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Imagine Suicide.

by idkanymoresorry
written by idkanymoresorry

Wanna commit suicide? Imagine this.

You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible experience. You were bullied, teased, etc. You go to get your blades, pills, rope, anything. You go get that suicide note that you wrote forever ago. You thought you would never use it. So did everyone else. You cut yourself so deep. The blood won’t stop. You take 5 extra pills. You tie the rope around your neck. You tie it to the ceiling fan. You’re dead. There’s no going back. Your parents get home from work, your siblings home from school. They call your name like a normal […]

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Suicide Story #1

by I.cant.breathe!
written by I.cant.breathe!

“I don’t understand.” said my mom. “Don’t understand what?” i ask. but she brushed me off, she ignored me..it was as if she couldn’t even hear me. “I don’t quite understand why she did it either, but, I am very sorry for your loss Ma’am.” Said a woman in a nurses uniform. Who were they talking about? What loss…? “Sweetie” says my mom to my Step-Dad, “I-I have to go, I can’t look at her like this.” she says with an on-slaught of tears streaming down. Who? “Seriously guys, what happened? Who died?!” I say panicked. Why weren’t they answering me? Why weren’t they looking […]

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Im lost again

by Cassie
written by Cassie

Again? Were things ever really better..?have they ever been okay? Or were all those moments just a distraction..

I’m scared. And I’m alone. And I’m so tired.. and those words taste so bitter.. because I thought I was strong enough to beat this.. I thought it was something you could beat. In my years I’ve always shrugged away help or people. Because every time I let my guard down.. I learn a new lesson. A new, sad lesson that makes me tnink even more that its just time to give up this fight. And Ive been fighting all my life.. before I even knew what depression […]

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Alone

by hurting
written by hurting

I almost ended my life after my drama performance.
I was stage manager, so I wasn’t an actor, like all of my friends. Already I was alone.
All I heard at the lunch table was how much fun it was, and how I should join drama. In it, no one talked to me, and I felt alone all the time. I felt abandoned.

Now these same friends say that I can talk to them about anything. But, in class they rarly talk to me, and I feel alone. I have SAD, and I need my friends now. They are seniors, and are leaving next year, and […]

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Daily school life

by BrooklynBoxx
written by BrooklynBoxx

I sat in the cafeteria at school this morning waiting for school to start, i was at a table all to myself and i kept looking at my phone, no one was texting me but i wanted to look like i had some friends you know..

After about 20 minutes a boy looks over at me his table is overflowing with his friends and asks “are you lonely? i think your lonely”

I laughed and said “no they’ll be here soon, their bus is just running a bit late”

I turned around and whispered ” they’ll never be here.. cause i dont have any..”

After me and Tanner broke […]

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paths

by Tormenting Dreams
written by Tormenting Dreams

The black ominous shadows loomed up and faded away as I ran through the halls of what seemed to be a dungeon.

Up a head a figure sat in a curled ball against the dingy wall, as I approached I saw her bruised eyeless face “ indulgeo quis is has perfectus tamen nunquam alieno “ it hissed at me.(forgive what she has done but never forget)

Spasm’s of pain racked my body as memories forced there way into my head.

My torso convulsed as more waves came upon me, worst than the next,its like standing on the bottom step and having throwing knives  hurled down stairs.

But no matter how […]

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In Need Of A Way Out

by stan96
written by stan96

hello my name is stan,im a 18 yearold highschool student, the thing that ment the most to me in my life was taken away monday , my gf or i guess you could say ex gf  (whos name will not be said) she was killed in a car accident by a drunk driver in the rain at around 10 pm we were dateing since 5th grade we were both seniors. she was the love of my life we were engaged i was gonna marry this amazing beautiful women she helped me with everything she made me who i am today when ever i was doing […]

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Can I just kill myself?

by midnight
written by midnight

I can’t take it anymore! All that’s left for me in life is a gun. I’m never going to acomplish anything in life, and even if I do, I won;t even begin to compare with my dear sister’s acomplishments. I don’t see the point in living if all that goes throught my head is depression and confusion. Confusuin to what I am. I know I like other girls, and my friends have accepted that, but am I bi or Lesbian. Bi is one thing, but would they accept lesbian? Not only that, but this is my last year of freedom. I’,m pretty much out at […]

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i could change the world by ending my life.

by hopeless.
written by hopeless.

