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Losing sleep

by deerdezz 6/27/2015

written by deerdezz

Ive started hearing voices again at night, without any real cause. They whisper my name and other little things to hushed to really make out. Its still taunting though, always enough to catch my attention and startle me. I really hate it. It makes me question what reality is, whose really there…I know its all in my head but its so hard to ignore. So hard to push away.

They keep trying to get me to do things. I cant function anymore…i cant be social anymore. I hate even stepping out of the house. I dont even feel safe when i sleep. What is actual sleep […]

6/27/2015 2 comments

Living joke

by HereticBlood 6/24/2015

written by HereticBlood

Anyone ever feel like you’re only here to be the joke of everything? Feel like you’re always the one people laugh at and put down. Feel like you’re always the disappointment in everything…. Yep that’s me.. Hi, my name is fuck up.

6/24/2015 3 comments

Looking for a friend

by Fadingbutterfly 6/18/2015

written by Fadingbutterfly

Hey my name is Olivia and I’m 15. Lately a lot of shit has been going on in my life and I’m finding it harder and harder to find a reason to live. So much has been going on with bullying, cyberbullying and self harm. I’ve lost a lot of friends because of it and I don’t think I can go on like this much longer. I really need someone to talk to, someone who understands, I’ve heard some people call it depressions buddies but yeah, I need someone. And if anyone ever needs to talk or needs help then you can kik me anytime. My kik […]

6/18/2015 2 comments

So Very Lonely

by September2015 6/18/2015

written by September2015

I dont really know what im doing here or how i really found this place, all i know really know is that i am alone. I dont have any family or friends to talk to or suport me, an i wish i did.
I cant shake these feelings much longer. This life has not been kind and im ready to leave this forsaken place. Mid september hints the user name.

6/18/2015 4 comments

detachments from reality

by death bunny 6/13/2015

written by death bunny

I can barely name these bizarre emotions I get. You could call it numbness mixed with lifted awareness. Like I’m not really here, but somewhere else. It happens to me quite often, these “detachments”. When these occur, my memory tend to get worse. I can’t remember what happened when, and I get confused easily.

I feel like I’m riding this crazy train of thoughts that will eventually take me to hell. Oh I think about many different things, not all are bad, but I get lost in the montage of feelings. I know how to make this stop. Sleeping usually does the trick. But temporary stopping […]

6/13/2015 5 comments

Just pretended it

by Listen 6/11/2015

written by Listen

In the name of an addiction my best friend taught me to follow

I tried to stay positive even though I pretended it

It helped cause at home I was lacking a happy ending

Growing never knowing what the present was doing

Living life like a big mystery.

18, I knew I was done with it.

I cracked, cleaned up, and packed my bags.

Florida bound.

Swore I would never go back.

It’s a shame how fast time has passed.

Movin’ so fast

It’s like I’m moving at lightspeed

Slowdown..

You need to slowdown every once in awhile sometimes

To see how the world goes round

Cause you don’t know, you don’t

No, you don’t need to go so fast

6/11/2015 2 comments

Idle Threats?

by JustReallySad 6/2/2015

written by JustReallySad

I haven’t been coming to this site for long, but I see a lot of people posting that they’re about to kill themselves. And then they never post anything ever again. What am I supposed to think? Did they go through with it? Or was it all just a bunch of bullshit? I’m not naïve and I realize this is the internet, but it helps me in my own struggles when I know that others are still out there fighting their demons. Does this bother anyone else or is it just me? We really are all fighting this shit together, just different circumstances.

p.s. worthless_loser73 if […]

6/2/2015 14 comments

Confused

by fuckup1999 6/2/2015

written by fuckup1999

hi I just made this account. My name is julia I love in a small nobody town with good friends asshole parents and school sucks. I’m 15 I’ve been diagnosed with clinical depression and anxiety. I take Zoloft everyday so I can function without freaking out. I self harm I was just 144 days clean but broke it today. I’ve been good for the most part but only because I’ve been pushing all my feelings and responsibilities away. I have d’s and c’s in every class except for gym and the only reaywhy I’m doing well in gym is because my teacher is a creep […]

6/2/2015 2 comments

7 poem

by alonelybird 5/30/2015

written by alonelybird

Cast across
This bitter ocean
Separated we are
And thusly maimed
Strangely you call
My forgotten name
Yet how long has it been?
Since the last
Tipsy the boat sailed
Crashing against rock
It fades away
Yet you appear
In my mind
You are so clear

5/30/2015 2 comments

Name Change

by Terrible 5/28/2015

written by Terrible

Hello, I was previously known as Tina571, but I have changed my name. Thanks.

