hi I just made this account. My name is julia I love in a small nobody town with good friends asshole parents and school sucks. I’m 15 I’ve been diagnosed with clinical depression and anxiety. I take Zoloft everyday so I can function without freaking out. I self harm I was just 144 days clean but broke it today. I’ve been good for the most part but only because I’ve been pushing all my feelings and responsibilities away. I have d’s and c’s in every class except for gym and the only reaywhy I’m doing well in gym is because my teacher is a creep and he really wants to get in my pants. I like a guy and he wants to be friends I am not stick thin I am very curvy and have a huge stomach I feel fat everyday and can’t do anything about it. My friends are incredible but I am not. I am the biggest fuck up ever. I’ve never really felt that I would go through with Suicide as I have through about it before but I’m not sure if I should I really hate my life currently and I don’t k ow how to fix it. Can you help me get out of my depression or give me help with my Suicidal thoughts. I just need support so if anyone is there olease help me out I’m very lost.