My bestfriend, she left me. It was my fault tho. Just like everything. We were so alike it was ridiculous. She liked what I liked. She had been bullied I had been bullied. We connected on so many levels. Every day she came over after school. Everyday we would sit on my roof and listen to the birds sing. We would watch the moon come up count the start and fall asleep. When it was cold we would bring pillows and blankets up to lay on. Whispers and giggles until snores. The first real friend I’ve ever had. She was the only reason, she made me better. She took my evil thoughts away. Made me feel loved, like I mattered. Now I still see her I still talk to her, but its not the same. She left me. We use to be Heide and Skyler. Now, its Skylar and Emily, Skylar and Megan, or Skylar and Taylor. She was as close as I’ve ever gotten to a person. She didn’t know it but she saved me. And now I’m dying. I’m going to die and she can’t help. I’m killing myself. She always said if I killed myself, she would too. Well I guess I will see u there Sky. I will miss you so much. I love you ~ Heide
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It really hurts when someone who you thought you would close to forever leaves you for someone else, but you sound like an amazing person just from what you said about yourself, anybody would be lucky to have someone to camp out under the stars with, and be friends with someone as caring as you seem to be, i’m sure you’ll find someone just as great if not better, who will value you as much as you valued your friend.
Thank you so much. When I met her I was going through a really tough time. So she was all I had to depend on.
You’re really lucky to have a great friend like her to tell all your problems to. Maybe you could try contacting her and see if you can be friends again…if not, then I’m sure alot of people would want to be friends with you
That’s a sweet story and you seem like a great girl. I’m sure you can find another friend like that-just be yourself.
It is hard to lose the people we love-I’m down to just the group of people I want in my life, however losing any of them would make my life less enjoyable. It’s also hard to widen one’s circle at my age, since few people want to hang with you outside of work. Fortunately I have my existing friends/family though I wanted to expand my network more, we’ll see it goes.
But don’t give up-keep trying and you will succeed.