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by Invincible_14O1
written by Invincible_14O1

 

Life is hard. And most of the time I can’t take it anymore. I’m not saying my life is the worst but I’m not saying its the best either. On the outside to my closest friends and to family I seem fine, okay. A happy go lucky girl thats enjoying her teenage years. A girl who smiles an laughs a lots. A girl that can hold her own and can never be beatin or brought down. I seem strong. But the real me, the real me is weak. A weak scared confused girl. A girl who is so use to faking her happiness she forgot […]

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The Big Day

by help wanted
written by help wanted

Well today’s the day. Sunday. The plan was to end my life tonight. Leaving a couple different notes addressed to different people. I’ve wanted to do this for a long time. Planning since the beginning of the school year, which started August 27, the day before my birthday. The plan was to wait until after my parents went to sleep, then go do it. My method is not the most preferred method out there, in fact many people hate it and think it’s like THE WORST one. But I have my reasons and I have tried twice before, failing obviously. Waking up in a hospital room surrounded […]

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Betrayed By My Closest Friend… To Live or Escape The Pain

by Karma44
written by Karma44

The recession destroyed life as I new it. Having been laid off 3 times in 2 years, I left my home and started over in a new town. The first 10 months were a struggle to survive, and then it finally paid off. I landed my dream job. Still alone in this new place 800 miles from friends and family, I made the mistake of befriending a female co-worker. She approached me a couple of weeks after we both started working at the same company. She had moved to the same town with a boyfriend of 7 years and they had broken up. She was […]

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filled with liquid depression

by Sikemar
written by Sikemar

 i don’t know why i came to this site. i’m not actually reaching out for help. After comming here and reading a few of the postings though i couldn’t help but share.

  About 10 months ago i started having problems at work. my job was as a vendor for a rather large well known company, which serves grocery stores, restaraunts, ect. (please pardon my lack of proper spelling and grammer) The company required us to write shift notes for the weekend person covering our shift so i had complete documentation of everything our customer, the company itself, and/or i needed done. Over the course […]

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Pain

by LredeGone
written by LredeGone

I don’t know who I am, why I’m here, why I’m alive. I tried very nearly successfully once before. I’m not sure I want to die, but I don’t want to live anymore. My heart has been ripped apart. I’ve never loved anyone like I loved her, and I just ruined it. I have to let go, move on, but I can’t. My heart still cries out for her… and she’s already over me, and it hurts so much. I don’t want to hear that I’m young, and it will pass, because I’m nearly 30. But throw these feelings on top of the pain I […]

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winning…except not

by violetblonde
written by violetblonde

sOO my life has gotten extremely glamorous. deferred from college on medical absence to deal with my depression. omg im so effing cool. but really, last thing my rapist said to me was i hope you kill yourself or one of your eating disorders kill you. YAY. i swear, i sound like such a trip. it’s just exasperating that i have so much baggage and i’m so young. i want to be young and free and live my prime and instead i’m back at home trying to recover from my PTSD while all my other issues reman unresolved. honestly, i dont even give a flying […]

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I guess i may need help.

by lostagain
written by lostagain

Im 24 years old, married, a mother of two, and i have been suicidal since the age of 12. I attempted many times, been hospitalized, been on any med you can think of, and i still cant pull myself out of this. Truth is, i love my husband, but our relationship was abusive in the past, i developed PTSD. Also coupled with molestation as a child, i have alot of anxiety. I have also discovered that i have been in love with a long time friend for a long time. I sleep with him on occasion, and i just want to stay there. Like i […]

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Ehh…

by sleepxdeath
written by sleepxdeath

Trying to be friends with an ex

Difficult

Distances a bit better

But in most cases

Difficult

That is why no one believes in being friends with an ex.

I thought my friendship with this one certain ex was different

but i realized we were distanced.

Person lived in another area while I was in another.

Thought our friendship was different.

But I guess I was wrong

Friendship was nothing but a great disaster

Once I heard what was really going on.

I flipped out. Thought there was a great trust. But now I guess not. I believe that in the past they were all lies. Nothing but lies. If that person really trusted me, person would have […]

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Can You Hear Me?!

by Y
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Do you hear when I scream, when I cry out from pain? Do you see me bleed? See me shatter? Do you get so close to saying something and then change your mind? Do you type something and the delete it immediately? Do you feel like glass?

Well cool, we have something in common.

You’ll all cry for me one day. But you won’t really cry for me. You’ll cry out of your own sorrow. You’ll be so sad that your little psychologist left you. “What will I do now?” you think. Not “I can’t believe she is gone. It’s terrible that we made her feel so bad that […]

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“Think of the people you’ll leave behind.” They’re the reason I’m committing suicide.

by SuicideBoy
written by SuicideBoy

One of the  big reasons people don’t kill themselves is that they don’t want to hurt their friends & family. But when I think of them it just makes me want to pull the trigger even harder. All those two-faced liars and hypocrites need to see me dead with my brain in a million pieces; they need to wake up and see the real world… a place where cruelty has consequences, where lies can kill, and where some of us should be taken seriously when we say we need help. To all my friends and family who failed me, I do this for you.

