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What the hell does all this mean?

by BlueEyes 12/2/2015

written by BlueEyes

Sorry this is so long, but I’m so confused and heartbroken right now. I need advice/opinions.

This past weekend was a party at a friend’s house. MC (my friend that I love so deeply and can’t get over) was there, but I felt OK. I was OK when people were talking to J (MC’s fiancé) about what wedding dress she going to buy. Just to be safe though, I avoided MC. But after awhile it felt childish to be talking to everyone but him. So I said hello and we joked around a little. He was in a great mood, but he kept putting his face and hands very close […]

12/2/2015 7 comments

by InhalingAnxiety 12/1/2015

written by InhalingAnxiety

Just going to leave this here. Goodnight, SP. I’ll catch up with everyone in their morning posts.

12/1/2015 27 comments

Hello Loves :)

by Take a Deep Breath 11/29/2015

written by Take a Deep Breath

Just wanted to pop in, say hello, and hope everyone had a wonderful day 🙂

11/29/2015 7 comments

Such a failure

by disgusting 11/29/2015

written by disgusting

My birthday is tomorrow the 30th. I’ll be too busy at work to enjoy it. Not that I could because I’m all alone in the world. I thought my roommates were going to make me a cake but they didn’t. I only had dream guy over for Thanksgiving dinner and then by chance, he stayed over Friday night and left Saturday. I have to say though that I feel it was wrong to rant about him so much, he’s not a bad guy. I’m just the only person on earth he can’t possibly be attracted to. I wouldn’t be 38 and alone in the world […]

11/29/2015 14 comments

What The World Makes Us

by JustCallMeSam 11/28/2015

written by JustCallMeSam

I’ve often wonder why people are so afraid of talking about death. About shadows and darkness, and for that matter, suicide. Sometimes I just feel like a ghost passing through this world, watching the people around me go in circles, playing imaginary games. I don’t get it… we’re born, we go to school, get a job, then die. All the meantime, people are always running from their darkness. Because it’s too painful to face… They would rather choose distraction than work with their demons and befriend them. And then of course…when we finally choose to face it, everyone says there’s something wrong with you.

It’s natural […]

11/28/2015 8 comments

Imperfect Perfect Utopia

by Zetsumei 11/28/2015

written by Zetsumei

I just watched a Let’s Play of Nevermind and it was interesting. It’s a game that uses biofeedback and the developer(s) want to expand it so it can help people with stress and anxiety-related illness. The game got me thinking about “perfect worlds” but I know there is no such thing as a “perfect world.”Instead, I want to pose a different question to everyone… What is your definition of an imperfect, perfect utopia? My utopia is one where mental illness and disease didn’t exist. Granted people will die in it but it won’t be by one’s own hands or by a fatal disease… It would […]

11/28/2015 3 comments

Protected: I’m little relaxed. Thank you guys.

by daitya1989 11/27/2015

written by daitya1989

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11/27/2015 7 comments

Why all the hate?

by Alexther 11/27/2015

written by Alexther

I seriously don’t get why most people hate hardcore drug users… You don’t fucking know me, you don’t know my reasons for taking the stuff, and yet you tell me I’m ”a drain on our society”? I work for the cash I buy my fixes with, and I mean real work, not stealing from your fucking pocket or anyone else’s for that matter.

”Junkie”
”Methhead”
”Tweaker”

Oh please, the hypocrisy is limitless! Most of this shit comes from drinkers/smokers. Well assholes, EVERYONE has vices! The only reason that mines are ”evil” is because they’re illegal. Fuck the law, by the way. I’m not gonna let a bunch […]

11/27/2015 9 comments

Protected: Lurking Indominable Maggot

by whiskered-fish 11/25/2015

written by whiskered-fish

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11/25/2015 11 comments

Protected: And now for something completely different

by whiskered-fish 11/23/2015

written by whiskered-fish

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11/23/2015 2 comments

life sucks

by princessxx 11/22/2015

written by princessxx

well, its been 4 days since i posted. Friday evening made another attempt and ended up in hospital, now on suicide watch. i feel so fkn trapped now, everyone is watching my every fkn move. arghhhhhhhhh so fed up

11/22/2015 10 comments

New member!

by soul-less 11/21/2015

written by soul-less

Hello everyone,

New member here, after roughly 1 year of anonymously lingering around this site, I’ve decided that I should finally register, and here I am a registered member of this awesome site. So yeah, enjoy my company and I hope to get to know everyone well and that we may also exchange our suicidal stories. haha 🙂

11/21/2015 20 comments

Confused

by lostsoulblanklife 11/20/2015

written by lostsoulblanklife

Do you ever just sit down, zone out, and think about how weird life is? I mean, we are all living off of our brain. Our brain controls what we do, how we behave. Our bones, muscles, skin.. Those are just the extras.

