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Lost Another Friend

by JiminyCrispies 8/4/2013

written by JiminyCrispies

So last night was completely shitty. As usual I went on a website where I have a fair few friends, and started talking. But, something seemed off about this particular friend, so I told her. She’d said that she was acting like it because she didn’t want me to kill myself [ I had told her of my plan a couple days prior to this and also had the date on my profile for my other friends to see ].

I explained that I was hurting and didn’t know what else to do, to which she replied with she ‘didn’t care’ and said she ‘shouldn’t have […]

8/4/2013 12 comments

My Struggle…..

by zombielovergirl122 7/17/2013

written by zombielovergirl122

So, I have been planning on suicide on the 3rd next month. People are telling me not too but, I literally can’t take the pain anymore. I cut last night and I was clean for more than 3 months! But, anyways here’s my pointless story..

So, Last year. ‘8-3-12’ I kinda thought I was in love.
About a couple months into our relationship it was getting a little depressed.
The guy, Jt, told me he loved me everything and then a couple days later,
He just left me and told me everything was getting taken away from him,
his phone,ps3, home phone, etc.
So, I said […]

7/17/2013 1 comment

I never had a choice

by Ravyn 5/28/2013

written by Ravyn

I never asked to be born. It’s not like I was given much of a choice. I didn’t choose my parents, my house, the schools I went to or the country in which I live. I’m just here. And everyday it becomes harder for me to accept that. It’s not my fault that I see the world the way I do, or that I hold such feelings of hatred for it. Nothing would make me happier than to see it and everyone in it burn. But no amount of me hoping, ranting or dreaming of that is going to make it happen. So I give […]

5/28/2013 10 comments

confused

by ihavenoidea132 5/19/2013

written by ihavenoidea132

Do you know that moment when you don’t know what to do anymore. When your world is crashing down but you still have a stupid smile on your face. This is all happening to me,& I’m losing it. Yeah people out there have it worse than me & I shouldn’t be complaining but it’s just to much to handle. I just want to end it & leave it all behind. I have nothing to much to lose. The people who once gave a damn Â about me just gave up on me. Now a couple days ago I lost the person I love thanks to my […]

5/19/2013 1 comment

Losing Hope

by lake-of-fire 5/7/2013

written by lake-of-fire

I have lost the will to live it takes alot to make me smile and hardly anything to upset me. I have no energy anymore have lost intrest in my favirote things. I first started starveing myself around age 16 because i always felt fat, ugly and stupid comared to everyone eles. Ill go a couple days without eating then give in and consume a sick amount of food only to feel horrible afterwards. Food is an enemy i regret every meal i eat.

Self hatred has caused me to cut myself which turned into an everyday vice. Iv developed a blood lust waiting and […]

5/7/2013 1 comment

I miss them… Though I shouldn’t really…

by greatpretender 5/3/2013

written by greatpretender

This post might not make sence unless you’ve read my previous one..

I think i’m glad I didn’t look inside when his best friend was outside the apartment crying. The neighbor did… But something in my head said “don’t look in there, you don’t need to see. You know what happened, don’t be stupid and make the pain worse..”…. I kinds wish I looked…. Just to see how he died rather than just imagining and repeating the horror story his friend told me…… When we were standing outside as the investigatirs were taking the pictures and such, Roberts friend that witnessed his death broke the […]

5/3/2013 0 comment

There’s Something More

by jlandisy 4/25/2013

written by jlandisy

This is coming from an agnostic…but I can verify that there is, in fact, something more. When my partner left me (you’ll excuse how disjointed and crazy this is, it was many years ago) when my ex left me at my best friend’s apartment he asked me whether or not I was “stable” I…of course…answered “yes”. I requested on the way there that we stop at the pharmacy so I could pick up someÂ Excedrin. (I got my Benadryl instead.) Â I’d never been asked that question before, nor had I considered myself “unstable” I told him I was fine. Â I asked him to take me to […]

4/25/2013 2 comments

How do I deal with depression, without meds?

by richard.sc4 4/2/2013

written by richard.sc4

I’ve been feeling depressed for a while now, basically for the last 10 years or so. Really the one person who has kept me from thinking about suicide, and who got me to stop cutting has been my girlfriend for the last four years. A couple days ago she tried to tell me that things weren’t really working out, and basically she thought it would be best if we took a break from being in a relationship. At the time she made a convincing argument, basically saying neither of us has time, effort, or financial stability to deal with a relationship. I’m under the impression […]

4/2/2013 6 comments

I’m Empty

by Sofie 3/7/2013

written by Sofie

My home situation have been very tough. As little girl I had every lie through at home. My mom has/had a relationship with an other man. My dad does everything at home cooking, laundry, bringing me and my 2 brothers to bed and school etc. My mom never does that and never gives us love. And my dad doesn’t too, he just does the standard stuff. She denies that she has a relationship with the other man. They are just friends she says. I just saw the man a couple months ago for the first time (never want to again). But people have seen them […]

3/7/2013 0 comment

What seems to be the problem?

by ben_jamin64 2/12/2013

written by ben_jamin64

I’m certain I’m not the only 24 year old out there with a depression issue but I’d like to try and figure this out. I am relativly successful. I recently got out of the military and started college and am going to try and get into the nursing program. I had a lot of issues when I was around 16/17 with depression. Then I got better then again when I was 19 and living alone. I joined the military shortly there after and was fine until the extreme amount of stress was too much to handle any more after 3.5 years. Now i am here […]

2/12/2013 2 comments

A Free Rant

by Domino Jays 1/20/2013

written by Domino Jays

The last few posts were of True Stories. But this one, will be different. It’s what I’ve done and happened today. How I feel right now. And what’s going on.