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To be, or not to be?

by flown
written by flown

I want to rid myself of all my pain. Just thinking about tomorrow honestly makes me sick to my stomach. It’s the most disgusting  thing I’ve ever felt in my life, and sometimes I can’t help but think about it at night and cry, because I keep feeling it over and over again. I lie there staring into nothing, my mind wondering off into tomorrow, and I feel sick.

 

I don’t have my friends anymore, and as cold as it sounds, they were nothing more than distractions, anyway. People that kept my mind occupied with something other than my own misery.  Yet, I still yearn for that false reality, that […]

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At some point reaily will tear your dreams apart

by nooneimportant
written by nooneimportant

This post probably will have little to none importance and I shouldn’t go through with what I will but I am coward and a loser. There’s hasn’t been much failures in my life until now and when I usually set my mind to do something I do it. You know, like a challenge you assign yourself and you are determined to accomplish i by whatever means.

24 of age currently. I’ve lived a normal life I like to think but in reality it’s not. Honestly comparing to some other posts I’ve read in the past few days mine doesn’t come as close for a reason to […]

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I let the mask slip and someone in

by Darkpheonix
written by Darkpheonix

My first post on here after reading the posts for a while.

I let someone in for the first time in years, 11 to be exact, but now I feel worse than ever! I’m 22 and since I was 11 I’ve dealt with feelings of being worthless and being made to feel like I was unwanted, by friends and family and even people I didn’t know. I’ve dealt with being alone for 11 years, I had come to terms with it and even though feelings of depression and suicide would take over from time to time I had found my own ways of dealing with […]

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since I can remember…

by it_never_ends
written by it_never_ends

I have hated myself since I can remember. I always thought I was worthless. I remember looking at myself in the mirror when I was 5 and thinking ‘I hope my face changes and looks better when I grow up’. I’ve never fit in with anyone and I cry a lot. I feel like my body is a prison and I would do anything to be free. Suicidal thoughts take control of my life when I am on a low. I can’t get rid of them. I’ve had these thoughts since I was 10 years old. I battle myself constantly and it’s exhausting. Only my […]

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Opinions/help anyone?

by Crazypandachick
written by Crazypandachick

I know that what I’m about to write is pretty horrible and that not many people on this site have gone through it (or at least I hope not), but I would really appreciate the opinions and help from anyone willing to give it.

Short version is that last year I was raped and nearly gang raped and since then I just haven’t been the same. I mean I was pretty messed up from some other stuff, but that was the even that completely changed me. Some of my friends and family already know about it all (not from my mouth), but I really want to […]

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Dont know what to do

by blakeabiliion
written by blakeabiliion

I’m 26. Bipolar, student, mom. When I was a teenager my father shot himself and survived(thankfully) in our home. Every since that day my life change forever. I wasn’t the happy girl anymore. I thought as I got older things would get better, but my husband recently left us. I was abused in just about every way, but I am beyond sad over this loss. I constantly think about death and suicide. I also feel like a horrible parent. I wanted nothing more than to have a happy family for my son, but our home life was a nightmare. But now I have no one […]

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(New) – Lost, broken… I need help…

by GoodbyeBrowneyes
written by GoodbyeBrowneyes

I have problems, I think…

It’s always been here..

I have a man who loves me.. and I have a few friends … and family…

I love this man, and as of right now he’s my rock.. Cause I don’t want to be alive..

I have this feeling of needing to end my self.. A feeling that things would be better

for everyone else in my life if I was gone… They say other wise, but I have it

imbedded into my head.. I just .. I need help.

Is there a right moment to really give up on life? Is there really another way to figure out if

death is the right […]

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Life as a bore?

by kassi1406
written by kassi1406

I love the life I have lived. But the life I’ve been living lately has gotten so boring that I see no point in life. I have no determination for absolutely ANYTHING. I don’t want to work, I dread going to school, my friends and family bore me and I pretty much find sleep as the most exciting thing. I’m not here to say I have screwed up parents or that I’m ugly. Honestly, I have a great family and I think I’m very beautiful. I’m here in curiosity. I want to know if anyone wants to end their life just…. Because? I think what […]

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turn the music up..

by tphg
written by tphg

I’ve decided to let it all go, let everything that’s bothering me, go. I feel like I should be someone because of the people I know and the expectations that I perceive they have of me, but it’s all in my head. Ok, I’m sure it’s not all in my head or else I wouldn’t be writing this.

I love women, but I have nothing to offer. All I want is death and that supercedes just about everything I see and hear. Any desires, yearnings I might have, are outranked by my desire to not be.

I haven’t seen friends in months, recently started chatting […]

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The Right to Die

by axjb9
written by axjb9

Whenever I read about suicide, including on this site, there is usually a page that tries to talk others out of suicide. Of course, I understand that suicide can be really traumatic for the deceased person’s loved ones. But that argument assumes that a person has close relations with family and friends. If you do not (and some of us don’t) then your passing won’t be deeply felt by anyone.

Secondly, if you have family and friends and you are suffering and you reach out to them and they do nothing, then you’ve done your job. You’ve made others aware of how you feel and they […]

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