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Love, so pretentious, so fake, so ignorant, just die

by RadiantLight 4/20/2015

written by RadiantLight

Seemingly the easiest thing to understand yet the hardest thing to live. Everyone claims to be loving in some sense. Well I love my mother, father… and my friends… ? Do I? They don’t even know what music I like for example… now that i think about it, they don’t know shit about me >: ‘(

yet reality shows that my whole life was void of love and I pretended everything was good until I noticed, that this thing called love is very, very seldom. We are all so pretentious… groups of individuals clinging together in a unity of loneliness.
Will I ever be like them? No […]

4/20/2015 2 comments

This world is boring , boring world . why movies, games, anime/manga, fantasy / imagination is better than this world / better than life / real life / real world / reality ?

by niki 4/20/2015

written by niki

I hate this world .
This world is so boring , boring world !
Why movies , games , anime / manga, & fantasy / imagination is better than this world / better than life / real life / real world / reality ?

everyday life is the same : wake up, eat, go to school/work, boring, then go back home, eat, then sleep, then repeat again.
but movie / game / anime / manga / comics / books are much more exciting & interesting than this boring life !
for example: like in the world / universe of Harry Potter, Avatar, Lord of the Rings, […]

4/20/2015 5 comments

Rock *****

by FeelingFunny 4/20/2015

written by FeelingFunny

I’m not used to being hated by everyone around me, everyone in my life. It fucking sucks. It also feels weird being totally alone; no one to talk to, no one to care about me, no one for me to care for. Typically, people love me and I’m lauded over my awesome personality and just overall likeable qualities. That’s not my own ego speaking. I literally would have at least one person a day at a very minimum go out of their way to express there admiration of one of my traits. But once again I’ve hit rock bottom and this time the […]

4/20/2015 2 comments

It is all darkness

by hardhard_life 4/20/2015

written by hardhard_life

I haven’t experienced this dark feeling ever. I had everything, I was an amazing person who was loved by everyone but what is the benefit of getting love when you are nothing when it comes to prove your identity.

Am jobless and this is the peer pressure which is killing me. Everyone is laughing on me, my parents are also suffering because of me. I don’t want to die but I see this is the only solution of this never ending embarrassment. The moment when you are scared to pick your friends call, knowing that how pity they would feel on you is killing. I feel […]

4/20/2015 7 comments

I Wanna Be Sedated

by louise52 4/17/2015

written by louise52

I’m groggy. Have taken three different sedative substances, only one of them prescribed. Tsk tsk.

Am desperate to sleep.

Am using chatrooms coz I can’t focus on any book, movie, documentary or any other cultural output.

There’s something seriously wrong with my body. It’s like dragging a corpse around. I’m constantly knackered.

Uh-oh. This may not be suicidal enough for Suicide Project.

I daren’t even say what I really want to say. I’m paranoid as all hell. If I say I wanna kill someone some f***** out there might think I mean it so…

So here’s another half-assed post which is really just a groggy vent. Because sauce for the goose […]

4/17/2015 3 comments

Endless tears

by LaFreakALeShow 4/15/2015

written by LaFreakALeShow

Everyone is connected in two ways. In life, and in death. I know what you’re thinking, I’m just a loner on the other side of this screen, no one to leave behind when I die, a not-so-happy soul, when in fact, I’m the person everyone turns to when they have problems. I’m always cheery and happy and I honestly don’t think anyone can help that..My Mum says I’m the nicest person on earth. She said yesterday that she’s glad I don’t cut or have suicidal thoughts, and when I looked at the Television, which was what she was watching, I almost gasped and fell to […]

4/15/2015 6 comments

They Know

by AnonymousSadness 4/14/2015

written by AnonymousSadness

He did it. He told. Now everyone knows my “dirty little secret”. people have barely talked to me today, and when they do it’s “hey is it true?” “Are you emo?” “haha you’re a freak” i just fucking love life -.-

4/14/2015 3 comments

I don’t know

by smw68 4/13/2015

written by smw68

I think about it everyday. I’m not really sure if I’m depressed or just sad all the time. I never do anything right. I’m the type of person where if my teacher gave the whole class a pop quiz everyone else would score a 100% and I would be that odd ball to score a 90% or even a 80%. I know what your probably thinking. An 80% isn’t even that bad. But you get my point. I fail at everything. I even think my own father hates me. I could be all happy with my friends at school but the minute I get home […]

4/13/2015 3 comments

Still there

by comomequieranllamar 4/13/2015

written by comomequieranllamar

So today I was inviting people to something on facebook, and I just saw her face among my friends.

That sweet girl who used to be my friend on highschool and killed herself some years ago.

It’s kind of weird having her on facebook. It makes me feel… I don’t know how. Specially seeing her childish face when everyone else has become an adult.

It’s like if a piece of world had stopped moving. And there she is, being 19 years old forever.

I remember that I saw her a month before her dead. Even if our friendship didn’t have a good end and we hadn’t […]

4/13/2015 2 comments

Be selfish

by QuirkyFox 4/12/2015

written by QuirkyFox

Day 2 no meds. I’m starting to feel again and I feel a sense of rage. It’s like my body is starting to shake inside from my suppressed anger. Anger because I am one of those dickheads who always puts people first. I am always trying to figure out how to please people.

