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set the date.

by elegance 3/11/2012

written by elegance

Hello, I’ve been gone a while.
but I’m back.

I’ve set a date. I’m going to go April 10th.
Yes, It’s a while away, but I still need to plan. Get everything together, have enough time to say goodbye and such.
I’m going to go by pills.

I’ve decided.
I’m tired of always being in pain, physically or emotionally, I’m very tired of it. And yes, I’ve tried therapy, I’ve tried anti-depressants, I’ve tried to have someone to depend on, but nothing’s working. I believe this is my destiny.
And I’m going toÂ fulfillÂ my destiny.

I know this is permanent, I’m aware.
And I feel empty. I feel okay […]

3/11/2012 4 comments

I don’t find this stuff amusing anymore

by FriendOfAFriend 2/14/2012

written by FriendOfAFriend

Hello Again,
I haven’t been here in a while, or maybe I have. I’m having issues telling how much time has passed. But same as always, I still want to kill myself (no shit sherlock). Something new though is my ability to be incredibly happy one minute and holy shit kill me now the next. Something old is cutting but it’s much worse then when I started last year. I’ve stopped cutting but once again I could not tell you for how long because I apparently can not tell you if it’s been a day or a week that has gone by. I think it’s […]

2/14/2012 1 comment

I just don’t know what to do

by Alaric 2/9/2012

written by Alaric

Hello,

I’m suicidal, I have an active plan and the means to carry it out. Â I really am just tired of life. Â I’m married and am concerned about the impact my suicide will have on my wife. Â I am all she has. Â Her family has basically disowned her because they don’t like me. Â I guess if I’m out of the picture, she could go back to them. Â I have paranoid schizopherina and major depression. Â I’m medicated, but its like the medication isn’t working. Â I try talking to my wife about my suicidal thoughts, but then she starts talking about putting me in a hospital. Â I’ve attempted […]

2/9/2012 4 comments

My Final Bow

by J Girl 2/8/2012

written by J Girl

Hello to everyone reading my post. I only have two more days that I am able to access my computer, so please share any thoughts youÂ would like. I will not be offended. I lost my fiance to his choice of the exit bag on September 15th of 2011. I was completely blindsided as we were happy and making plans. I woke up to police calls, investigations, and a lot of texts from him declaring his everlasting love.Â The funny thing is I was always the destined one to go, I believe in a life for a life, and would have gladly given mine. He was […]

2/8/2012 7 comments

sucide – deppresion

by pandasniper100 2/7/2012

written by pandasniper100

Hello ime 19 find myself constantly sucidle or deppresed idk why evean when i try geting up in the morning i feel depresed i have already attempted to end my life 2 times although i seem to be more so depresed at night for sum reason i never cry apart from when i think about my feeling my eyes seem to instaly water up when i do . i have already tryed to kill myself 2 times and i cant say that i left a note or anything idk why i think its probley becauseÂ it shows signs of regret and i don’t realy regret […]

2/7/2012 5 comments

My story

by kady_love 1/21/2012

written by kady_love

hello I’m katelin. I’ve been wanting to commit suicide for 2 years now and my mom doesn’t care. I went to the school counselor and she didn’t do anything and we never talk about it. my ex boyfriend of 9 months raped me when we were together. I don’t even know what to do anymore please help

1/21/2012 5 comments

How can I change this?

by jennipei 1/2/2012

written by jennipei

Hello,

I’m new here and just want to get some things off of my chest. I am so exhausted, I don’t know what to do anymore. All I think about is death. I know I am to weak to do it myself, but sometimes I wish it would happen in different ways. I have asked my husband for help and he acts like there is nothing wrong. Isn’t it bad to constantly think about death and how happy everyone else would be if I were gone? I know the only reason I am to scared to take action myself is because I have 3 children that […]

