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a song that I wrote…

by sulger 12/29/2015

written by sulger

Free me from this prison

Ive been locked away for ao long

Every day seems to last forever.

Then comes the night

The time when all my toughts are set free

They flow through me aimlessly

Wanting to become a part of me.

I can feel the darkness

Taking over my mind

All i can see is blackness

I feel empty, like there’s nothing to be found.

Within me

There is only despair

I can not see clearly

It feels like life isn’t fair.

And then i think to myself

What feels better

Or less painfull

Than being alive?

A rope around my neck?

A bullet through my head?

Freefalling through the sky

Meeting death at the end?

……….

And then i think to myself

Maybe life isn’t so bad

But […]

12/29/2015 4 comments

I’m Done

by majesticwalrus 12/26/2015

written by majesticwalrus

I’m planning on leaving the 31st. The fact is that I don’t think I can even last that long. All I know is that I will not live to see another year without my friends and family that are already gone. This will probably be the last thing I write here. I’m just going to shoot myself in the head and I’ll finally be free from all of the bullshit.

12/26/2015 1 comment

Ocean Planet

by Rotted_Flesh 12/22/2015

written by Rotted_Flesh

In the vastness of space, lies a lonely planet just waiting to be explored. A dark blue world where the depths of the sea are limitless and there is no dry land in sight. Swimming eternally alone, breaching the surface to gaze upon the pitch black sky littered with glistening stars in the night. Plunging back into this sea of light only to find indigenous creatures comforting me; I am not so different and not so alone. While I sink further and further into the void below, I am finally free and at peace with myself.

12/22/2015 7 comments

Eternal silence

by Costy 12/20/2015

written by Costy

The only thing that confronts me is that after I pull that trigger I will be free. My mind is sick.

12/20/2015 1 comment

Help me…

by Lawli 12/15/2015

written by Lawli

I can’t keep going on like this, I have so much emotions that I want to let free, I want to cry and shed tears. But I can’t, I can’t even make my eyes water anymore and it’s making me just feel insane, like I’m a robot.

please, does anyone have any ideas for me, I don’t want to go on like this.

((btw I’m a 15 year old girl, just so nobody has to ask.))

12/15/2015 3 comments

8 years and counting

by thehusk 12/14/2015

written by thehusk

I feel incredibly alone. I have no meaningful connections in my life. No one who knows who I really am. Because who I am is not ok. And I don’t know how to change it so that it would be ok. How to change what goes through my mind. And so I have to hide myself. Even from myself most of the time.

I want so desperately not to be this anymore. To be free of it. To be free of myself. But then there would be no me to be free. Is an end to all experience preferrable to this hole inside me? I guess […]

12/14/2015 6 comments

My chest has dropped and panicked

by beaubri 12/3/2015

written by beaubri

Im sitting in the back room at the bar I ust to work at. Waiting for my friend to have free time from the tables shes serving. My heart is racing in the pit of my stomach. I want to vomit. My head hurts. Im crying and I dont know what to do anymore. I need help.

12/3/2015 5 comments

things never change

by Harlot.Rebel 11/27/2015

written by Harlot.Rebel

Im officially dead inside. Walked to the bridge and wanted to jump. I walked to the train tracks and thought the same thing. Im suicidal again and that makes it harder to fuckn deal with being depressed i cant wait to kill myself. To be free of all this pain. Now i have to cut so i can chill out enough to sleep.. I hope i never wake up

11/27/2015 3 comments

Do you ever feel like it’s a lot of the little things?

by Dorothy Gale 11/21/2015

written by Dorothy Gale

They add up, one on top of another. Dirty house, little free time. Debts that you can never seem to get started on. Between two jobs, make too little. Things breaking down. Costly repairs. Faraway dreams that never gain traction. Faraway friends. Lover growing distant. Nagging mother. Fear of loneliness. Fear of other people. An inability to face the past or the future; maladjusted in the present. Knots everywhere – in my mind, my relationships, my soul. Can’t cleanse it. Feel like roadkill.