I’ve met someone. He isn’t the most loved guy in our grade. He told me he was scared. People are starting to hurt him PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY. He is so afraid of everyone. I’ve realized that so many people are so damn negative and I don’t understand anymore! It’s fucking 2015! How much longer do we have to struggle through this?

11/20/2015 1 comment

When I say…

by Lawli 11/20/2015

written by Lawli

I’m tired – I don’t mean I want to go to sleep, I mean I’m tired of life.

I’m bored – I don’t mean that I’m bored of what we are doing right now, I mean I’m bored of everything and everyone in my life.

I want to leave – I don’t mean I want to leave the place we are in at this moment, I mean I want to leave my life and disappear.

I hate this – Not the thing that is currently going on, I mean fucking life.

11/20/2015 2 comments

Dreams better than reality? Why Dream is better than reality? Why is Dreams better than reality?

by niki 11/19/2015

written by niki

Why Dreams is better than reality?
Why is Dream better than reality?
Why is dreams better than reality? Why dream is better than reality?

What puzzles me the most is human’s mind / human’s brains and imagination better than reality / human’s fantasy is better than reality.

for example:
just look at the movies, novels, comics, games, books, , animations (anime / manga), science fiction (sci-fi / sci fi), fantasy , like Star Wars, Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, Narnia, Final Fantasy, Kingdom Hearts, Swords Art Online, MMORPG , Interstellar , The Matrix , Avengers , X-Men , etc etc, they are much more interesting, full […]

11/19/2015 1 comment

Broken Inside

by NoMoreHopeLeft 11/18/2015

written by NoMoreHopeLeft

It’s been for some years now. That feeling of loneliness and sorrow.
Since my only best friend I’ve ever had abandoned me, I didn’t find any real friends anymore. I don’t know why, but it seems that I’m just so very different from anyone else in my class and my surrounding. People think I’m strange. They avoid me. If we need to do group work in class everyone will sit happily together with their friends and I, well, I’m just standing there trying desperately to find someone to team up with me but no one hears me.
No one is on my side and helps […]

11/18/2015 2 comments

Trapped…

by longwaydown 11/16/2015

written by longwaydown

I am currently 20 years old and feeling trapped in a life I do not want to lead.

It all starts with myself when I was a couple years younger, just always trying to impress my parents, trying so very hard to make them proud, and just being a nice/happy person. I chose a career field, that I absolutely despise, to go to university for to please my parents. They have constant control over my life. Looking at my grades. Making sure I am doing well 24/7. I do not get along with them. I have dreams of traveling the planet and not be so close […]

11/16/2015 3 comments

by tteia 11/15/2015

written by tteia

Just a rant. Sorry it’s so long. Read it if you want.

I think it’s time for me to go. I cant take this. Everything I do. Every single thing I do. Is wrong. I’m really tired. I really.feel like I don’t belong anywhere. And that feeling is trapping. And I hate feeling trapped. I can’t trust anyone. I’m always afraid of what everyone thinks of me. I’m tired of being judged. I always feel like I’m being.judged. it’s time for me to go. This whole “staying positive ” bullshit just isn’t for me. I’m feeling sick. Like I want to break down. […]

11/15/2015 3 comments

I am convinced suicide is the only way out.

by pichu 11/14/2015

written by pichu

Its 3 am here. I can’t sleep. I want to die. I want my wrist to be cut open, my head to burst. Everything feels so heavy.

I am 21. Everyone around me have an idea of how their future will be. I don’t. I don’t see much farther. I see my suicide. And then its all black. People Plan for their future, I plan for my suicide.

There are no solutions to my problems. Suicide is actually the best way out. All I need to do now is plan my suicide.
I want my suicide note to be perfect. No loose ends. I want everyone to […]

11/14/2015 6 comments

WHAT DO I SAY NOW? – PART I

by serenityseeker 11/14/2015

written by serenityseeker

What Do I Say Now? PART I

I don’t really know how to go about saying what I need to say to all of the people that I need to say something to. Honestly, how do you say that your sorry for killing yourself to all of those that you love and care about; when it was a truly selfish and self-centered thing to do, but it really was what you wanted at that moment and that you are still somewhat bitter about the fact that it was fucked with and you failed at because someone decided they knew what was in your best interest better […]

11/14/2015 1 comment

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