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date passed

by melodychild 11/8/2015

written by melodychild

the date has passed

The date I set to die

Reallized I wasn’t ready

Hadn’t gotten my things in order

My room wasn’t cleaned

My suicide notes not perfected

And now I’m sitting here

Wondering if I should do it at all

Should I really give up on life?

Only I can answer that

I don’t want to continue on like this

And I’m too afraid to change

Scared I’ll end up back here like every other time

Scared that they’re right

I can’t do it

I’m too scared to make a move either way

Too scared to change

To scared to end it

I’m lost

I don’t know what to do

I keep waiting for an answer to present itself

But I know the answer […]

11/8/2015 6 comments

A few weeks ago, I was starting to get hope that I wouldn’t kill myself, that my future is still bright. Then suddenly, it all disappeared due to the pressure I get in trying to keep up in school. My suicide date is a few weeks away and I want to stop myself from killing myself, but the rest of myself is pretty convinced that I should end my life soon. I’m starting to avoid homework and other things altogether because one, I’m tired of school and that it drains the life out of me. I mean, who wouldn’t be tired when you wake up […]

11/5/2015 2 comments

Just want it off my chest.

by DarkWishes 11/2/2015

written by DarkWishes

So I’ll give you a brief overview of my life.
I’m 14 nearly 15, I know I’m young and I haven’t experienced life properly.
When I was little I was so happy.. I hope so atleast. My life should be so happy ive got great friends and my family. Well atleast my mum my dad still cares but sometimes he gets angry. I know this girl who likes me and well she’s willing to end her life if I end mine, girls huh lol.

Anyways my depression started around 9-10 years old and no one ive talked to has felt the same way of depression. I […]

11/2/2015 2 comments

I don’t want to die, I just want the pain to end

by 8002738255 11/1/2015

written by 8002738255

11/1/2015 1 comment

Question?

by A_UserName_ 11/1/2015

written by A_UserName_

11/1/2015 3 comments

I can’t anymore…

by abisslover25 10/31/2015

written by abisslover25

This is my first post but I have been reading for a while. I have been trying to fight for years but I am so tired of fighting everyday to never be happy. I obsess over how I’m going to end it and when. I’m afraid of a failed attempt. I am so tired of never feeling good enough, having people walk out on me, and just not caring.

I hate hearing people say to just give it time or things will get better. I am 25 and it never gets better for me. I just want it to be over now. I don’t want to […]

10/31/2015 19 comments

I can’t kill myself

by Umut 10/29/2015

written by Umut

I’m from Turkey, shithole country. Everyday news full of rape, theft, explosions, etc… I’m so tired of being part of this bullshit. This country full of crazy religious muslims who will try to kill or beat you if you’re not one of them. I’m not stupid, i’m reading book all day but what for? Waiting someone to kill me or going jail for my thoughts? 21. century is just rubbish. I don’t wanna be part of this life but i can’t kill myself. Because i feel like i haven’t completed somethings or just i’m animal who follow his instincts. I sold my xbox and guitar […]

10/29/2015 14 comments

Death With Dignity Law – Pennsylvania

by Mike Rowedick 10/28/2015

written by Mike Rowedick

Each year, millions of Americans who suffer from terminal illnesses are unable to legally end their lives in a humane, comfortable way with the support of their families and doctors, because “dying with dignity” is only legal in five states.

Death With Dignity enables residents suffering from terminal illnesses to have the freedom to end their lives in a humane, responsible, and legal way.

Urge the Pennsylvania Speaker to introduce and pass a Death With Dignity law to help end suffering!

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10/28/2015 0 comment

Sick, stupid, society

by wndozh8er 10/28/2015

written by wndozh8er

why does society almost universally try to keep people alive against there will? Don’t they realize that we are all terminal and going to die someday anyway? Don’t they realize that denying someone’s natural right to chose to end there own lives no matter what is a total introchment on that persons individuals right to choose?

Thank about it….a depressed 21 year old person chooses N to end his own life. Let’s say in an alternate reality, he decided to live out the remainder of his life until he died of a massive heart attack at 70. He ended up spending most of his life happy […]

10/28/2015 10 comments

Keep Calm And Self-Medicate

by thehusk 10/27/2015

written by thehusk

What do you do, with the pain – the despair. When you come to believe that it’s not just a passing phase, or something for you to overcome. When it’s been 8 long years rather than 6 months. When your hope is gone, and you can’t think of anything else to try. When you come to accept that this is who you are, and likely always will be. When doing even basic things is a struggle, because nothing seems worthwhile, and your brain won’t focus on anything.