You know what!? You can’t please anyone and no one can please you. Being content and happy comes from inside. I know this, I fucking KNOW IT deep in my core. But for some reason I am constantly looking for someone, someone who will take my love, someone who will give me love.

Well […]

4/12/2015 6 comments

What is the meaning of life? [help]

by pp1102 4/9/2015

written by pp1102

Hi, i am new to this site, please excuse my poor grammar and occasional incorrect spelling i do not really want to check all my mistakes and attempt to fix them and sorry for the long post, i could not shorten it out, this is the only place where i can truly speak whats on my mind.

What exactly am i dealing with? I’t cant be depression my problems are too meaningless to be that:

I constantly feel sad, like i am not doing anything useful with my pathetic, meaningless, insignificant life, like i have no meaning, sorry, its not like i have no meaning, i know […]

4/9/2015 3 comments

Screaming

by RoseHarper 4/9/2015

written by RoseHarper

What’s the point of shouting when there is no one to hear? I can scream my pain all day and night but everyone has lives. Everyone has their own pain. They can’t hear mine. It’s just a whimper. A passing phrase. A “How are you.” and “I am fine.” False. Unheard.
I had so many dreams. The only way to make them come true is to leave everything I’ve built; walk away from all that I know. Start over. Lose. I can only win if I lose. And everyone is blaming me for their suffering…and that’s not fair because I suffered so frigging long in […]

4/9/2015 1 comment

If we’re being honest…

by HereticBlood 4/8/2015

written by HereticBlood

To be fair I hate my self just as much as you hate me… I don’t need a fucking reminder of why I disappoint everyone and why I am nothing but trash… Treat me like the most vile disgusting creature on the face of this universe because I have no soul left. You’ve taken the last little but I didn’t even know I had… FUCK YOU!!!!
FUCK ALL OF YOU!

4/8/2015 3 comments

The words

by black_soul 4/7/2015

written by black_soul

The words you say to me. The words you say behind my back. “Don’t tell her anything she might kill herself.” You saying in front of everyone. They laugh. Why would they care anyways? It’s not like I was ever their friend. But to the girl that said that I was. I was her friend. And I thought I was being a good friend by telling her the truth. But I guess I was wrong… next class I have people laughing at me. Saying stuff about me because I was trying to help out a “friend”. My real friends say with me and said it […]

4/7/2015 0 comment

by whats_left 4/6/2015

written by whats_left

Hello to all out there who are reading this. I have decided to post here my last thoughts. I had hoped things would get better, maybe even easier given time and space, but I unfortunately grow increasingly tired and weary of this world and path that I have found myself walking down. I guess I should write this all in a note for my loved ones to see, but I dont want them to see this side of me. I do not intend on leaving a note at all. I know what I plan to do is going to hurt many people, but why must […]

4/6/2015 19 comments

Alice blacking out

by BlackOutAlice 4/6/2015

written by BlackOutAlice

Alice wants to know why everyone wants to know who alice is! alice does not want to be constantly harassed and dogged! Alice does not wish to be accused of being a stalker when it is the other person who seems to be stalking alice! constantly popping into alices posts and discussions to subjugate alice to scrutiny for being alice! Alice is just alice! there is nothing more to tell! alice just wants to be left alone to tell stories and aquire new friends! alice does not want to get anxiety from this site! alice became alice to escape the anxiety and social constructs she […]

4/6/2015 5 comments

I don’t know who to turn to

by theamityafflixion 4/5/2015

written by theamityafflixion

I’m writing this because I’m thinking of doing something bad. I’ve tried to commit twice before, obviously they both failed. Tonight everything has gone downhill. I have no one to talk to or no where to turn. Everyone has turned against me even though I’ve done nothing wrong. I just wish I could merge with the ground and disappear. It would make so many people happier. I’m a failure that can’t do anything right and I wish I could be a better person. I’m just a lost cause. I’m crying into my laptop right now and I’m confused as hell. Why does everything and everyone […]

4/5/2015 5 comments

Suffocated

by Without 4/5/2015

written by Without

Im so tired, sometimes i feel so tired. I work everyday with some new shit. I deal with collegework piling up, and at work where people belittle me. i feel so alone, never even knowing what it is like to be with someone i love, i offer mine, but it seems meaningless. i get so jealous it hurts, never a light at the end of the tunnel. Then i get paranoid as if everyone is looking at me. so it puts me further into myself.. I cant tell anyone how i feel because i feel like a selfish asshole and my problems are insignificant. I […]

4/5/2015 2 comments

fuck everything

by miss_sadness391 4/4/2015

written by miss_sadness391

So i have managed to loose my boyfriend my two bestfriends and half my family all in one week,life is just fucking amazing. Fuck everything,fuck life. what even is the point anymore iv lost everyone. i guess its time for me to go now.

4/4/2015 2 comments

Regret

by teana 4/3/2015

written by teana

I’m only 22 but I feel as though it is too late for me to be anything or do anything with my life. I feel that everyone is much smarter than me and that they know something that I don’t. I observe the way my peers interact, the jokes they share and I feel like I can’t get it and I’m just a little kid. I don’t keep up with current events or anything because I hate reading the news and I have no motivation. I wish I could just do a few years over again so I could make myself different.

4/3/2015 3 comments

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