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Cheeks

by brokendream 8/24/2013

written by brokendream

images (38) Â Memories are something where you can not escape. Haunt you day and night. They make you relive every pain they caused. They dont let you sleep, eat, think. You feel like they are stabbing you again and again until you can not breathe. Tears run down your cheeks. Makes you do crazy things where eventually you will find out that it was not your intention of doing them. And so it will continue for the rest of your days. Waiting for the day that someone will save you. And avoid falling again.

8/24/2013 0 comment

I am worthless fat and ugly unloved filth because of muslims they have called me fat and ugly so many times i’ve lost count god commands me to crush my cheeks against the concrete floor until my teeth fall out and my eyes pop out

by Bharati 7/16/2013

written by Bharati

because of RELIGION I AM FILTH.

I AM GOING TO HELL. because of RELIGION.

I AM NOT INVITED TO HEAVEN because I am a dirty Srilankan who has done bad things. I am too UGLY TO be treated kindly >I am TOO FAT AND BAD to be treated kindly. Can someone ever see themselves flying through a hose with a brown shirt on, all that’s left of them because of ISLAM?

I Saw HOW GOD SAW ME AND DEPICTED ME AND know i’m going to HELL, and know HATRED and know CRUELTY and know a CRUEL JOKE> cruel joke spelled backwards is JESUS CHRIST. MY RELIGION is for […]

7/16/2013 0 comment

because god wants me to

by Bharati 7/16/2013

written by Bharati

commit suicide. and throw myself hard on the concrete floor tilll my cheeks get crushed in pain and all my teeth fall out and my ugly plain eyes pop out of their skull. i’m to throw myself against the concrete or off a bridge till my head cracks open and all the rottenness comes out, cut my nipples off and attack myself with a machete before the devil takes me

7/16/2013 6 comments

Weak

by XxWhyxX 7/15/2013

written by XxWhyxX

I am weak, I am a crumbling wall. Cracking with the pressure, watch me fall, tumbling. Screaming all the way down, the darkest tunnel. Tears drop from my cheeks and splatter on the floor, a puddle of diamonds. Graceful ending is all I hope for, but they rip me from my dreams. End it all now, end it all soon.
Black, all encompassing Darkness, The End.

7/15/2013 0 comment

Ocean of emptiness

by Ineededyouthere 7/15/2013

written by Ineededyouthere

I remember the time when you used to call me beautiful

It was a time when I was truly happy

There weren’t empty tears at 3 A.M. and hopeless wishes

I remember the time everything black and white turned grey

It was when you two would fight and loveless tears ran down your cheeks

Suddenly you left, you didn’t call, and you didn’t return for a while

I remember when you were there for me

It was around the time I went to seek help in the ocean

I sank to the bottom and struggled […]

7/15/2013 0 comment

A Struggle

by Silverstream 3/31/2013

written by Silverstream

Here I am sitting in front of a computer screen, having tears run down my cheeks. I just need to let this all out. I was born abroad and faced tons of bullying when I came to where I am now. Started in 2nd grade and it never ended in elementary or middle school. I never made much friends until Middle School. I was in a clique, were weren’t close; it was simply to gain an advantage over each other for selfish purposes like getting good grades. I saw everyone in a race, in a race of being the best in academics. I was smart, […]

3/31/2013 5 comments

I write when I’m sad

by Chowme 3/16/2013

written by Chowme

All I can produce are tears. Tears of anger, frustration, irritation or just sadness. I really can’t tell the difference. I can just feel the wetness run down my cheeks and the salty taste on my lips. My chest caving in and a sharp pain in my stomach, as if someone piercing it with a knife. My heart is spinning and I can’t seem to tie down on a single thought…I’m lost..and it feels like I’m in this dark corner, forever alone, sadness consuming.

3/16/2013 1 comment

Tomorrow has to be a better day..

by hazelleyes 1/24/2013

written by hazelleyes

“It’s a new day”, she thinks.

