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Somebody Talk Me Out Of It

by thelost 11/6/2015

written by thelost

Please, somebody that’s more logical than me, somebody that can help. Tell me not to, tell me not to beg my cousin to give me her number so I can text her. It wouldn’t even be that long of a text, and I wouldn’t send more than one. Please, tell me not to. I want her to be happy, I can’t let me ruin that for her. I’m better than that.

God, she’s so beautiful though. She’s absolutely intoxicating. When I look at her, I find it damn near impossible to imagine I’ve kissed those lips. The one thing I can be sure of though is […]

11/6/2015 18 comments

Protected: Kat’s most likely Hope.

by whiskered-fish 11/1/2015

written by whiskered-fish

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

11/1/2015 10 comments

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by quaero 10/30/2015

written by quaero

It’s funny looking at my older posts. Such illusion yet such passion. I can now pretty clearly see the illusions I was in. Of course at that time I couldn’t see them, but that’s how life has always been with me – a game of hide-n-seek where the thing you’re looking for is right inside you. What amazes me is the passion with which I was seeking. I no longer suffer from the things I was so terribly suffering from then. But that passion is also gone.

This letting go thing is pretty heavy with me these days. I am recalling that conversation from Matrix when […]

10/30/2015 1 comment

Striving

by Rotted_Flesh 10/18/2015

written by Rotted_Flesh

… pathetic what I hold myself up to. That meaningless standard that society holds true. It’s pretty funny how this fleshy substance known as our skin plays such a critical role in life. God, if you are there, you are a fucking idiot. What am I going to become in Heaven? A mindless drone doomed to worship your entity. Fuck you. I hate you God. You are non-existent, you are a fable that contorts the minds of the weak. You call me sacrilegious, and I thank you for that, I am self-aware. We will see who has the last laugh when the time comes. You […]

10/18/2015 1 comment

She asked me if I was having a particularly hard week, lol

by Disposable Human 10/12/2015

written by Disposable Human

So this is what I said:

Why do you ask?

Every week either gets progressively worse, or, it’s just the same droll, hermetic, life I don’t enjoy. I’ve lost everything but half my job. How could life be anything other than bad? I’m the loser that everyone laughs at. There’s no reprieve from the pain, so, I cover my costs and I shoot my dope (don’t get me started on all the precautions I take, I’m not trying to leave XXX yet). Thankfully, I haven’t been to jail or overdosed this week, which is good – considering my family doesn’t talk to me anymore since I refused […]

10/12/2015 4 comments

My letter

by bayareaguy 9/28/2015

written by bayareaguy

With All of My Love………………….

Its better this way, it really is. I don’t think I will ever be able to explain how pain filled, lonely and useless I have been for so many years. Living is a complete hell for me.

No one I know would wish such pain on an animal they love and, would indeed, put the poor thing out of its misery. It would be selfish to compel it to go on living. If any of you ever have to experience this deep misery, you may, at last understand it takes courage to go against the natural inclination to live and thrive. The […]

9/28/2015 10 comments

Let me go

by lostsoul609 9/20/2015

written by lostsoul609

I have bad anxiety and suffer from depression. I don’t know why God has chosen this life for me. I want out of this life but I know it’ll greatly impact the people around me. I worry mostly about my mom and my siblings because I know they’ll be affected the most. But I’m tired of taking everyone into consideration I’m not happy and I want out! I’m tired of waking up and faking a smile just to make other people think that I’m okay when I’m really suffering inside. Today I was going to drown myself and just as I get ready to step […]

9/20/2015 1 comment

Vanished

by adawgdarappa 9/11/2015

written by adawgdarappa

He vanished

like fog disappears once the sun rises.

He left the world, cause he couldn’t take it anymore.

I wish he could have asked for help,

His wife and 2 boys crying

He was funny

helped with computers

He brought his wife lunch everyday

and dropped his boys off at school

He believed in God

and I hope he made it up in Heaven

He is missed by all down on Earth

Though we wish he didn’t do

what he did and

vanish

9/11/2015 3 comments

Mr. Brightside’s the name, Stealing song names is the game

by thelost 9/5/2015

written by thelost

Hell, it’s corny as all fuck but I don’t care. Lately my personal situation has left me with more of a relation to Mr. Brightside than most songs. Well, that and a need to have one goddamn drink. Being alone sucks, but to know who you’d like to be spending time with is ignoring you, and is with their boyfriend just makes it that much worse. Experiencing one of the big depression symptoms which is… Any guesses? You Sir, You madam! You guessed it, lethargy. The girl’s out there doing God knows what for God knows what reason, and I’m sitting here talking about a […]

9/5/2015 1 comment

Don’t belong here

by whereismyescape 8/29/2015

written by whereismyescape

I genuinely believe that some people don’t belong in this world. This atmosphere is just too much for us and we need an escape. I am one of those people that just isn’t meant for this environment. I need a different way and I think heaven would be so great. I know it would be great. I just wish I had the courage and strength to go there.

8/29/2015 8 comments

Your Name Meaning?

by A Monster Named Chimera 8/26/2015

written by A Monster Named Chimera

im not a religious person, but i’ve read on the bible that
god would give to the members of one of the seven churches a white stone with their new names.
the name would mean what god wanted from then
well, the ironic part is
my name : Beatriz means “the person that make the others happy”
ok god, stop with that, you’re laughing on my face, isn’t you?
i cant make MYSELF happy!

well, this is my question:
what your name mean?