Nobody in my town or my age seem to understand the idea that their actions effect other people as well. It has been a year and a half since I attempted suicide, yet nothing has gotten better. My final year in high school was complete hell. I was tormented by a group of girls who used to be my best friends. Day after day they told me how no one likes me or wants me around. They repeatedly shouted names down the hallway at me or spread rumors about me being pregnant. This summer they have peanut-buttered/egged/balognied my car twice. Then, try countless times to […]

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wish i had an explanation for this

by fakingit
written by fakingit

well this morning i woke up i felt so much better i was able stand on both of my feet but i was still a little limping i get to the arch of my room hallway and lean against the wall for balance and everything instantly become fuzzy and black spots appeared ( i have perfect vision!) i felt heavy and my dad walks downstairs and says “u feel okay?” i said “no” he told me to go back to bed my body couldnt respond i just fell over and hit the floor which than split my scab open from my leg so now there […]

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What the Hell happened to me?

by Sarahxbfmv
written by Sarahxbfmv

I’m only 13 years old and I self harm myself almost everyday. It all

when I was only 2 years old matter of fact I was not even 1. My

mother got MS and she lost her legs. The older I got the worst

everything become. I never went on a field trip or went to a friend’s

house to play. I had friends but the older I got the worst of friends I

got like the druggies, whores, bullies, liars, and abusives. When I

was in 6th grade I found a boy I liked tall, rocker, handsome, and

sweet. It was a thursday morning in the hallway when some of my

friends […]

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i dont what it is anymore with inside me

by teendude225
written by teendude225

i dont know how i can go through days anymore the friends i suposily know are all smart goodlookin talented at somethin they always have a girl chattin em up and shit sendin them calls texts while  i have barly any girls who would even look at me in the hallway iv left my phone on for few days to see the loser who i really am not one single female texted me or “friend” calld me. i used to be great at sports was startin linebacker got respect from fellow men around me and varsity wrestling and used to be outgoin wouldnt care then  […]

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The End..

by valucas
written by valucas

On the outside I’m like everyone else.. Something people envy. A high school cheerleader, soccer player, straight A student, and have great friends… But it’s not that simple!

Every day I get taunted by people I get told I’ll never be good enough I’ll never be in their crowd. I try not to let it show but it’s hard I’ve worked so hard to get people to like and accept me. I spend so much money on designer clothes and the new shoes.. But it’s not good enough I stand in the hallway with hundreds of kids around me yet I feel more alone than ever. […]

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the ugly duckling

by Whateverbell
written by Whateverbell

thats my story, except i never turned into anything beautiful. Just like the ugly Duckling, i was born ugly, people made fun of me about it since 5th grade until now (senior) and there’s just nothing good going for me. Im honestly one of those people who are ashamed of walking down the hallway because the way i look. im one of those people who walk with my head down on my way to classes. Im just soo tired of looking like this. i know i talk about it all the time, but i believe if i was confident about my looks for once in […]

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My Life .. My Emotions

by easilybrokenheartgirl
written by easilybrokenheartgirl

I Have Depression .. Really Bad. I Get Blamed For Everything, I Find My Self Ugly , Fat Or Even No Good! When People Tell Me Im Pretty I Think There Lying. When Im Upset And Somebody Askes Me “Whats Wrong” I Usually End Up Crying Right At That Moment. I Been To A Clinic To Get Help. Im Now On Depression Meds Now! When Im Upsett Or Real Low The First Thing That Comes To My Mind Is Suicide. It Feels Like I Have No One To Talk To. To Trust. I Feel As Though Im A Loser 🙁 I Get Picked On At […]

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Today’s tragedy.

by coontail12
written by coontail12

Today at school, I found out a boy commited suicide last night. He was a year older than me but i saw him frequently in the hallway. I am very shocked to know that this boy was hurting so bad that he felt he needed to do this. He seemed to be always smiling! I know that people are going to talk for months on end about him. I can already hear “was it that kid that had no friends?” Why must people be so cruel? I did not know this boy but i feel like i could of prevented his death. “Only if..” Are the […]

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how it all happened

by bluehair
written by bluehair

I’m 19 years old. Just finished my freshman year of college, double major in Political Science and Communications with a French minor. Straight A’s. My dad works at the church, my mom is a special education teacher, I have a brother who’s 15. I’ve had a boyfriend who loves me and who I love with all my heart for 7 months. I guess that all seems pretty perfect.

I began feeling symptoms of depression in 7th grade. Of course, I didn’t know what it was that I was feeling. When it all fell apart for me, though, began 3 days before my 14th birthday, 8th grade, […]

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A DECONSTRUCTED LIFE

by deliriousgirl
written by deliriousgirl

Yesterday was my brother’s birthday.

My brother, who would have been 47 years old, committed suicide by hanging himself from his attic trapdoor in the hallway of his house on December 15th, 2008.  He left no note, no explanation, no message of any kind.  Since his death I’ve had the near-obsession of recreating his life from the scraps that were left.  An email here and there (I was able to hack into his computers), a receipt from Home Depot (for rope, plastic zip ties, and a metal pole) that was dated four weeks prior, bills and business files, phone calls and messages on his cellphone, the […]

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