Open the blinds, the sun is shinning. She grabs her laptop, opens up itunes and puts some happy song playing.

“This will be a better day, it has to be.”

Hops up in the shower, singing along with the music, feeling the water wash away all the bad stuff. It almost seems like everything is okey, like the darkness is starting to go away. Her long hair is all pretty, and she looks at the mirror comtemplating herself.

“Maybe today someone will understand, maybe today someone will truly be there for me. Maybe I won’t be alone anymore.”

The music is still playing while […]

1/24/2013 20 comments

Internal Affairs

by gr82bme123 1/22/2013

written by gr82bme123

I fight and I fight…why do I fight!? I fight to live, I fight to breathe, I fight to eat, I fight to smile, I fight to be happy. Why am I fighting myself!? In this endless battle, I am always winning! I constantly win the battle, I fight for the right to hurt myself! When will my REDEMPTION come!? Why wont people understand the pain and hurt that I inflict upon myself!? It is not my fault, I do not consciously choose to harm myself. DO I!? I look to blame no one, yet the universe always finds a way to FUCK with me! […]

1/22/2013 6 comments

Something.

by Bloodi 1/13/2013

written by Bloodi

Something’s there.

Coming so near. Something’s there.

That’s followed me here.

It hurts so bad

When I cut my wrists,

When I clench my fists.

Every time I see You.

Tears come to my eyes.

Every time I see You

Inside I die.

Something’s there,

Coming so near.

Something is there,

It’s so painful to bear.

A doctor, I went to

Asked me questions about You.

Tears ran down my cheeks

I looked at my feet.

Everything about You is what I love.

Every […]

1/13/2013 6 comments

too broken

by SafeHaven 12/29/2012

written by SafeHaven

Too Broken

Too broken to be in this world again

A doll smashed into a million pieces of porcelain

They knew me before

They see glimpses today

They think Iâ€™m back

But Iâ€™m too broken

Iâ€™ve become one with death

Held his hand

Dreamt of his embrace

Blazing out all the pain

He let me close my eyes

To it forevermore

He let me Know itâ€™s okay

Iâ€™m too broken now

Iâ€™ve felt deathâ€™s kiss

Tasted eternity on his lips

How can I come back now

To this world

When my broken heart wants rest?

Light shines in my window today

I can see it for the first time in weeks

Scabs curve over my open wounds

They threaten to heal my flesh

Music and voices and faces I […]

12/29/2012 0 comment

Did you see that? See me?

by I.cant.breathe! 12/26/2012

written by I.cant.breathe!

you see that bird? black as night. flying flying high in the sky. You see it? that was me soaring above living my dream. once trapped living like a rock rooted to the ground. but then i leaked out red and started to float around. Did you see that tear? that was me im standing by you giving you peace. I am your guardian you’ve nothing to fear. I let you know when your end is near. I am your coscience telling you “go” it’s time to leave. You feel it? that prescence? that is me, I give you slumber let you rest eternally. You […]

12/26/2012 0 comment

Its always been you.

by SassySec. 12/17/2012

written by SassySec.

He was beautiful in every single way, the way he looked at me with his big brown eyes, and how I knew everything he was going to say before he said it. Everything was nonsense it was like life was no longer real and I was living a fairy tale. It wasnâ€™t until I met him that I knew, your life changes in every way when you meet the right person. He was the right person because when I was with him nothing else in this world mattered, the weight of the world was lifted off my shoulders and I couldnâ€™t help but to fall […]

12/17/2012 5 comments

how

by mgnmcgrath 11/27/2012

written by mgnmcgrath

i dont know how to say goodybye. i dont know how to leave this cruel world. i drown in misery everyday of my life. maybe its laziness. i dont know what is wrong with me. i cannot get up in the mornings to attend school. im failing all my classes because i miss soo much. my ex boyfriend has a new girlfriend and it kills me everyday to see them. my mom has been gone for about three years out who knows where with another man. i feel so empty and im not happy. i dont remember what it feels like to even be happy. […]