11/21/2015 1 comment

Hope

by Alfred1688 11/21/2015

written by Alfred1688

There may come times when we are lost
It will make us want to break free at any cost
There may comes times when life is sad
It makes everything look and feel bad
But even in all this pain and chaos
There is still some hope in all of us
It gives us the will and strength to live
Even when we feel life has nothing to give
We feel fear, we feel pain
It can make us go insane
It can make us do things we think that might be right
Endless tormenting us with nightmares at night
We feel all is […]

11/21/2015 1 comment

Darkness

by Alfred1688 11/15/2015

written by Alfred1688

Darkness I ask you to set me free

Free me from this place where I don’t want to be

I can’t stand this suffering anymore

Give me the peace that I yearn for

Days, months and years I fought

Yet I still can’t ease my distraught

After each demon I slay

A new one arises the next day

My armor is weakening and starting to decay

Yet I pick my sword and head into the fray

I have become lost and weary of this fight

For the victory I seek is nowhere in […]

11/15/2015 1 comment

I Wish I had Cancer

by TheStonerWhoCould 11/10/2015

written by TheStonerWhoCould

There are so many people suffering, So many people on the verge of death. They wake up every morning hoping their fate will change, praying for a miracle. Every night they dream of being free from their condition and living a full happy life.

And then here I am, a person with a healthy life, with my whole life ahead of me. Healthy and young I have so much to live for, but every day I wake up and hope my fate will change, I pray for tragedy. Every night I dream of being free from this condition called life.

Why cant we switch. Why I can I […]

11/10/2015 8 comments

Such beautiful poetry, can’t stop listening

by Rotted_Flesh 11/10/2015

written by Rotted_Flesh

I think I’m losing you
but I will never regret choosing you
‘Cause I am in love
and for now that will be enough

and the ones around me convinced me that I was the only person
who was dumb enough to believe that you and I had hope
but now I know even after you begin to let your emotions slow
the reason I stood alone was because I was the only one who knew our love was never gonna let go

Everyone wanted me to see that we could not thrive
so gouge out my eyes
’cause if this is reality then I guess I’m […]

11/10/2015 2 comments

It’s over.

by thelost 11/6/2015

written by thelost

It’s over.

I won’t deny it

I’m so sorry

I hurt you

I did so many things

Not all of them good

You have every right

You should

I never said sorry

I’m so afraid

I’m so sorry

I can’t leave

I wish you happiness

Everything I couldn’t give

All I ever tried

Every little part of me

They all died

I wish could understand

I wish I could be yours

And You could be mine

You’re beautiful

I’m ugly

On the inside

You are free

Please don’t cry

Please don’t say goodbye

But most of all

Don’t you lie

And say you want

To see me tomorrow

11/6/2015 6 comments

Protected: Kat’s most likely Hope.

by whiskered-fish 11/1/2015

written by whiskered-fish

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

11/1/2015 10 comments

by deerdezz 11/1/2015

written by deerdezz

It gets a little easier to let go

I gotta stop being afraid to just step into the fray. Just completely let go.

Even if i fail the pain from the mistake would feel incredibly real. For once.
As nov. 2nd approaches i cant help but think of my recently passed cousin and how he helped me out so much. Was so free. I think about how he was in a car accident and how i want to experience it.

I know its fucked up thinking but what else is new..
Ah well this is just good venting. I’ll be making an hour trip back home tomorrow […]

11/1/2015 3 comments

My first cut

by iambeautiful 10/16/2015

written by iambeautiful

My hands are trembling. I really want to, but it is wrong. I should’nt feel like this. It is wrong. Which sane person gets pleasure from pain. Self inflicted pain. But it sets me free. It sets my soul free atleast for a while. And the scars lighten and disappear eventually. It’s not like i am murdering someone or even commiting suicide. It helps me put things in perspective. My mind isn’t clouded anymore. I forget my sorrow and pain. The emotional pain. It disappears. The sting takes over all that I am feeling. I can cope with it. Yes. I know I want to. […]

10/16/2015 2 comments

Protected: Some memories and thoughts

by Tristeza 10/13/2015

written by Tristeza

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

10/13/2015 26 comments

lonliness

by sadsadist 10/11/2015

written by sadsadist

One day one day not feeling alone one day smiling and thinking it’ll be alright one day is all I got ik it won’t ever really be though always alone anyone else lonely feel free to message me I care and am easy to talk to usually kik is itsjustianmooneok email is shiftydaytoday@gmail.com

10/11/2015 0 comment

yeah

by No_one_care 10/10/2015

written by No_one_care

Ok i know that all of y’all are probably tired of my lame ass story. I am too. I wish that everything just wasn’t so messed up. Today i felt like everything was alright and then i started thinking and i really it’s not. Yeah i know everybody has their problems but i want a break. I want to be able to be free. Trapped by my own mind. Shame. I am not look for a shoulder to cry on anymore. I will cry my tears but i won’t ask for help. I will do what i do best and hide behind a fake […]

10/10/2015 4 comments

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