1/2/2012 9 comments

I wanna help you

by silent survivor 12/29/2011

written by silent survivor

Hello it’s been awhile since I’ve been in this but I’m back and I wanna help all of you.Everyhing stays confidential and I will try to help in what ever way I can.I won’t judge anyone because we are all in the same position here,I just wanna help people and try to make there lives just a little bit bearable.i don’t think anyone should commit suicide but that isn’t my choice so I won’t stop you in that decision.you don’t have to tell me anything immediately we could just be friends first or whatever you want but I am very understanding so please let me […]

12/29/2011 0 comment

An Existential Question

by wefreekings 12/29/2011

written by wefreekings

Hello, I’m a 21 year old male who has been struggling to find a reason to live. I’ve thought about suicide quite a few times but deep down, I know I am not capable of it. Instead, I suffer through deep depression, which is always sparked by the simple question of ‘Why?’ I know this answer is unique to every individual, but I was wondering, as an individual yourself, what is your reason to live?

12/29/2011 3 comments

No Hope

by Nansea 7/9/2009

written by Nansea

Hello out there in suicidal land. I have no hope for the future.

I’m tired of the pain of loneliness. For now, I’m chicken shit. I can’t do it, and I’m sure deep down inside I don’t want to do it. Yet, I keep fantasizing about hanging myself or charcoal combined with car exhaust seems to be the way to go. I need to end this pain.Â I’m 37. Maybe its time to go. Tell me what is the meaning of life again? See since I wrote that I know I don’t want to go. Suicide is attractive because the pain can end.

7/9/2009 3 comments

i know i have posted this before… but i want to help you.

by cadys-story 6/29/2009

written by cadys-story

i have posted this before… but i want to help.Â if you are truely thinking about suicide please read this… it will only take a second and you can go on from there…

hello, i am here today to tell you about my siteâ€¦ you see, i grew up in a family where my mom and dad were fighting constantly, my mom cheated on my dad and that just lead to a downÂ fallâ€¦ anyhow, when i was five, my mom left my dad and i went to live with her, i never knew my dad growing up which could have helped me as my mom […]

6/29/2009 0 comment

cadys story

by cadys-story 6/27/2009

written by cadys-story

hello, i am here today to tell you about my site… you see, i grew up in a family where my mom and dad were fighting constantly, my mom cheated on my dad and that just lead to a downÂ fall… anyhow, when i was five, my mom left my dad and i went to live with her, i never knew my dad growing up which could have helped me as my mom was an alcoholic drug dealer… and well that should say it all.

i grew up hating myself, woundering what I did to make my parents split, and believing my dad did not love […]

6/27/2009 4 comments

I might kill myself.. who knows..

by theonlypie 6/26/2009

written by theonlypie

Hello. I am depressed. I need to go to a place where no one can judge me and yet I can tell anything too. In short, I messed up, I messed up my whole life and future. I was dating a boy for a year and a half and he didnâ€™t receive enough attention from me. I was being beaten a lot from my father and I did not want to tell him because I was ashamed of it and I did not want him to get hurt as well. I wish I told him so we might still be together. After he broke up […]

6/26/2009 4 comments

Done.

by Jess66 6/20/2009

written by Jess66

Hello there. My name’s Jessica. My age, ill say is under an adult, by far. Any ways, im here to tell you. if there is any listeners. i suppose not. but i will go on. im at quite a young age, and im very depressed. i was led to fall in love with this amazing girl. yes, girl. and she played to love me bakc for a while, and i had to sit there and watch her get like 3 different boy friends and after each one crushed her i was there to lean on for a bit. and that was that. i got so […]

6/20/2009 6 comments

Just Dont know what to do

by Jenny 6/4/2009

written by Jenny

Hello

I’ve chickened out so many times but I know one day I will do it. I do feel guilty thinking of people that have died that would have given anything to live I feel so selfish. I was abused when I was younger and cant speak to anyone cause it was a family member. I think of the family and how that news would destroy their lifes so I keep it bottled up so they can live their lifes normally whats one life compared to so many. For a while I was happy but that all ended it seems my life is just meant to […]

6/4/2009 2 comments

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