11/27/2012 2 comments

Winter Dreams

by humansdestroyhumanity 9/17/2012

written by humansdestroyhumanity

Everyday I dream of winter. Â The warm blankets wrapped around me, while I stare out at the dark moonlit night, watching snowflakes drift past my window. Â This saddening feeling, of utter loss, while the sky and ground alike form puddles. Â Bending and twisting, falling and repeating, tears roll down my tired, worn out cheeks. Â The door closed behind me, the window open wide. Â A cold wind twists my hair about, ending in a messy curl about my neck. Â Memories slowly happen again before my eyes, reliving past joys. Â This old woman, with tears still in her eyes, smiles sweetly and warmly, before saying goodbye to […]

9/17/2012 8 comments

i cant smile

by glass_breaker. 9/4/2012

written by glass_breaker.

don’t take this seriously, but i literally cannot smile

it’s not tht im some sort of gloomy person that im so non-emotional all the time. but its so hard for me to smile. no, i’m rly serious, i cannot even move my mouth that wide. my cheeks are so puffy when i try to smile. it’s just all tighten up for me. is there anyone who’s reading this can’t smile like me? like, it’s just hard for them to move their mouth into a smile?

/\ this […]

9/4/2012 4 comments

Him

by TragedyEnsues 7/15/2012

written by TragedyEnsues

Those eyes are the most beautiful hue of blue I have ever seen. Eyes associated with a complexion that forces even the moon to dull in shine. Surrounding this perfect entity is bliss. A crude seduction is overwhelming as I feel a confidence rise up within me. We are perfect for each other and everyone knows it.Â My knees go weak knowing he senses my pull towards him. As he walks over to present his hand, all the eyes in the room are fixed on us. I accept. Gorgeous does no justice to the angelic footsteps gliding me around the room. My cheeks turn red as […]

7/15/2012 1 comment

<3

by Me myself and time 7/4/2012

written by Me myself and time

She’s upset,
Bad day,
Heads for the dresser drawer to drive the pain away,
Nothing good can come of this,
She opens it, there’s nothing,
There is only leftover tears,
Mum and Dad have no right she screams,
Anger runs down both of her cheeks.

Then she closed her eyes,
Found relief in a knife,
The blood flows as she cries.

All alone the way she feels,
Left alone to deal with,
All the pain drenched sorrowed relief,
Bite the lip just forget the bleeding.

And then she closed her eyes,
Found relief in a knife,
The blood flows as she cries.
Then she closed her eyes,
Found […]

7/4/2012 2 comments

To get you in the mood…

by alreadyDEADalready 5/1/2012

written by alreadyDEADalready

The metal album by Panzerchrist, titled “Room Service” is quite nice.

http://www.darklyrics.com/lyrics/panzerchrist/roomservice.html

Just check out those lyrics. My favourites are:

“I know what you’re all thinking
You are holding on just trying to be cool
But know that come tomorrow
All your worries will be gone”

“And the love of my life
Canâ€™t save me
Because
I have to save myself first”

“I
Choose
To
Make
A Stand
But to be a martyr â€“ first you have to die”

“Kept inside
Where to turn?
Bottled up
When to burn?
Eating away
Filled with hate
No more cheeks to turn”

“â€œHey Waitâ€
You say
â€œThat looks like bloodâ€
But no! Itâ€™s the pain […]

5/1/2012 1 comment

by Knightofdoom 3/30/2012

written by Knightofdoom

I don’t expect anyone to listen or care, i just need someone to vent to and if it happens to be stranger so be it, Nothing will change.

I was disgnoed with evre depression and aniexty in oct.2011, they started me on medication, but none of it make me feel that this is all still worth it, why do i ever have to try to feel happy, i don’t perever feelings, they just eat at me inside untill,my body starts to shake with uncontrollble force, forcing back the tears in public and silence of my mouth, doesn’t stop the soiltary inside me.These though consume me and […]

3/30/2012 0 comment

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