When you won’t end it, because you can’t do that to your parents – who sacrificed so much, and […]

10/27/2015 2 comments

I’m a coward

by Blackdog 10/27/2015

written by Blackdog

I’m too much of a coward to live life and too much of a coward to end it.

10/27/2015 8 comments

Angry

by killjoy551 10/25/2015

written by killjoy551

I’m so angry. I get so angry that my hands shake and that i forget to breathe. I’m angry because I can’t change anything. Being angry makes me angry. Having to see her face infuriates me beyond belief. I’m angry because I still have 2 more years of this stupid shit to deal with. 2 more years until I can leave and never look back. The thing is, I wanted to look back, and see my family and see my dad and know that I had a home. Im angry because I know how how it’s gonna end. He’s gonna die and i’m never going […]

10/25/2015 1 comment

I’m so alone

by disgusting 10/24/2015

written by disgusting

As a follow up to my last post…

I feel so alone. He’s out with some other friends and earlier today I had to tell him about 20 times I don’t want to hear it and he actually said he thinks it would be good for me to get over him if I knew he went and fucked a random girl. No I just feel like my heart and soul got ripped out and stomped all over. It’s like he thinks my feelings can just be shut off and end on command. It’s like I’m not human at all. I feel so alone and like I […]

10/24/2015 10 comments

here I am again

by melodychild 10/21/2015

written by melodychild

so again I’m saying I quit. I’ve posted before saying I planned to end it, and obviously changed my mind. Well I’m back with a new plan. I did a little research, picked out my date. The steps are in motion. I’m tired of going back and forth and honestly I don’t want help. I don’t want to get better. I know I can’t. I did the math and I’ve had sucidal thoughts for around 8 yrs. I first tried to kill myself in 8th grade so I was around 12. And since then it’s been back and forth. I’ve tried to end it so […]

10/21/2015 2 comments

Just a lost soul forever in the dark.

by Phobia 10/19/2015

written by Phobia

I have been tired of breathing recently as I don’t feel the same anymore. My entire life has been going downhill and I am falling apart. People around my school notice how depressed and lonely I really am but they obviously don’t give a fuck, they end up making fun of me because im always depressed and they also gave me a new nickname which is “depression”. So instead of trying to help me get better they just make fun of me because I always seem down and depressed. I honestly wouldn’t mind dying sooner or later because nobody gives a flying fuck about me […]

10/19/2015 7 comments

Easy way out

by Navartiti 10/19/2015

written by Navartiti

I want to die. I just dont know how ! I cant live anymore, my father passed away and now my only sister is dying of cancer I have no family left. How can I possibly end my life in the easier most painless way possible ?

10/19/2015 9 comments

How can I gather the courage to end my miserable life?

by nvm12 10/16/2015

written by nvm12

I’ve made a post a few days ago about my problem. I don’t know if it’s possible to view someone’s posts, but you are free to see my previous post if it’s possible if you want to know what my problem is. It’s loneliness, in a nutshell. A lot of the replies were indeed encouraging, especially those from people who could relate. My problem is that I’ve never even had a chance to be with a girl. I’m extremely shy and it took me 21 years to be able to just talk to girls, and now I lack the experience necessary to find a girlfriend, that’s […]

10/16/2015 39 comments

Death..

by Lailaniibabe 10/14/2015

written by Lailaniibabe

Sometimes, death sounds more appealing than anything. I hate this feeling but its thee only thing I feel now. I just wish it would end but it never does.

10/14/2015 4 comments

not a suicide attempt

by passionfruit3 10/12/2015

written by passionfruit3

Ive posted a lot on this site and though the battle to end my life has been unsuccessful im thankful for the days i do get with my family and hope i fail this time to though i think i may succeed this time.i have something called a conversion disorder which means mental stress converted into physical symptoms so temporarily i can’t walk or move or sometimes even speak based on stress and it’s gotten worse as my suicide date comes closer i believe its a sign that i may not make it this time and that is scary yet i cant stop at least […]

10/12/2015 2 comments

Nothing.

by utterly worthless 10/12/2015

written by utterly worthless

I am so disgusting. I hate the way I look. I will never be happy. I’ve never been happy. I just want to die. It’s not even about me escaping my pain. It’s more about saving other people from having to tolerate me being around. Friends abandon me, relationships fail. My family are oblivious. I mean nothing in this world, so why can’t I just die? I’ve tried so many many times to end it, and it never works. I don’t want help. I just want to go.

10/12/2015 2 comments

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