They will hurt, more than you […]

7/9/2012 10 comments

You say it’s selfish

by breakingdown 7/2/2012

written by breakingdown

You say suicide is selfish , but your the one who caused me mental and physical pain. You say you want me to be happy… but then you call me a whore and a worthless piece of shit.. and you expect me to just forget about that. You say your not calling me names your just saying how it is, saying i’m an immature freshman, and that killing myself is ridiculous and i shouldn’t joke about it and you feel bad for me. But you think i’m joking , i’m not the immature one you are , i’m not saying i want to commit suicide […]

7/2/2012 9 comments

I give up

by so.lost.so.lonely 7/1/2012

written by so.lost.so.lonely

I just can’t do this anymore! Every single day my urge to kill myself gets stronger, all the pain just keeps building up and I can’t take anymore and I break down. I have nothing and no one. The only person who ever understood me passed away a few weeks ago and all I want is to join him. I have been trying so hard for three years to turn my life around but it’s only gotten worse. Every night I cry myself to sleep because I’m scared, scared to wake up the next day to even more pain and confusion. I’m terrified of myself, […]

7/1/2012 1 comment

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