Currently, I’m sitting on the edge of my couch. Law and Order SVU is on, about a Ryan and Rebecca Clifford.Â My teddy bear sits next to me. I’m listening to I’m Yours To Lose from Zeromancer. And I’m typing this (well, duh.) But a surprise. During the week of my man’s being with his girlfriend, he’s able to get on Skype. We’ve been talking for about an hour. It’s a good thing, because I was […]

1/20/2013 4 comments

I’m haunted…

by musicflower 1/16/2013

written by musicflower

So I have been kinda down lately. I started writing in a journal again to help me with my english project and memories began spilling out. I’m 16 years old, and I have been a cutter since i was 12. It has never been much, nothing too serious, but it scars. I would always get in trouble with my parents, they would yell and scream about everything. Lots of times they would scream at each other and lots of times at me. It was cause I failed my test, or screwed up again or wasn’t good enough or was annoying. I’m never good enough. I’m […]

1/16/2013 2 comments

Effort

by Wednesday 1/5/2013

written by Wednesday

Ive been trying pretty hard so keep my head up. And I have been for about a week now. But today my mood just dropped. Im pretty sure that its because I havent been eating like I should for a few days. And Im so irritated now. Im weak and tired. And This headache is quite bothersome… Im sure Ill pick back up in a couple days..

1/5/2013 1 comment

Old picture

by BrooklynBoxx 12/9/2012

written by BrooklynBoxx

When i made this cut i was scared. I had just traded an ounce of weed for a brand new box cutter, a kid bought me from home depot. Stupid i know i could have got it myself but with your dad watching you every moment of the day it was kinda hard. I said it was for protection.. protection from my thoughts.. but he gave it to me. No other questions ask even knowing my history.

I went home a couple days past and then me and my parents got in a huge fight. With […]

12/9/2012 13 comments

A Suicidal Story (This is all true what happend)

by Ethan Decker 11/20/2012

written by Ethan Decker

It was aÂ thursdayÂ morning walking to school. I was in a veryÂ depressedÂ mood. I was hanging around in a corner sitting there trying to figure out were the nextÂ weapon i can get to.Â Â Walking to my first hour hanging around my friend Jared. When i spotted a pencil sharpener (One Of Those Small Personal Ones)Â My friend snatched it for me I thanked him for getting it for me. Next period comes and i hadÂ dismantled the sharpener and was using it on my arm then he was nudging me saying to “knocked it off”.Â Â I stop for the period when i went toÂ thirdÂ period sitting in the back seat with it […]

11/20/2012 2 comments

Dear love of mine

by Noone300 10/27/2012

written by Noone300

Just a couple days was all it took to know I loved you.I still admit you were the best thing that’s ever walked in my life.When we met you were so happy.Then you talked about killing yourself and that made me feel terrible I wanted you to stay I wanted to be one of the reasons you’d stay but you said i wasn’t enough..but still you stayed we broke up..I never thought it would Be this hard.Seeing you move on hurts so much.Iv tried to get out there open up ask for help..meet new people.But none of them are you.I love you.My first love.And every […]

10/27/2012 0 comment

Birthday Wishes

by Rain 10/14/2012

written by Rain

Birthday was a couple days ago…i’m 19 now…how many more years must I endure of this life? How many more years must pass before my birthday is even remembered? 10/11 marked the day that I realized what my worth truly is, how little anyone cared, and thatÂ I just breathe to pass the time.
I bought myself a cupcake today since I never did get around to celebrating it.
I whispered a wish asÂ I blew the lonely candle out.
Birthday wishes arent real…for I am still alive.

10/14/2012 11 comments

What happened? a failed attempt?

by DepressedAlone 9/25/2012

written by DepressedAlone

So there I was, a couple days back – sitting alone thinking oncemore about how shitty my life is (I’m in my 20’s, have a university degree, but no one will give me a job, im lacking in major social skills and have never had a GF – still a virgin and havent had any friends for years). 90% of my time outside of my house has been to the Doctor or my Therapist.

To digress, I’m sitting here and decide to “take some pills” (i wont detail everything). I take a few (slightly more than Ive done before just when Ive felt bad), then I […]

9/25/2012 5 comments

my story and my plan to die

by lightwithinthedarkness 9/23/2012

written by lightwithinthedarkness

my name is heather im 22 years old and im tired of living. i smile and laugh in a crowd and secretly plan my demise. i dont have the normal reasons why people want to die (if there are normal reasons) im attractive people say. i am a college student and i have a bf. but im just so tired of existing. i fantasize about death almost everyday. im alone in a crowded room, and i cant handle the stress of my past anymore. I plan on overdosing in a forest its a nature center that has trails preston would be so proud lol. but […]

9/23/2012 7 comments

School Tomorrow…

by shaye 9/4/2012

written by shaye

So school starts tomorrow. I’m so not happy about it. I’m losing my best friend to someone who’s just like her, and apparently is so much better than me. Clearly, everyone’s better than me. Last night, I was alone. I could barely breath, I just felt like a huge weight was on my chest. I cut my leg with a razor blade that I’m going to take to school just in case. The past couple days I’ve been numb. I can’t feel a thing. I’m so depressed recently. I’ve stopped eating as much as I used to, and I rarely laugh. I was […]

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