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Heartbreak

A reflection…

by Alayna 2/14/2013

written by Alayna

Drastic Actions

I’d heard countless stories on the news about how kids my age had tragically taken their own lives. Nobody had ever noticed the warning signs they said, the parents thought that their sweet daughter was perfect, that she had no problems, when in reality she had more problems than most. I never understood why no one had ever noticed the signs or, if someone did, why they hadn’t cared enough to tell someone. I always thought that if I felt this way my family would notice; my friends would tell someone, my teachers would be worried about a change in my […]

2/14/2013 0 comment

Too Young & Blind

by I.cant.breathe! 2/12/2013

written by I.cant.breathe!

You left me with the peices.
You left it all to me.
I had to fix my own heart.
While drowning in misery.

You left me broke and scarred.
I burned you left me charred.
You never really cared.
I guess what i thought was special,
was never really there.

(c) too young to feel this way, that’s what our families say. too blind to make it last, should listened, shoulda obeyed, maybe if we did, you woulda stayed.
Too young for a first kiss, too young to feel like this. that’s what all our friends say, shoulda listened shoulda obeyed, maybe if we did, there would […]

2/12/2013 0 comment

Too Young & Blind

by I.cant.breathe! 2/12/2013

written by I.cant.breathe!

You left me with the peices.
You left it all to me.
I had to fix my own heart.
While drowning in misery.

You left me broke and scarred.
I burned you left me charred.
You never really cared.
I guess what i thought was special,
was never really there.

2/12/2013 2 comments

He’s killing me

by DeadlyLove 2/10/2013

written by DeadlyLove

Hi – I’m a 22 year old girl, and I have had the luck to find someone who is the perfect match for me. If something like a “soulmate” exists, then I found mine, the love of my life. However, over 4 months ago I lost him to amnesia….he’s a soldier and he experienced a very bad psychic trauma, since that he forgot nearly everything about his past and his life. Of course, I was gone too. Over the months some of his memories came back, but nothing about me…I only saw him twice in this condition, and the last time was over 2 months […]

2/10/2013 2 comments

Is it nice … ?

by whatusedtobe 2/1/2013

written by whatusedtobe

I want to know something …

Is it nice to have both your parents? Is it nice that you’ve never heard them yell or scream at each other? Is it nice that they support you no matter what?

Is it nice to live in that nice house? Is it nice to have lived in the same house you were born in? Is it nice to never have had to pack up and move and leave all your friends and memories behing because your parents couldnt afford your life there?

Is it nice to not worry about how you and your family is going to pay for your college […]

2/1/2013 1 comment

LoNeLy HeArT

by Nothin2Live4 1/23/2013

written by Nothin2Live4

So strange to be alone,
I don’t know how to do this
I’ve been alone before, but never like this

When do I stop hurting?
Can’t seem to forget her face
The love of my life… Now sees me as a monster!

Is all heartbreak alike?
I can feel my strength fading,
But is it from the starvation,
Or is it from the knife?

1/23/2013 0 comment

Update- A Question for all those with Relationship Experience

by Domino Jays 1/17/2013

written by Domino Jays

There’s no fancy title today, unlike the Wrecked-It-Domino parody I did of Wreck-It-Ralph last update post.

Lo siento.

But anyways, tomorrow starts the week long vacation from my computer. I’m trying to make some VERY big decisions in my life currently. Mainly, the male I’m with (Yes, MALE, not female, homophobics.) currently is going away. The thing is.. For 2 years he’s been with a young lady in Conneticut, a long distance relationship. She’s going over to his home for the next 6-7 days. For 6 months, he’s been with me as well. I’m now allowed to see him until I’m 18, or get my liscense (won’t […]

1/17/2013 10 comments

Those words..

by YesImloveable 12/8/2012

written by YesImloveable

Those words..
They sting..
Worse then heartbreak? Actually, yeah.
And those words, there coming from my Dad.
“I don’t know boys you’ve been kissing.”
He wouldn’t let me drink out of his soda..

Yeah, it hurt. But I just laughed like it was a joke..
Nope, it wasn’t.

12/8/2012 7 comments

It feels like it’s never going to end.

by flordemilraices 11/2/2012

written by flordemilraices

The past 5 months have been the most miserable in my entire life. I’ve been through some really horrible things, but nothing compares to how I feel right now. After getting really depressed and having horrible anxiety attacks after my college graduation, I got physically sick, was misdiagnosed with major depressive disorder, given anti-depressants that made me extremely ill, attempted suicide and landed in the psych ward. While in the psych ward, my boyfriend at the time completely stopped talking to me. I got out of the hospital, broke up with him, moved out of the country and started a new job, but got really, […]

11/2/2012 1 comment

Confessions

by lovinmemories 10/8/2012

written by lovinmemories

Ever lived my life or spent on minute in my shoes? No! Well then please, tell me why you judge me like you do. Life is a dream upon which death awakens us… Not all dreams are good… not all dreams are bad… Do you want to wait for one’s death to understand or to care?

