Every cut has a name….
To be this, I’m the last
Of the Lords, saving the underground
Just leaving behind
The Goddess, pure, like the wind
I seek to, like a blooming flower
I want to go, home
How do I conquer the destiny
I’m riding, the one, on the Rhino
Like that kid, that loves WWF
WCW, and the new, world order
Order, like the name
Only piecing this puzzle like picking the leaves
From the ground
Hello guys. My name is Costy, I’m 19 and I am from Romania. I won against depression and this is my last post. I went to some train tracks to make fun of them.. such irony 😀 I love you all and I hope you will find peace no matter what you do. Goodbye :*
I don’t have a lot of friends and it stinks because here lately I have needed someone to tell me to stay but no one is there. Maybe any of you could just help me by being my friend. Message me on Kik if you can. My name is Chipmunk0529
In our maximum Iron-Age
And in the name of astrology.
Inside of me veiling torment
I guess I’m not normal, ’cause you’ll never know.
I rather you not see, and then to have you, self-destruct
So, I’ll go on and slime away, now.
I’m not happy about reality, for me, it’s the animals
Oh, Gaia.
Where are you my representative
Done down to this, one.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5cYzDjSvQQQ
I don’t know if anyone on here remembers me. I had another name a while ago but for some reason couldn’t log onto it anymore. I was WHyyyyy. Still alive and I don’t know why. This is a nightmare. I have lost my soul and a lot of money from my gambling/poker addiction. My personality and everything is gone. No strength left. I have a plan to drive my car off a 400 foot cliff. It seems like such a long time ago I was this sick, but its only been little over a year. Life is wayyy to long and way to hard.
Leniency
It’s kind of hard to
At this, moment
What does the music, tell me
Oh, mercy
Go, go, follow
Truest light, yours
I’ve met, Mr. Mime
Or Jynx
Destiny
Far-away from
Whirlpool and tornado
What’s my name
Not this time
Polywag
.
I’m, Diglett
Dugtrio, inside of yo
Horsea, Seadra
Gloria, Miranda
I want to grow
It never change
Going into
Let me scent you
Evolve in the idle
But I always did lose
.
I don’t know my family very well. I’m not very close to anyone, no cousins no friends.
My whole life I wished for that closeness to someone. My dad left my mom when I was very young, she would always choose her boyfriend (at the time) over me.
I ended up in homeless shelters before I was 18. I didn’t know how to love or except anyone. I was so jealous of people with their happy family and close sibling relationships.
I became a raging alcoholic while trying to keep myself financially stable, wishing that death would find me soon.
I ended up at the […]
Your love left me long ago
But I buried the bricks of this house that your sadness once built,
Though you branded your name into my heart, so I could love no other
I still feel the long lasting burn of our last night,
Your silhouette,
It still has the same effect, but of course you dont know that though
Departed, no grace, should I let you go?
We never could find eachother in the dark,
I guess we were hiding from each others past,
I guess we’re hiding from one another,
We don’t need to run anymore
I dreaded even heaven when it comes to […]
I’m pissed because I saw this thing yesterday that makes it sound like some huge opportunity but it’s not. You need a bachelor’s degree and to pay for everything. So, not as desperate as they make themselves out to be for candidates. What it was, was an ad on the back of a card saying anyone with any experience can go be a school teacher in Vegas because they’re so desperate for teachers. Now I hate people so it wouldn’t be my first choice but I hate everything in my life and I want a change of scene. Then when I looked into it they’ll […]
Hey guys, I know some of you will read this, some of you won’t, I just want to say that if you are struggling, or hurting, feeling down and depressed, having suicide issues, or whatever it is, please come to me, I want to help you, I honestly, truly, really do. I want to help you get through it, I want us to talk, I care about each and every one of you on here and I know you guys may think “you won’t help me” “you have no idea” “I don need your help” but please give me a chance to help, this means […]
I’m the kind of person that get really get attach to someone who cares for me. Like if we start talking for a while and becomes a routine it’ll become like a part of me. So eventually, when you decide out of the blue that your going to leave and not say a word it’s going to hurt, of course not knowing what i did or didn’t do that made you run away from me of fucking course that it’s going to hurt. Because the other night it was all laughing smiles and love and now it’s ( i don’t even think i can name […]
I want to be shot but I don’t want to die. I don’t want to end up paralyzed either. I am in a financial bind so I don’t have any money to pay you. Here’s my story: I’m utterly depressed. People tell me I’m too beautiful to be so sad. I’m 26 and everyone says I look just like Sarah Hyland. … In fact that’s all they seem to notice. No one knows how intelligent I am because they can’t get past my looks. My face seems to be all anyone cares about… They don’t want to know they real me. And when people finally […]
First, who is your daddy and what does he do. Oh sorry, that’s Kindergarten Cop. (I’m silly, I know)
So the other day I was reading through posts here on SP like normal, and I read something someone posted and it really got to me. Because I could relate to her for one, but the way she spoke through her words and what she said just got the best of me. I mean my heart goes out to all of you, but this person really grabbed me. I don’t know how to use this site well. I know how to post, read posts and look at […]
Hi, call me Olivia (fake name) when I was 8 I was diagnosed with a disease called crohns it has now at 15 I’m depressed. I self harm almost everyday I can’t stop I’m surprised I haven’t been hospitalised because of it. The only thought on my mind is suicide, I attempted it once and I’ve written many notes but I’m too much of a coward to kill myself but hey, maybe that’s a good thing i just… I don’t know what to do anymore!
big man
Whip in hand
Thinks he’s got what it takes
To win
Games of sin
Seems he’s made a mistake
I’m not
A single shot
I’ll make you wish you could stay
Try now
Break me down
You’ll never escape these chains
I will
Shoot to kill
Make sure your eyes are on me
This thrill
Ill make you feel
And then I’ll turn to leave
Get down
On the ground
I want you begging on your knees
Why?
Because all the things I loved
Were lies and clever bait
But I’ll be the one you’re dreaming of
until you finally awake
I’ll kiss you in […]
Caught
In a rut, in a strut
In always having rotten luck
In parading around, no end to be found
To always letting myself get cut
And burned
By the same old things
Caught
In a lie, by and by–
In the absence of cut and dry
It’s easier to smile and avoid their eyes
Than to let loose the truth I have no name for,
No cage for
Caught
In a lack if words
Between maybe wanting to be heard
And a need to never be seen again,
A wish to hide away from the world
Caught
With a snap, in a trap,
Falling into the ancient […]
I stopped by my insurance agency and prepared my life insurance policy. My parents had one taken out in my name when I was 16, after my fireworks accident. I talked to my agent and changed the policy into my name (instead of my moms). It’s for 25,000…not much, but it should cover my debt and funeral. I was going to add another 50,000-75,000 but I would have to have an extensive medical record search and that would show my cancer, abdominal tumors, brain tumor, F.A.P, Gardner’s Syndrome, Pseudotumor Cerebri, fireworks accident, severe anxiety, severe depression, bi polar type II disorder, abdominal migraines, etc…I think […]
I’m at wits end. I don’t deserve anything. I don’t deserve happiness. I don’t deserve a job I can live off of. I don’t deserve a place to live. I don’t deserve love. I don’t deserve anything apparently. I try so hard, but I’m worthless, useless, ugly, no one would ever want me. I know I shouldn’t do this but I want to prove that I’m right, and show you just what an ugly, hideous, wretched monster I am. I’m not mad at the person I love. I’m mad at the universe or any higher power that made me this way. Why make me dream […]