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Seven Deadly Sins

by Zetsumei 11/16/2015

written by Zetsumei

Proof of life engraved on arm

and sin of living scarred into flesh.

Charm long cast aside;

yin long embraced!

Memories of you become nightmares

as the past becomes my drug.

The time for repairs has long past;

can’t be debugged!

The future I wanted

ended long before I met you.

Trickster with sins of life and virtues of despair;

can’t take back!

“One by one, the sins have become a validation of existence, a sign that I’m human! I’m not human, though… The glorified virtues have become my curse. My last remaining sin, the proof I’m still breathing even though it’s nothing more than a sigh…”

I’m wishing for the sun to burn it away,

to rise like […]

11/16/2015 1 comment

Feeling Good

by nicole123 11/16/2015

written by nicole123

Today was actually great.

im feeling low right now but other than that I’m doing good today .

and it was so beautiful outside , and I got to see my love.

ive decided to find something I’m good at, or at least find a hobby .

i love jewelry, and stones, so I’m gonna teach myself how to metalsmith . It’s gonna take time and money, but doesn’t everything ?

Ive never had a hobby , or even if I did it was only for a short while . Instead of laying in bed every second of the day, I’m going to find something I love to do.

I really […]

11/16/2015 2 comments

Tomorrow Here We Come #3

by Take a Deep Breath 11/16/2015

written by Take a Deep Breath

Her long body made an indent upon the small bits of clover and grasses as she propped herself up on her elbows. What in the actual fuck is she going to write about today? All her brain is shooting are blanks, and her fingers feel awkward as they hit each computer key. It’s like trying to thread a tree trunk through the eye of a needle. “O” by Coldplay blares into her ears as her brain desperately tries to make something beautiful, something stunning, just something… But that’s the thing about making something beautiful. You cannot force it. Beauty comes from patience and time and […]

11/16/2015 9 comments

I didn’t mean to hurt them

by Cro0kedYoung 11/16/2015

written by Cro0kedYoung

I was hurting. I still am, but I never meant to hurt anybody in the process..

11/16/2015 1 comment

A Voice in the Dark

by cleco 11/16/2015

written by cleco

I have finally found meaning in life – albeit a small and obscure pursuit. I understand now that my voice, as deeply cynical as it is, deserves to be heard. Perhaps, needs to be heard. When I speak the way I do, it is because it comes from a place that is dark yes, but crude and unadulterated. It is the simple, unprocessed thoughts that run through my head on an hourly basis. They stem from a gloom that has settled over my life like a dense and poisonous fog. And yet, the skies have cleared in many ways – I see things and people […]

11/16/2015 2 comments

Story time

by delta_in_thesky_with_diamonds 11/16/2015

written by delta_in_thesky_with_diamonds

My name is delta.
Ive tried to commit suicide 3 times now.
I still think about it alot but i was in the hospital for a month about 7 months ago so ive been better.
If anyone wants to message me go ahead.

11/16/2015 1 comment

It wasn’t so bad

by disgusting 11/15/2015

written by disgusting

Only one reply? Ya’ll must be disgusted and disappointed with me. Yes I know I did bad. I went back to see how it would be. And it wasn’t so bad this time. Started off slow and little communication but picked up later on when the roommates showed up they’re actually cool people and I’m getting better at talking in a group and not sounding like a fucking idiot so that’s good too. But yeah I’m a sucker because I went back, brought food, and ended up rearranging my financial schedule a little to cover him for a little bit of bud because he gets […]

11/15/2015 2 comments

Tomorrow here We Come #2

by Take a Deep Breath 11/15/2015

written by Take a Deep Breath

The wind bit and pulled at her skin, tearing through her jacket and into her bones. But she was already cold. No, not from the weather- her soul was cold. And tired. Oh so fucking tired. She felt the chill in her heart and figured wandering about outside would chill her body to match. Dusk had settled on the hills, the light dimming rapidly as the northern wind snapped its icy jaws on her now-red cheeks. As her heart cracked, she stumbled, tears rolling down her face. But she couldn’t feel them. See, she was numb. Inside, and out. The earth was wet, but she […]

11/15/2015 8 comments

When you realize…

by abisslover25 11/15/2015

written by abisslover25

A happy ending is not in the cards for me…

I will never be the pretty one

I will never have the great body

I will never make enough money

I will never be loved

I will never be good enough

I see everyone around happy. I have given up all hope that a happy ending is ever in the cards for me. So I am just going to go through the daily motions and not worry about it. I’m just not good enough.

11/15/2015 3 comments

Anyone else sexually abused as a child?

by Mikemike 11/15/2015

written by Mikemike

I was raped when I was 7 years old, and im so fucking broken it hurts, I don’t feel empathy in the same way others do, I feel emotional pain much more acutely than most people do. To others, suicide is an unspoken tragedy, but for me it is an escape.

11/15/2015 17 comments

Mistakes I commonly make.

by thelost 11/14/2015

written by thelost

This isn’t about self pity, and this isn’t about what brings me down each day. Because if I could tell you what was wrong with me, I wouldn’t be on this site. I’m just naming some things I’ve done wrong that I seem to keep doing.

