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by musictomyears 5/16/2012

written by musictomyears

Most people would say I have a pretty average life. I have two married parents and a healthy sister. I don’t have or know everything in fashion, but I do dress decently. I have some acne. My hair frizzes out from time to time. And I have plenty of friends.

But what they don’t know is this. My two married parents talk about divorce. They fight all the time. Even my mom is a recovering alcoholic. My sister may be healthy, but she tells me I don’t deserve to live, nobody likes me. My clothes have to cover my back because the […]

5/16/2012 4 comments

Just something I thought I’d share.

by TearDropFantasy 5/16/2012

written by TearDropFantasy

Okay so when I first started this, I had not one thing to say on it. Now I have a slight idea…

When I first joined The Suicide Project I was lonely, depressed. I had suicidal thoughts running through my mind, tormenting me. I have attempted suicide 5 timesÂ so far.Â My memories haunt my every waking moment and I cut my wrists and upper arms so deep that the scars will never heal. I would cry because I hated myself so much, I hated my looks, I thought I was the ugliest person alive, my weight to me 7 andÂ a half pounds or 107ibs, I thought this […]

5/16/2012 4 comments

You think you know?!

by Hope4nothing 5/15/2012

written by Hope4nothing

From the time I was 2 until I was 14 I was raped molested and took from place to place for men to do what they wanted to me! My mom knew they beat and took my childhood. Then I was adopted at 11 and raped by the boys there until 14.. I am now 21 my spirit is broken my will to live is gone! And people tell you change the future.. Well I cant change the past and let me tell u it alot to do with your future. You look at me and you would never know anything had ever happen to.me… […]

5/15/2012 4 comments

The End..

by valucas 5/14/2012

written by valucas

On the outside I’m like everyone else.. Something people envy. A high school cheerleader, soccer player, straight A student, and have great friends… But it’s not that simple!

Every day I get taunted by people I get told I’ll never be good enough I’ll never be in their crowd. I try not to let it show but it’s hard I’ve worked so hard to get people to like and accept me. I spend so much money on designer clothes and the new shoes.. But it’s not good enough I stand in the hallway with hundreds of kids around me yet I feel more alone than ever. […]

5/14/2012 4 comments

The new me

by lostone18 5/14/2012

written by lostone18

The old me held on to hatred
The new me holds on to love
The old me would hurt others on a whim
The new me tries to help others whenever possible
The old me hated the world
The new me loves the world
The old me embraced the Darkness
The new me embraces the Light
The old me signed a contract with the Devil
The new me has given himself to Life
The old me thought that he was a god
The new me knows that he is a servant
The old me was a masochist
The new me is an optimistÂ
The old […]

5/14/2012 2 comments

I lack the ability to be persistent,so it’s the end of the line.

by jackraiden 5/14/2012

written by jackraiden

Up till now, i have always tried to change my life.

I have tried to be consistent, in everything but failed..in everything.

Everything i try from losing weight to even brushing my teeth ends up not being done, and im sick of it, im sick of it all, life is a god damn chore that i don’t want to join, its sucks,i have no one else that understands me, no one, all i have are idiots around me, my family and friends will never understand me and how painful it is thinking this way, getting up to wash your face feels like climbing a mountain.

I will never […]

5/14/2012 4 comments

Time is an amazing event…

by Voxpendragon 5/12/2012

written by Voxpendragon

I come here sometimes just to read. It amazes me that so many young men and women want to harm yourselves.Â Don’t take this the wrong way because I too started writing because life had become unbearable. I took enough pills a few months ago. that I thought I might finally have made it. The next day I woke up with my husband trying to talk to me. What a fool to put my family through so much pain. For God sake people your problem is you. Get out of your own way and stop being soÂ SELF absorbed!Â Why notÂ try as hard to find a reason, […]

5/12/2012 9 comments

Is my world real??

by IMJAE 5/12/2012

written by IMJAE

My life, the world i live in… Â It confuses me so much now.. Â i try and write things down but have trouble explaiing how I feel because there is just so much to say… Â A long time ago i started to feel like i didnt know what i was doing, i didnt know where i was going or what the point was anymore… Â I fell in love with the tv show Doctor Who… Â that kept me going… i obsessed over it… Â I loved it, i created my own world where everything from Doctor Who was real. from that i kept obsessing over things. It […]

5/12/2012 2 comments

similarities

by liastacia 5/12/2012

written by liastacia

After reading posts here I’ve noticed a few similarities. Â Sensitive, articulate people, who are lonley and hurting. Â Feeling like outcasts, loners, misunderstood and longing for someone to care. Â Most have been abused by people in their lives, who sound like a bunch of stupid douchebags.

Here’s the closest I can get to a ‘positive thought’ tonight: Why should I feel bad because some asshole was mean to me? Â Fuck that asshole! Â I’m not going to commit suicide, just so I can outlive that bastard and deface his grave!

“Who’s laughing now, *****?! Â Not you, cuz you’re dead!”

(I might be a miserable person, but I still got a […]

5/12/2012 3 comments

i just want to be normal

by noexception 5/11/2012

written by noexception

i want to fit in,i want to be normal, i want to be happy naturally without faking this smile everyday, why is that so much to ask for? people took advantage of me wen i was nice, and stept all over me, now that i am heartless and cold, people dont want to be around me,why? because i dont have something that you could take advantage of anymore?i can never do anything right,whats wrong with me,

5/11/2012 1 comment

A song i’d say people can relate to.. I know i can anyway.

by shockwave 5/11/2012

written by shockwave

Phone rings
Don’t wanna pick it up
I’m so scared
I’m gonna say too much
I tip toe around your questions
Why you gotta dig so deep?