Each day everyone of us face many obstacles at almost every walk of life. Sometimes it’s hard to explain. We go through stress, anger, hurt and pain. There’s moments of sadness, frustration, and even depression. Sometimes we feel incredibly insane. Then there’s moments when some of us feel like giving […]

10/8/2012 1 comment

I thought i was done with the teenage heartache…wrong

by Hungry 9/13/2012

written by Hungry

I dont cry. I really dont. I didnt cry when my cousin spread rumors about me, when the girls would push me down stairs and the boys would slam me against lockers, when someone who i thought was a friend back stabbed me, when someone who used to be my friend literally spit in my face, when nobody cared. I only cry for 2 things: the death of a loved one and romantic/sad movies(yeah i know dumb reason to cry but hey im human). I used to cry myself to sleep every night when i was younger but i promised myself never again. I refused […]

9/13/2012 5 comments

I’m a waste of space

by teamore 9/11/2012

written by teamore

I’ve been having depression since the end of 6th grade. I’m now in 10th. I don’t take anti- depressants anymore because they don’t help. Let’s start with the fact that- my family is fucked up. My dad used to beat my mother infront of my brothers and I, and then a few months after, he just packed his things and left us. I haven’t seen him since. He’s a stranger to me – and even though I still have this despise towards him for hurting my mum, I miss having a dad role in my life. The other thing is – I’m overweight. I’m 5’3 […]

9/11/2012 1 comment

I dont know

by StringPuppet 9/10/2012

written by StringPuppet

I’m sick of waiting.

I’m sick of having my heart broken again and again.Â This year has been horrible.Â I started off telling someone something and having it thrown in my face, and then recovering from it only to find myself falling for the same things all over again with someone new.Â But this person is different, yet I have to wait for her, but she will disappear from my life.Â I don’t want that…

She makes me want to strive, but then not being there for her makes me sick, I’m being to obsessive maybe.

I feel empty without her, she’s special, and I don’t want this […]

9/10/2012 2 comments

Control

by Citizen 9/9/2012

written by Citizen

Itâ€™s the loss of control

No, it isnâ€™t giving up your motor functions. You can move, you can talk and you can open and close your eyes; but open eyes see a hostile world that tolerates its own crumbling demise, but not yours, and closed eyes see the slanted razor you most certainly think will take the pain away. Move, if you wish, but wherever your legs carry you, your shame and guilt, your self condemnation will follow at your heels, eating away at your resolve and desire. Speak, my friend. Speak, but only what they want, because anything but is a pretension of higher knowledge […]

9/9/2012 0 comment

My life is a sham, just one big lie.

by kingreason 8/30/2012

written by kingreason

He was my reason for living. I had nothing else to live for. Two years. Everything was going to be okay because I had him and he loved me and we were going to have a future together. Three affairs, in two years. Countless other hookups. I have nothing else to live for. Maybe my death will hurt him like he hurt me. It will hurt them all. They’ll finally feel the pain they caused me. The pain I live in everyday.

I’m not going to leave a note. I’m not going to afford them that final explanation, that last kindness.

I’m going to buy it online, […]

8/30/2012 6 comments

Last night i wished i wouldn’t wake up

by IfYouWantIt 8/26/2012

written by IfYouWantIt

yesterday i set out with my bestfriend for her graduation party hungout with all of our close friends… night time came and i went to a party where i hoped id be meeting my boy, i was already mad at him for not getting ahold of me for a week and i find out hes with his two boys and 3 girls = instamadness. anyways he gets there to the party and im already a cup down of jungle juice we kinda talk nothing big… i decide to go pull him aside so we can talk he says no i dont feel like (looking at […]

8/26/2012 0 comment

She hates, I hate myself

by fourstyx 8/9/2012

written by fourstyx

We have been broken up for three months now, the 21st of this month will only be a short year that went by since we first dated. Three months ago I gave up everything I had (car , job and friends) to move with you 3000 miles across the country in hopes to find and continue our happiness together. Last night i asked why we really broke up and you told me that you hated me, even now that were not together somehow i still get under your skin and bug you. Ever since we have been broken up life feels pointless, its not the […]

8/9/2012 1 comment

So cut my wrists & black my eyes so I can fall asleep tonight.

by _PrincessSin 6/21/2012

written by _PrincessSin

I hope everyone who sees this reads it, I am no one special, I’m an 18 year old girl with so much baggage. When I was 15 I met this guy & at first I didn’t let him in didn’t trust him or love him, but at some point my guards came down & I let him in, September 27, 2009 was our day and it all ended after a year & a half. Imagine me vulnerable & alone. In love with someone who promised me the world. Said he fucking loved me forever and ever and always and eternity. Then one day he didn’t […]

6/21/2012 8 comments

Heartbreak

by Empty_Soul 6/14/2012

written by Empty_Soul

Rusted veins..
Shallow pain..
So much shame..
Regret..

Feelings of loss
Feelings of change..
Am i to blame..

My thoughts and desires..
Burn in this fire..
Never again will i love..
Your face..
Your embrace..
My heart stops..
Bloods gone..

My hands are red..
Is she dead?
No..
Not her..

Shes… not here..
I am weak..
My life is bleak.

Tonight she died..
Not in reality..
In her head.
She died in mine

6/14/2012 3 comments

I’m Through Here Thanks And Hope iT gets Better It CAN Get better

by Mitsuko66 5/6/2012

written by Mitsuko66

Hi, so I have not posted in six months or more….I want to say that things can get better. My life has turned around and I did it without meds and therapy. I have a stable job (they love me) and an agent wants to read my manuscript. It is night and day for me. I am so glad that I stuck it out, day by day even just three months ago I was still pretty hopeless. But here is the difference, I’ve read about the link between mood and creativity. It is not my fault. Yes, life […]

5/6/2012 2 comments

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