5/28/2015 7 comments

Lost

by Tex 5/25/2015

written by Tex

Angry all the time. Lost. Frustrated. Tired. Angry at the world and at myself. Still blood dripping down my face from getting in a fight with my brother and getting angry about being weak and cutting my temple just to let go of some of the anger. Girlfriend of 4 yrs got angry and walked out, and rightly so. It’s hard to fight the enemy when the enemy is yourself. I……just don’t know what to do anymore, and maybe I never did. I can’t do this anymore. But I don’t know how to change. Been on meds, counseling, you name it…..I just…..still trying to figure […]

5/25/2015 0 comment

Death is Calling Me

by QuietlyBleeding 5/16/2015

written by QuietlyBleeding

There’s a voice in my head i never can ignore.
I hear it every single day, and right now it seems like i want to hear it more.
It sounds appealing to my ears because my soul is gone.
I wish that i could draw closer cause it’s a sweet song.
It calls my name day and night like it is next to me.
And i can almost feel it cause this pain is stuck inside of me.
I swear that one day I’ll pull the trigger to escape this trap.
So i can stop breathing while i take a never ending nap.
Nightmares stay […]

5/16/2015 6 comments

No Will to Live: Part 1

by QuietlyBleeding 5/16/2015

written by QuietlyBleeding

Hello there. Wanna hear a story? Well let’s take a look inside my head shall we? This story will consist of different parts and depending on how much i feel like typing, that’s how much of the story that will be posted. Anywho, let’s continue. Once upon a time there was a man who went by the name of Rodney. Rodney was addicted to cocaine. Rodney found a woman who was also addicted by the name of Renita. The two have a child and abandon that child to die. This child’s name is Isaiah. Growing up, Isaiah’s word was never believed. He would tell the […]

5/16/2015 0 comment

my names

by sadsadist 5/15/2015

written by sadsadist

Ian moone translated into “I am no one” who is my sad depressed lonely side that doesn’t believe in attainable love

Shifty my angry shifty no caring side that doesn’t believe in good hurting others is acceptable

C????? my real name the name of the battleground for the two sides the combination of the two sides some days shifty has mostly won some days Ian has but they both fight

5/15/2015 0 comment

by MoonShine 5/12/2015

written by MoonShine

Kayla Silverfox: Do you know why the moon is so lonely?

Logan: Why?

Kayla Silverfox: Because she used to have a lover.

Logan: You tell this to the kids?

Kayla Silverfox: No.

[Logan laughs]

Kayla Silverfox: His name was Kuekuatsu and they lived in the spirit world together.

Logan: Oh, this is a true story.

Kayla Silverfox: Mm-hm. And every night, they would wander the skies together. But, one of the other spirits was jealous. Trickster wanted the Moon for himself. So he told Kuekuatsu that the Moon had asked for flowers; he told him to come to our world and pick her some wild roses. But Kuekuatsu didn’t know that once […]

5/12/2015 1 comment

My Recent Story

by rayne123 5/10/2015

written by rayne123

Hi, my name is Elli but it’s pronounced Ellie. I’m going through depression and self harm. If you would like details about this, comment what you would like to know. At this point in my life i’m almost numb from pain and I’ve lost many of my friends. A few are there for me but I just feel like they don’t understand me. If anyone else is experiencing the same thing as me or if you just need someone to talk to, please comment. I just got this account and I want to know if there is anyone like me out there. I just feel […]

5/10/2015 34 comments

hi there?

by kukushafeek 5/10/2015

written by kukushafeek

hi my name is kuku thats just a pet name.
i am 26 years old facing depression and loneliness i have never had a gf (girlfriend) while all the friends i know (which are very few) are happily in a relation not just that am really unhappy am looking for a suicide partner or probably a friend i dont know

5/10/2015 9 comments

An ode to blackoutalice

by cephalus 5/10/2015

written by cephalus

I enjoyed your third person rants
Reminded me of our likeness to plants

I feel the mods didn’t understand
Still it sucks that you were banned

While my time has been short
I felt your posts, comments, purport

I guess, perhaps I’m just feeling lonely
I knew you in name only

You had something to say
I enjoyed your comments, seemingly astray

5/10/2015 3 comments

by dsmith 5/9/2015

written by dsmith

Just watching the sand trickle down the glass. Feels like time is short. I’m not afraid anymore. There’s not even any anticipation. Just a feeling of inevitable fact. Like punching in on a time clock, knowing you’ll be punching out on that same time clock shortly. Just a perpetual circle that is fated to be broken. Maybe I will be back, maybe I won’t. Either way, will it even matter. Going to try to ride out the next few days and attempt to ignore the eternal fishing pole that is calling my name. It’s getting harder and harder to drown out and I know I’ll […]

5/9/2015 2 comments

i’m just scared…

by itstimetogo2015 5/8/2015

written by itstimetogo2015

After years of searching without and within – I’ve decided that the best decision I can make for myself is to die now instead of later.

I’m scared to die because I’ve never died before; however, I refuse to stay and am terrified more of staying here – miserable for no reason at all. I’ve spent 3 years coming to this conclusion, asking questions, researching, you name it. I’ve had 30 years of sheer misery.. it’s time to go and this isn’t an act of desperation. At least I don’t believe it is. I’ll know on the other side. Since we all fail (daily for me), […]

5/8/2015 5 comments

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