I’m too brutal. Little bit of a joke for you metal fans out there, but what I mean is that sometimes I’m a little too upfront and frank about how I feel. An example of this is when I liked this certain girl, and she’s really shy, too dumb to notice that though. So I went about my normal, honest, […]

11/14/2015 15 comments

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by disgusting 11/14/2015

written by disgusting

not that it matters, i cut my hair after having gone a few months without going skinhead like i usually do (only because my head itches with hair. dandruff shampoo has helped). it doesn’t matter for shit if i can look almost human in an occasional photo, because underneath it all, i was born female and naturally have female parts and so the rules are still in place – […]

11/14/2015 11 comments

Alone Again

by Mike Rowedick 11/14/2015

written by Mike Rowedick

In a little while from now
If I’m not feeling any less sour
I promise myself to treat myself
And visit a nearby tower
And climbing to the top
Will throw myself off
In an effort to
Make it clear to whoever
Wants to know what it’s like
When you’re shattered

Left standing in the lurch at a church
Were people saying, My God, that’s tough
She stood him up
No point in us remaining
We may as well go home
As I did on my own
Alone again, naturally
To think that only yesterday

I was cheerful, bright and gay
Looking forward to who wouldn’t do

11/14/2015 1 comment

Fuck high school

by Audreyparker 11/13/2015

written by Audreyparker

I really wanna go back to the psych unit because I fucking hate being in the real world because people expect things of me and when im there no one expects anything but for me to be sad and thats really all i can do and i hate people in my school because they dont understand how sensitive i am and i really wanna kill myself just to prove them a fucking point and no one understands me and just kinda laughs at the weird things i do when im trying to be serious and im just done being the only person in the whole […]

11/13/2015 8 comments

Tomorrow Here We Come #1

by Take a Deep Breath 11/13/2015

written by Take a Deep Breath

Hello my loves! So the point of these mini stories I will be writing is I want you all to be able to escape into a tiny pice of beauty that I will be writing. I also hope to inspire each of you to find your own piece of beauty throughout your day 🙂

The sunlight pours through her bedroom window, its tendrils of warmth caressing her pale face. She can feel the heat wrap itself around her lips, nose, ears… that little smile perches on her lips. She gently stretches out across her bed, her tired joints crackling in protest. Slowly sitting up, she takes […]

11/13/2015 3 comments

Bath salts

by Alexther 11/13/2015

written by Alexther

My first time taking it was really recently. DAMN THAT STUFF IS AWESOME! Sure, it has fucked up side effects, but those are things for people who want to live to worry about, not me. Still suicidal, but at least now I see things the way they are:

I am meant to die as a lone wolf
I’ve tried acting ”normal” for far too long, and it’s time to be myself
I’m aggressive by nature. Spent far too much time pacify myself.
Suicide is the only happy ending I will be able to get, and I do not fear death anymore
Society is nothing but a bunch of half-retarded sheep […]

11/13/2015 5 comments

Going, Going, Almost Gone

by Alumina 11/13/2015

written by Alumina

A new development has arisen, not only do I feel like the world has abandoned me but it seems my few friends I have left have too. None have spoken to me since I was kicked out of school, the sister I spoke of previously was recently kicked out because she didn’t want to do the work involved for year 12. The school however gave her more help then they ever offered me, I was shoved to the side and told to leave however they gave her 2 months to catch up, they gave her a tutor and said she only had to do 2 […]

11/13/2015 4 comments

My rambling

by thelost 11/12/2015

written by thelost

Her eyes shine bright in the unnatural light of this night. A smile from her lights my skin alight. We fight and fight, but it ends up alright. Two souls, drifting through life like a kite in the wind. One smile, and I’d trade my sight for the might those blue eyes provide. Am I right to ride, this miracle of life? After I lied and lied while the old me died. I thought I could confide, but with every revelation there was naught but hesitation in her eyes. Those eyes, those lips, they provide what I nee to survive. A purpose behind this useless […]

11/12/2015 2 comments

I always feel like there is something missing

by nicole123 11/11/2015

written by nicole123

I always feel like there is something missing .

Ive felt like this since I was like 11.

One day my dad told me my mom had a miscarriage with another child .. My twin. I survived though .

My twin was supposed to be identical. I feel like her being gone is why I feel like a part of me is missing. I don’t know what to do about this .

Shell never be back. So I feel like there isn’t a solution to not feeling this emptiness inside me .

Even when I find someone I really care about or love , they even do not fill up […]

11/11/2015 6 comments

Odd Description of My Mind

by Snow Fox 11/11/2015

written by Snow Fox

This is a little rant, and a bit of a description of how i imagine my mind to be. Sorry if it makes no sense, but it brings me some odd little comfort to see these thoughts exist somewhere outside my own head.

The world drifts by, just outside of my grasp. The soft floating bubbles of nothingness and confusion occlude my vision. I float in the dense waters of death, guided by the far away light of hope and life. Yet as I reach for it and feel it’s warmth, I shrink within myself. Withdraw in fear and uncertainty. Feel the cold tendrils of death tighten […]

11/11/2015 4 comments

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