(sorry for my bad english)

8/26/2015 36 comments

Does life have a point?

by SmokyMemories425 8/22/2015

written by SmokyMemories425

I used to believe in God but I sat down and really thought about it and the concept of heaven and hell just seem too fairy tale-ish to me. But does anyone know the point of life? What is the reason for us being here? It seems like it’s money for a lot of people. And that’s why I want to go. Whether or not God stated it,”The love of money is the root of all evil” is definitely the truth. I see it in on my family’s faces. In the news. On the streets. The desire of money is completely taking the humanity out of […]

8/22/2015 6 comments

If anyone wants to talk

by AleksiK18 8/21/2015

written by AleksiK18

HEY! Im a guy from Finland who was once suicidal, but overcame my suicidal thoughts and am here to listen to people if there interested and can offer advice on a wide range of issues.

If you like, you can email me at Tomialatalo@inbox.com I just want to say, that i’ve been there, and know just how far that deep, dark rabbit hole really goes! I have gone through a lot of bullshit in my life, but GOD has always been there helping me out of that rabbit hole! Just saying. Im kind of a “life consultant” if you will. I cant perform miracles, but i […]

8/21/2015 3 comments

I Need Help

by DayDay5151 8/17/2015

written by DayDay5151

I’m going through to much lost my girl lost my relationship with my mom in the process of being kick out only 17 no family no friends no income no job ask God everyday why me why me im I a good person or a bad person was I ment to be put on earth was I a mistake sometimes I question myself is there really a God if so Why do he let stuff like this happen to people why when I pray my praises doesn’t be answer Why Do I Find Myself Crying A bout my situation why don’t he come through for […]

8/17/2015 5 comments

Why movies are better than reality ? Why movie is better than reality ? Why reality is boring ?

by niki 8/14/2015

written by niki

Why movies are better than reality / real life / real world ?
Why movie is better than reality / real life / real world ?
Why reality is boring ?

What puzzles me the most is human’s mind / human’s brains and imagination better than reality ( human’s fantasy is better than reality )

for example:
just look at the movies, novels, comics, games, books, , animations (anime / manga), science fiction (sci-fi), fantasy , like Star Wars, Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, Narnia, X-Men, Marvels & DC universe / movies , The Avengers , Final Fantasy, Kingdom Hearts, Swords Art Online, Naruto, Bleach, […]

8/14/2015 1 comment

Are you an Atheist?

by flyingnorth 8/12/2015

written by flyingnorth

I can’t really remember the last time I thought there was a God. I don’t think I was ever really into following God or the whole religious thing, either. The only thing I specifically remember that set my atheism in stone is existentialism. That shit changed me.

I’m wondering how many of you are atheist? I know there are some. Did you ever believe? If not, what changed your mind on the whole thing?

I would also like to note that I’m not your typical atheist. I would not be the person to push atheism in your face and tell you that you’re wrong for believe in […]

8/12/2015 22 comments

I do not deserve food as she has suffered

by bluu 8/9/2015

written by bluu

Everyone tells me that I had no choice, and that it wasn’t my fault. They said I did a lot more than what most would do. But I don’t feel that way, because I took her there. I am fully responsible for her death. I am to blame. It was my fault. I was supposed to take care of her, but instead, I sent her away. She died because of me.

It was horrible and heartbreaking why they decided to put her down. It shattered me.

I was going back for her, I couldn’t stand it that she was there. I was waiting for […]

8/9/2015 1 comment

Thank you all for your warm support.

by luke23 8/6/2015

written by luke23

This will be my last post here if I am lucky.I have attempted to hang myself twice till now but failed miserably.Within the next 24 hrs,I will try to find strength to hang myself for the third time and hopefully this time God will be more kind to me and accept my resignation from this life.If you hear from me again it is unfortunate and I failed for the third time.Before I leave,I would like to thank wndoz8er,salt,kills and others for reading my posts and supporting me.I was only a member of suicide project for just 15 days and I feel I have known you […]

8/6/2015 10 comments

God exists!

by Costy 7/31/2015

written by Costy

Hello guys 🙂 I just want to say that I am over with depression and that I believe that is something out there.I recovered my faith again. It’s impossible that a hardcore suicidal guy like I was to recover so quickly. God exists and it’s never too late. And I am not keeping this only for myself.

God dosen’t encourage laziness and dissapointment, you need to get up there and fight whatever the conditions are. God encourages work and being helpful with eachother.

So, go out there, get a job, pray, find a gf or a bf and you’ll see that everything will be allright. I am […]

7/31/2015 27 comments

The Professor

by MentallyWeak 7/30/2015

written by MentallyWeak

I honestly don’t understand how people can believe in God. Like what has he done for us?

I saw this video, it was a story of this professor who preached to his class for a whole semester how God couldn’t be real. He’d pick up a piece of chalk and say

“If God was real, he’d stop this piece of chalk from breaking.”

Then he’d drop the chalk and it would break.

One semester this Christian with strong beliefs took his class and at the end of the semester the professor said, “if you still think God is real, stand up”

And the Christian stood up and the […]

7/30/2015 28 comments

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