Tears fall
And the glasses break
Inside these walls
The floor boards shake
From outside
It’s alright
Long as you looking from fifty feet

I been trying trying
Hold my head up high
I been lying lying
Keeping it all inside
Trying not to trust you, yeah
Take another leaf, I’m broke yeah yeah?

I’m done, I give up
I don’t wanna pretend no more
That’s it, so what
I’ve lost a friend before
Gonna say it like it is
No […]

5/11/2012 0 comment

I am the listner….

by TheListner 5/9/2012

written by TheListner

Hello lovely people,

My name is Jocylyn but everbody calls me Joyy. I am here if you need somebody to talk too. If im your last resort then thats fine too, I just want to make you happy. You all are Kings and Queens and I can prove to you that you are. Have a wonderful day. 🙂

5/9/2012 33 comments

cant handle it anymore

by nohopenolove 5/9/2012

written by nohopenolove

… ive been cutting since i was 12….when i was little….my hole family got torn apart…my sister died…i was a year old thats when everything fell apart my dad got aressted and my mom left a year later to go run off with a guy and do drugs…year after that my sister was born and then a fews later taken away and put up for adoption…ive been living with my grandma since i was two…and then…my being picked on…really started about say…1st grade i got called ugly and stupid and frizzy haired freak….all names you can think of…and i belived them…i used to say i […]

5/9/2012 2 comments

You could never.

by AaronHall 5/7/2012

written by AaronHall

Never thought I would be on a site like this. But you people would understand the most, or maybe not. You wouldn’t actually know what I go through, or much less what anyone else goes through. You have no idea of what goes on in people’s real thoughts, their real emotions, struggles, and actions. All you can really do is just read along and try to find a connection, a answer to whats ailing you, a hope that the person that wrote this would find a answer themselves, a answer that would cure the damages inflicted on you. But I’ll tell you this, they’re no […]

5/7/2012 5 comments

un loved

by endless_sorrows 5/7/2012

written by endless_sorrows

people tell me im ugly that i will never find someone to love because of who i am, for what i am… im actually sarting to beleive them… who would love someone like me?Â suicidal, always depressed, monster? in this world i am at the bottom i am ugly im a monster. i try working out i tried diets and other stuff that will help me get into shape but no matter what i do im un loved… im already struggling as an artist and trying to get my art work out there but no one seems to actually care for it my friendsÂ just […]

5/7/2012 10 comments

i hate….

by justwannahelp112 5/6/2012

written by justwannahelp112

i hate when people say killing yourself is selfish… its not!!! When i think about it i always think about all the people who say its selfish… but y is it selfish??? its a way out… its peace for people who r in pain…

Speaking of pain i noticed something about my self… when people try to get close to me i push them away b/c im afraid ill hurt them or they will hurt me… i dont want to drag them into the pit im in and i dont want them to try to hurt me any worse then i already am…

5/6/2012 6 comments

Just So Frustrated that they cant influence my dreams

by savemefrommyself97 5/5/2012

written by savemefrommyself97

I thought my meds were working, It has only been a week and they seemed great. But Ive started getting the thoughts back, especially in my dreams. The anti depressant cant control my dreams which is so frustrating. My best friend who has been there through everything with me, seems to find it funny im so depressed and that now shes just being a ***** and putting me second and the guys that use her for photos first. That hurts a lot,..I just into an fight with her ..,my other best friend…well shes constantly spending time with this guy. Its just so easy […]

5/5/2012 2 comments

staying sober is hard I know

by maybe_soon_500_days_of_you 5/5/2012

written by maybe_soon_500_days_of_you

May 5 2012 Day 1

Today I had an idea. It is a good idea I think. From this day I will stay sober! There is this really disgusting habit(addiction) I have and I do believe it influenced my life in a way I never imagined. I know I can’t get the girl I love, even if I stay sober now for ever, but I can help myself a lot. I hope my emotional roller coaster will stop. It is not a serious problem, nothing life threating, but my addiction is bad for me. Very bad. I am feeling so sick every time after I lived […]

5/5/2012 4 comments

A checklist, before you go….

by j3ff 5/5/2012

written by j3ff

I am no expert on suicide.Â I found this site tonight because of an article I read, that caused me to do a google search on exit bags to find out more, as I did not even know they existed.Â Â I am not a person even contemplating suicide.

After reading some stories here on this site, which honestly horrified me.Â I felt the need to try to post something that may help some people in some way.

I am not against suicide in any way.Â After watching both my parents die from lung cancer and how horrible it was, I kinda wish they had chosen to do […]

5/5/2012 11 comments

No One Hears Pain

by just listen 5/4/2012

written by just listen

Tick tock
Says the clock
It seals your doom
While you lay in your room
Will you die
With a blade at your side
You watched the blood run down
Your wrist sliced, but you don’t frown
Realse is what you feel
Paradise at your heel
Earth was hell
But now you hear the bell
The ringing, singing
In the high heavens
You have escapes the heathens
yes you know
the ones who put on a show
they caused you pain
And while your eyes rain
There was no one
Not one soul out of a ton
You killed yourself happy
Free because earth is […]

5/4/2012 4 comments

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